The first printing – shredded by the publisher – had the subtitle “A Memoir.” Parts of the book are definitely history, parts fiction. Which is which is impossible to separate. One of the major characters is Stella Fancler, born Stanley Black, but castrated at age 10 (in 1923) by order of the court after he killed his abusive father. Stanley/Stella took up singing and later performed as female. There are several discussions of castration, both animal and human, but the critical one is on pp. 21-22 – while showing Stanley his room in the loft of the horse barn:
“But won’t you be afraid here in the barn, all by yourself?”
“It would be nice to be by myself. I never have been. Until my mother died, we lived, seven of us, in a space half this size.”
“I had no heard you had brothers and sisters.”
“Oh yes. My little brother Tubby, a woman came in a Model T and took him the first day – after – after – he was cute. And my two sisters were eight and nine. A woman came and said she was our cousin and took them. I don’t think she was – she was black. My brother Elmer went into the navy the day he was fifteen, that was the day my father beat him up and threw him out the door. I forgot about the time I was in the county hospital. I had a room to myself for two days.”
“When you were in the hospital?”
“Right after they did the inquest. They did to me what you do to the horses – the geldings.”
“My mother stopped rocking and shoved the chair back until it hit the wall. “You mean they castrated you? Those sons of bitches!”
“Judge Brown said I could go to prison with the other killers, or reform school. He said they were tough on pretty boys there. Or I could get fixed so it took the killer out of me, and go to the orphanage until I was sixteen. But no one would adopt me – who wants someone who killed his father? Even if the father had choked the mother to death and was lying on her dead body. And I didn’t say I killed him.”
“I don’t want you ever to tell me whether you killed him or not. I’ll tell you one thing, if I had been there, I would have killed him. And I’m not sure I may not just go into town and kill Judge Brown.”