Tomorrow I will be a ten year old eunuch. It was on 12/06/97 that I became my true self. Life is so much better not perfect of course but better than I could have imagined. Just opening the thread to post I was reminded of all the wonderful support from this wonderful community. Compared to ten years ago I am like the phoenix rising from the ashes. Yes Uncle Flo I am rebuilding myself and working to be a better person. I now have some good role models.

I will also be celebrating ten years of not being physically and sexually assaulted. Celebrating five years of no phone harrasment and creating a peaceful life for myself. Knowing that I have grown and learned to like myself. Now I know there was never any reason I deserved what was happening. I will be celebrating the end of negative thoughts and emotions which helped keep me trapped.

Now is my time to live. I have many choices ahead for my future. It is rather exciting and a little frightening. I am glad I have made many friends here who will share their knowledge and advice. Or be there to say tugon what the hell were you thinking.