I am 24 years old. a few years back, I found this archive. I truly suffered when it became momentarily shut-down. as I am writing this, a new oportunity has risen in my life. I decided to leave my family (father, mother a brother and sister) and TRY to live by myself. By myself, I am a male nurse, have two jobs, and I am moving to another house to live my own life. Life in family is great, but I want to start to detach from them, because, well, I want to grow, mentally, spiritually, and morally. So far everybody in my house knows Iīm gay, while everybody says itīs ok and they "seem" to accept it, reality is another thing. I know, for example that my sister looks down on me (technically, it doesnīt matter to me). Iīve been severely depressed a few days, 5 or 6 i donīt know. I want to thank you all for being so king to me, giving me advice, guiding me, scolding me (Iīll accept it, i really needed it). I took this decision a few days, in order to avoid more fights in my family. I am not going to stop coming here though, itīs just I wonīt have access to a PC in a While, I just want to wish you a very happy year and a great life to you all. From the bottom of my heart, I am sorry for all the inconveniencs that I caused you, and even then let me give you a lot of good best wishes to you all.
BTW, as I am writing this, my dog, a female chihuahua, has been crying for three days in a row, as If itīd know about my desicion. īwhere i am going to live, they donīt accept animals, and it will have to stay with my mother... itīs very devastating to see it crying in that way...
THANK YOU TO ALL, YOU CAN HAVE EVERYTHING GOOD AND USEFUL YOU CAN HAVE FROM ME, I WISH YOU LUCK AND LIGHT IN YOUR JOURNEY...
IMPOTENTUS