Tim is now sporting a padlock on the end of his penis. We haven't attached it to the chain around his testicles yet. The hole is still weeping blood a little. He had me tie him up and punch the hole with a hammer and nail last night. Neither of us passed out. Imagine that! I handed him the Neosporin and styptic pencil and let him attend to the bleeding. Since he's been through the process before, he was confident in handling it. He wore briefs to bed last night, lined with several layers of toilet paper to soak up any blood. When he changed the toilet paper this morning, the blood hadn't soaked through, so the total blood loss was really small. I think we'll be able to get him fully hooked up in his chastity device before Megan gets here.

I find myself curiously intrigued by the idea of using Richard II on Megan, playing the male role. I'm not sure why I'm looking forward to it. Just the novelty, I supposer. I've never done anything like that before. Seeing sex from Tim's perspective will be interesting. I'm wondering what watching two women going at it will do for his libido. The whole idea of sleeping together is to torment him by jacking up his libido and giving him no outlet. That may sound a bit cruel, but this is a guy who fantasizes about women cutting his penis off, so a bit of sexual frustration is something he looks forward to.

Mia seems to have had her fill of swimming for a while. Today she wanted to learn to make something in the kitchen, so we did fried chicken, green bean casserole (with cream of mushroom soup concentrate and fried onion topping), mashed potatoes, and a garden salad. We made extra so that she could take enough home for the three of them for supper tonight. She wanted to do all the work with me just coaching, and she did all right. I think it might have been less work for me if I'd done it myself, but that's beside the point.

Tim just changed the toilet paper in his shorts again and said the bleeding is limited to a little spot and "not very red." By that I assume he means that what's weeping now is plasma, not whole blood. He applies Neosporin to the padlock shackle periodically and rotates it through the hole to keep the shackle from sticking.

No updates from Megan. She has a meeting in the morning, so I imagine she has already checked into her hotel in Philadelphia by now.

Sandi

Gee Sandi
I didn't think I was much of a sadist But you did not say too much about the hole making? Did you just finish tying him up and do it? Did it take you a while to get to the point you could hit the punch? Did it need two swipes or did you do it right the first time? I presume the hole is not too far inside the uretha as the punch is unlikely to have parallel sides, and
Was the pain for Tim about what he expected? and how long did the "agony" take to quieten down
I also suspect that the urine will sting for more than a few days
Anyway well done people
cheers

Originally Posted by msts1945

Gee Sandi
I didn't think I was much of a sadist But you did not say too much about the hole making?....

I suppose it was inevitable that someone would ask. I had a long explanation written out offline, ready to paste in to EA, because I've had my login to EA time out when writing something long before. But when I went to paste it in, I couldn't get connected. My browser told me "connected to...." but the page was blank. This persisted all day, and by the time I finally got connected, the content of what I'd written was pretty stale. I don't want to redo the long explanation, but I'll try to answer your questions.

I duct taped Tim to a post in the basement with his hands tied behind him, mostly because he was afraid he'd flinch when I swung the hammer but also, he wanted to be sure he couldn't back out at the last minute.

He had set things up for me: a block of wood in a vice attached to a saw horse to slide between his legs, a headless nail sterilized with bleach, a large hammer, and, of course, the rope and duct tape. I just followed his instructions.

I rested his penis on the block of wood, inserted the nail a little over half an inch into his urethra, pushing the tip down so that it wouldn't move when I tipped the nail up. I held the nail close to vertical and gave it a solid blow with the hammer, which drove the nail through the bottom of his urethra and about a quarter of an inch into the block of wood. Tim gasped, but neither of us passed out from the experience. I untied him and cut through the duct tape, then left Tim to deal with the rest. He'd done essentially the same thing to himself before--regular readers of this blog will recall that--but had used an awl instead of a nail.

No, I didn't need two swings of the hammer. I don't know how parallel the sides of the hole might be. The thickness there isn't so much as to make that an issue. Tim didn't say anything about whether the pain was more or less than last time, so I assume it was about the same.

I'll write more later. Mia's calling, and I need to go see what she wants.

Sandi

I have a wee bit of experience with P.A. s (Prince Albert piercings)..I pierced myself in this manner about 10 years ago...the main difference; I used a 10 gauge piercing needle, no wood, and inserted a CBR (captured ball ring) where Tim's padlock is.. It bled a bit at first, then stopped..As I recall total healing took place in about a month..Fetishistic sadist that I am, I continued to stretch the hole to about 5/8" diameter until the weight of the ring eventually ripped it open, leaving me with a split head...Which, for fetishistic reasons, I liked...(sort of like Tim would, I suppose)...Have fun...smooches Jackie

For as busy as the morning was, I don't seem to have a lot to show for it. A cleaner house and cupboards full of clean dishes and more food in the house, but nothing spectacular for all the work, even with Mia pitching in.

