
Originally Posted by
cockcontrol
Yes, " a book could be written about this" - maby it should !
The iniatal chock - and excitement when you hear, that you will be put on chemical castration drugs
The initial investigations with plysmograph, to probe your sexual fantasies...
The rock hard erection when you recieve your first Androcur or Depo provera shot in the bottom...
The loss of morning wood, geting hard more dificult and also for a shorter time, the first signs that your dick is being defeated by the chemicals...
The fight against the drugs, that you are losing...
a plysmograph examination that only produces some feeble responses to stimuli who made you rock hard - in the near past....
ejaculations getting more hard to get and far less copious if they happen at all..
Having your maintenance dose established, with the understanding that if plysmograph readings warant, it could be increased, just to make sure you do not grow hard again... only alowing for some mild and harmless elongation...
nevertheless being informed that your maintenance dose will be augmented with 10 mgr/day
The calm, induced by the absence of intense erotic imagining...
Your dick: something you piss with... ( and nothing else)
the resignation, the enjoyment of the calm...
surely a narative of this does not make any dull reading ???
Years later, long after the "treatment " was discontinued, the intense fantasising about chemical cadtration - and libido reduction.
Sounds familiar to anyone here ?