The psych agreed coming off Cymbalta and onto Paxil was a good move. This is the first week. Going 1/2 - 1/2 on each, then next week all Paxil. Trying the extended release this time. Less likelihood of sexual side-effects.

Next internal debate is beginning a destruction of the boys. My time alone is limited, but Beli is going to visit his sis in May without me. So that seems like a possibility. Really want it all gone, rather re-arranged, but I don't see him agreeing to that end.

The thought of what sex would be like with what I want is, I'm sure, no where near as wonderful as the reality.