Now, getting back to the questions from msts1945--

As for being nervous about punching the hole, I suppose my main concern was hitting the nail hard enough the first time so that I wouldn't have to hit it again. That, and trying not to hit my fingers. I'm not all that well coordinated with tools. If Tim was okay with accepting the pain, I wasn't going to be too concerned about that. By the time he got back upstairs, he was more concerned with details of stopping the bleeding than with complaining about the pain, so I assume that the biggest part of the pain was over very quickly. Certainly, he didn't use the term "agony." He didn't complain about a sting from urine, and as I recall, the last time, when he punch the hole that subsequently healed shut, the only complaint about urine was that it squirted all over the place when he was wearing the chastity device. Semen, on the other hand, was different. When semen got in the hole, he said it really burned.

Hope that covered the questions.

Jackie, I wouldn't be surprised if Tim at some point decided he wanted to split his penis or do other modifications, but that would leave us trying to find another way to improvise a chastity device. He hasn't suggested any further modifications (other than cutting the penis off altogether, which is going to remain in the realm of fantasy).

Megan called around 11:00 am. She said the meeting with her customer is going more smoothly than expected. Apparently she was expecting the customer to take issue with something they'd done, so she'd allowed extra time to explain why they'd done what the did and try to smooth things over, but the customer didn't seem to care. So she's hoping to be done by the end of the day today. If so, she'll try to get her flight changed to a late flight tonight or something early in the morning. I asked her to keep us posted.

It's cooler today. Only 76 by our thermometer. Quite a contrast with recent weather. Still, Mia has been begging to go to McDonalds for a milkshake. I argued that it might spoil her supper, but my logic was presented a bit halfheartedly, because it sounds good to me, too. I think that's where we'll be headed as soon as I get off the computer.

Sandi

Megan called. She won't be coming in tonight. She said that by the time she found out for sure they had no meeting tomorrow it was too late to avoid another night's charge at the motel, and her luggage was still in her room there, too, so rather than trying to get a red-eye special to get here tonight, she booked a flight the first thing in the morning. She says she'll be at our house in time for lunch.

We hooked the padlock on Tim's penis to the little chain around his testicles, and it didn't seem to start the bleeding all over, but just to be sure, he's wearing toilet-paper-lined briefs again tonight. Sleeping three-in-a-bed tomorrow will lose some eroticism if he's still in his briefs tomorrow night, but I don't want to try to get blood out of the sheets, either. We'll have to see how tonight goes.

Meanwhile, Tim has been fooling around with the worm shocker. He had it hooked up to a meter and said it's okay to use it on his penis if we connect it through a "resister", a little electronic part that looks like a striped brown bead on a wire. He figures that will limit the current to a very painful but not lethal level. I know Megan is eager to see how he reacts with her turning the crank, and I think Tim is probably at least as eager.

Sandi

Just to go back a bit, did the enema clean things up enough to diminish the yuck factor or is a full colon cleansing needed?

Originally Posted by Arab Nights

Just to go back a bit, did the enema clean things up enough to diminish the yuck factor or is a full colon cleansing needed?

The enema definitely decreased the "yuck factor" as you put it, but Willie didn't come out entirely clean, either. We've put further experimentation with prostate stimulation on hold for now, since Tim's penis is functioning again, albeit at a diminished sensitivity. I doubt we'll pursue any colon cleansing beyond the enema if we go back to that.

Attaching the padlock on Tim's penis to the chain around his testicles did cause additional weeping of blood overnight, but very little. We'll have to see how it looks at bedtime to see whether he needs to wear briefs to bed tonight.

This is an "off" Friday for Tim and Misty, so Tim's home today and Mia is with Misty. Megan called a little bit ago to say she was at the airport in Philadelphia. Not much else to report, but once Megan gets here, I probably won't have time to get on the computer for a while.

