Tomorrow I have a trial run at a new job over two days... YEY ^-^

Only one other person is in the running so I am in with a 50 50 chance... ha ha

It seems a good job and its just down the road from me...

I will keep people up to date with how the job goes...

In other news I have had my last visit with my therapist... I had a heart stopping moment when I foolishly referred to my feelings as "It" by mistake and I thought he might change his mind!!!!

So all I have to do now is wait for a letter from CHX (london charring cross gender identity clinic) and its off to the city for a chat with the staff there.. Its been a few years so it will be nice to
plan a trip on the train and the underground...

My other medical troubles are bad at the moment and so I'm feeling really tired all the time and have trouble sleeping. It usually takes about a month to feel better so I'm half way through this bout
and I have had to reduce my T blockers. I have been getting lots of headaches and dizzy spells when walking lots so I'm hoping that its just lack of energy otherwise its off to the doctors again.

Ryan xx