Hi People..

Im still waiting for my letter to arrive in the post... Its really hard not knowing whats going on... At the moment I feel all over the place and I still have mood swings and feeling of loneliness. I know I have my
boyfriend but its still hard to make sense of it all...

My new job went well for a few days and then the person who I was taking over from turned nasty. She is desperately trying to get me the sack and it really sucks as I haven't done anything wrong!!! Because she has been in the company for a long time no one seems to believe me. Its back to the drawing board so far as this job goes... I have another interview next week working in retail as an assistant manager of a UK national greeting card shop. I hope that it goes well as I don't think its possible to stay in my current job due to this lady...

So Im still taking T blockers and estrogen and feel a little more stable but still worried about how I look... Its got to a point where I don't really look like a man when I shave... So my face is quite feminine now and I have hips... YEY !!

Hugs to all
Ryan xx