Sandi

I think Tim should be wearing pink panties, with a maxi pad to bed this evening...What say ye? Smooches Jackie

Ah!
Thanks Sandi,
I had this idea you used a hole punch, for some reason. A nail certainly would do the job. I have some large stainless steel ones left over from a deck I built for the grand kids on the edge of the dam. A jetty really! I think they are probably sharp enough, and will sterilise quite well too
Cheers

Originally Posted by butterflyjack

I think Tim should be wearing pink panties, with a maxi pad to bed this evening...What say ye? Smooches Jackie

LOL! I think Tim would look positively LOVELY in pink panties, but none of mine would come close to fitting him. The maxi pad sounds funny, too, but I haven't had a need for those since my hysterectomy 20 years ago, so I'm fresh out, and--this brings me to another point--Megan said she's going to need a separate bedroom for tonight, because she's still in her period. She uses tampons, too, so no spare maxi pads from her.

I should have remembered it was just a month ago when we were out at her place in California. I told her she's going to have to start scheduling her business trips AROUND her periods. But she was confident she'd be past it tomorrow, so we may have one night together. In any event, she has no problem with torturing Tim tonight as long as she doesn't have to be naked until her period is over, so we're going to try out the worm shocker tonight.

Oh, and msts1945: Good luck with the nail. If you decide to do it, let us know how it turns out. Remember, YMMV as with any do-it-yourself genital modification. If Tim were giving advice, I think it would be to be sure to hit the nail hard enough with the first blow, because you're not going to want to hit it again if it doesn't go through. ;-)

Sandi

Use a piercing needle...Much neater and more sanitary..10 gauge is good...although you may need a tube to enter the needle into the urethra, they're very sharp...Tampons, eh..I think time would look cute in his little pink panties with a string hanging out the back...Let Megan the Magnificent administer it...And, he can borrow my panties...smooches Jackie

Originally Posted by butterflyjack

Use a piercing needle.....

I think you know Tim's thinking by now. If he can't get it at Home Depot, he won't buy it. The only reason we have store-bought toys of any sort is that Megan has provided them. Paranoia? Maybe not, but close.

We tried out the worm shocker last night. Disappointing. Tim said it hurt, but less than getting his testicles kicked, and it wasn't particularly erotic, just painful.

We invited Misty, Mike and Mia over for a barbecue this noon, and they just left.

Megan says her period appears to be over.

May have more to say tomorrow, but today we're just relaxing and trying to avoid the heat. The thermometer says 84. Could be worse, I suppose, but it feels hot.

Sandi

It was quite a different experience seeing sex from Tim's perspective. I strapped Richard II on and had "intercourse" with Megan while Tim watched in hand cuffs with his chastity device on. We left the lights on. After about an hour, we changed the condom on Richard II, and Megan and I switched places for about another hour.

I thought a woman might be better at giving orgasms to a woman than a man would, because, after all, we know how our own bodies respond, but I can't say Megan did any better than Tim, and the psychological aspect of sex with him wasn't there. On one level, an orgasm's and orgasm, but there's something missing when the one giving it doesn't get pleasure at the same time, and I don't find having a woman on top to be as erotic. All things considered, I much prefer sex with Tim, even if he's using Dick and is getting no pleasure himself.

Afterward, we tied Tim's ankles to the bedposts, leaving him in handcuffs, and took off his chastity device, then took turns beating his testicles for several minutes, letting him enjoy having an erection before we applied the lidocaine gel and reconnected the chastity device. We left him in handcuffs overnight. I don't think he got much sleep!

This morning we had breakfast in the nude, and we still haven't gotten dressed. Megan said she wanted to experience being "raped" again, so right now she's tied to the bed, arms and legs outstretched, and Tim is on top, using Dick on her. She seems to love bondage, no matter whether she's the one tied up or Tim is, and bondage is an erotic turn-on for Tim as well.

I hate to interrupt the two of them, but Megan needs to start getting ready to head for the airport. I'd better go see how they're doing.

Sandi

Okay...so you have the best life in the world..I hate /adore you...hehehe smooches Jackie

I talked with Tim after Megan left. We shared our feelings about what had just happened. He said that in watching helplessly as Megan and I gave each other orgasms, he thinks he knows how he'd feel if his penis were really chopped off, and he didn't like the feeling. I asked what he meant, and he had trouble putting it into words, but I think the gist of it was that he felt unneeded, expendable, and useless. I told him he never needs to feel that way, because I will always need him, even if he does lose his penis. Sex for me will never replace his affection. I told him sex with Megan seemed just mechanical compared to the chemistry between us when we have sex, even when he's using Dick.

I asked him whether he enjoyed "raping" Megan. He said it was exciting in a way, but he said he also found the experience empty without the emotional connection. We ended up back in bed, and I took off his chastity device. We cuddled for a while, then started petting and finally began intercourse. He kept going for over an hour but didn't seem to be able to get an orgasm, so we grabbed the Velcro zip tie. After about another half an hour he finally got there. I told him nothing Megan could do would come close to what he just did. We showered together and then crawled back in bed for more cuddling.

