I'm gay and the worst days of my life was when I was married, now divorced. A turn on for me is a man beautiful butt.
definately bi.
I have just as much fun with either gender.
I am more of a bottom.
My ideal relationship would be to be a eunuch for a couple.
I would do oral for them both without the desire for reciprocation.
I have had a castration fixation since I was about 7-8 years old.
When I was about 11, I started sticking needles in my balls trying to destroy them. I usedto put a stack of rubber bands on them andleavethem n as long as I couldstand it.
When I was 25, I actually opened my scrotum to cut them out myself, but nicked an artery and almost bled to death.
Wel my wife knows that i want to get rid of everything, but then we do not have any sort of sexlife any more.
And no she dose not want anyone else, as she said she did not get married to me for what i had down there,it was for what i had in my heart.
But yes i want to be totaly free down there.
Upon entering puberty in the mid 20th century, upon seeing magazines that had photos of naked men and women, when I saw naked men I was sexually aroused and upon seeing naked women I was not sexually aroused. I did not know at the time about terms such as homo or hetro sexuality or what all of this meant.
Now, decades later, nothing has changed. I am firmly convinced sexual orientation is biological in nature and that homosexuality is a normal though infrequent event. There are other biological infrequent events like autism, albino, etc.; whether or not any of this has to do with DNA and heredity or occasional alterations in DNA that just happens or skips one or several generations I could not imagine.
Even though I am comfortable with my beliefs, I have still had to suffer the social consequences of people who do not share that belief. Thus I am a modified product of bigotry and discrimination all of which has not enabled me to achieve my full potential.
Could I be bisexual? No. The thought of intimacy with a woman is unimaginable to me. Friendship yes, sexual no. Which perhaps is why some straight women feel comfortable around gay men. We can be close and friends with no expectations of anything else developing.
I am straight but i do not want my penis or testicles, and in no way do i want to become a woman, all i want is to get rid of the things that i dont want.
your answer provides information about what you prefer, and probably what activities you are into, but given that we know social prejudices are a load of bull, loving to dress like a woman doesn't make you a woman any more than a cisgendered tomboy who dresses in a masculine sense is actually a man. The only thing that can decide your gender is your most fundamental gender instinct, the same way a tomboy knows she's a girl with a masculine personality rather than a guy outright.
I am straight, but would dearly love to loose my testicles sometime soon. I have no intention of having a sex change, or dressing as a female, I would always consider my self to be a male eunuch.
I Play with Elastrators I do
I am straight, so far, but want my male parts gone. I see myself as a male eunuch.
straight, and no clue as to why penectomy interests me, ... i know one day ill be stupid enough to find a way to get it done
My earliest recollection along those lines must have been when I was around 5 or 6 years old. I tied a string around my penis and couldn't get it off but I don't recall why I did it.
A few years later when I realized how girls were different but didn't know why they were different I wanted to be like a girl. Upon realizing why women were different, I still had a strong desire to be a woman but never had a desire to have sex with a man.
Now that my wife no longer desires penetrative sex, I don't have any need or desire for those disgusting male things. Thus, it would be nice if I could at least become nullo and feminized enough in appearance so that I could pass as a female on occasion with my wife. It would, however, take a great deal of persaution and convincing for her to agree.
What does that make me?
Thanks Pinky.... I still love women..I really love to be around them..touch them...and I want to dress like them...But, I am not attracted to men...There have been a few feminine men that I could cohabitate with..and the thought of sucking a penis has it's appeal...But...I love women...and their clothes...
Especially nice open toed, sling backs...Size 10 wide...I get a pedicure every two weeks or so...and put a natural shade of very pale pink on my toenails.
I pine for soft feminine sleep wear...and shoes in my size... Ah well..
Thanks again dragonfly
Hello all,
In my case i'm straight, or maybe bi, love women, don't wannabe a woman and wannabe nullo.
My total nullification is schedule in 6 months
than you can enjoy your bisexuality as the passive part :-)
I am bi but lean more to gay. I have lost my testes and scrotum. If the opportunity arose to lose my cock, I would take it but am not actively seeking it. I guess I would first like a urethra reroute. then if I lost my cock, I would haeve been through the "sitting to pee" event. I am sure I could live without my cock really enjoy life as a nullo.
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