Hey I know its been a long time since my last blogs. I have cut out Sitterone totaly and although I still can get hard its alot more difficult to get it up(so to speak). Also most of my desire has gone. If you are looking at Siterone make sure you are prepared to deal with the outcome or it could suddenly hit you one day... !!!

Still taking Estrofem x3 per day and feeling slightly better but very tired tho. Most muscles on arns ect have gone and I look very different from when I just started.

Not much has changed since my last post. I continue to wake up several times EVERY night and EVERY time I awake I have a maximum size rock hard erection. In my past even when I would work at getting an erection on my own they never get this big or hard. And these noctural erections last a long time even after I wake up. Usually I just marvel at the presence of this abnormality. But sometimes I play with it.

On just a few occasions I have attempted masterbation but there is no pleasure in this, it is not erotic, and nothing literally comes of it. My hand and arm get tired and I give up and stop. A very odd experience indeed.

Frequently I go back to sleep with the erection still in progress. Sometimes...

Hi All,
well it is a while since i have updated my blog, for that humble apologies, but life has been very hectic and so my entires have slipped a little.
to start with this is my breast development as of 6 Oct 2009, so still developing...
http://img44.imageshack.us/img44/3671/boobs06oct09.jpg

i will try to get some side-on shots shortly.

A bit of a momentous day today actually, as i have recieved my hormone test results back from the lab (saliva based test) and am very excited and happy with them. At the risk of repeating, i will paste them here for posterity, although they are posted in a post on the forum.
BIG question, - am I at castrate level yet?
The results are as...

Well I have been taking siterone for 1 month now..In the beginning I lost the mourning woody with in 3 days....I also got a slight ache in my testicles, bur I have not had the ache since the first few days...
The first week (@200a day)I was still wanted to have sex like always so I did to have fun while it lastedT
The second week (@100a day) though I really was not in the mood to just have sex...I did miss a few days on taking the pills lol....
I did not get any erections with out playing with it for a bit and they were not real hard till I got myself worked up...
My ejaculate was still a bit thick but a bit more clear... I had not masturbated for about 4 days
normally I would have a nice big load not...

Today is a huge and significant day in my life. For some it may be mundane and normal, but i have never ever been permanently marked. Now i have a tattoo, my first ever, and believe me it took all the courage i have to go and get it done.
I realise it may be slightly off topic in the true sense of the Eunuch archive, but to me it is a significant and life-changing event. Honestly, for me it is a BIG deal, never having done anything like this before. it is positive affirmation of who and what i am.

The picture taken by the tattooist can be seen here http://img190.imageshack.us/img190/3483/p1010399s.jpg - i hope You can all see it

charlene