Now I need to get my mind back to the normal routine, if you can call anything around here "normal." I'll have Mia and Ashley both here tomorrow, as Cristy has a doctor's appointment. I'm hoping the two girls can keep each other entertained so that I can get some housework done.

Sandi

Mia and Ashley are outside playing with a basketball. We don't have a hoop, but they've improvised a target over the garage door, and they seem to be enjoying themselves.

Tim's off to work wearing his chastity device. We just cuddled last night. We had enough sexual activity over the weekend to last us for a while.

Now I've got extra cleaning and laundry to do because of Megan's visit and the fact that nothing got cleaned while she was here. Sheets from both bedrooms, towels from both bathrooms, two bathrooms to clean. It's going to take a while, so I'd better get started.

By the way, Megan called to thank us for a fun weekend and to let us know she got home safely.

Sandi

Mia is spending the day at Ashley's house today. Cristy offered to watch the girls as compensation for my watching Ashley yesterday. That was a real help in getting things done, especially going for groceries, getting the oil changed in my car, and doing a few other errands out of the house. Cristy didn't say what her doctor's appointment was all about, but it was an appointment with a gynecologist. I hope it's a routine checkup, not a problem.

I have released Tim from his chastity device for the time being. He'll need to at least put the padlock shackle through the hole periodically to keep it from healing shut again, but the fun we get from it doesn't seem worth the hassle at this point. Last night Tim was toying with the idea of "resizing the resister" for the worm shocker. If I understand correctly, he thought the resister he used limited the shock too much, and he thinks the experience would be more erotic if the shock is stronger. After seeing his reaction with Megan turning the crank, I think I can bring myself to do some cranking. We might give that a try tonight if time permits.

Sandi

Things have a habit of changing course on us. It turns out that Ashley and Mia were having fun yesterday, and Cristy asked Mia whether she wanted to spend the night. Misty was okay with that and took her a suitcase of pajamas, a change of clothes, etc. So the girls are there again today.

Also, I misunderstood Tim, apparently. He mentioned that the "resister" for the worm shocker needed to be resized, but he didn't mean that he was going to work on that right away or that he necessarily wanted to test the change right away.

So practically everything I wrote yesterday has been overtaken by events since then.

Since Mia was occupied at Ashley's house for the night, Tim and I asked Mike and Misty to join us for supper and a movie. The boys disappeared down in the basement after supper, and Misty and I talked while cleaning up. She's been with her new job for almost six months now, so she's close to having earned a week's vacation. She and Mike have been talking about what they'd like to do if she took the vacation, but they didn't have any real inspirations, so she thinks things will continue as they have been for the time being. Also, in principle, Mike could take vacation anytime, since he and his sister own the restaurant, but as a practical matter, they'd need a manager to fill in, and right now there isn't anyone who can jump in to do that. In the past, Cristy has filled in, but managing people and day-to-day running of the place are not her strong suit, and she has other irons in the fire at the moment.

I'd better start working on supper. I'll have a hungry hubby here soon. More later if I get a chance.

Sandi

Mia's here again. She had more questions about sex, and most of them are things we've talked about before. She seems to like to get confirmation that the answers don't change. One question was new, and it surprised me: "Does Dad really like to get his balls kicked?" I asked her where she heard that, and she said she'd overheard Mike and Misty talking about it.

"Yes," I said. "Sometimes."

"Why?" she wanted to know. "Doesn't it hurt?"

"Yes," I said. "But it's also exciting, and while he's thinking about that, he can't be thinking about paying bills or problems at work. I don't do it hard enough to cause injury."

"Oh," she said. "Do most guys like girls to kick them?"

"I don't think you'll improve your popularity with boys by going around kicking their testicles, if that's what you're driving at," I said.

She seemed to think about that for a minute, then changed the subject.

What I didn't tell her was that Tim wanted some playtime last night. He removed the resister from the worm shocker and wanted me to try it out on his penis.

I tied him up in the basement in the usual way, with a practice golf ball for a gag and his arms and legs outstretched, then looped one wire over the head of his penis, then around the groove behind the head. I wrapped the other wire around the big toe of his right foot, then gave the crank on the shocker a couple of quick spins. His leg twitched, he made some muffled sounds behind the gag, and his erection got stiffer, but he wasn't struggling violently to get loose, so I started turning the crank again.

In a few seconds, the expression on his face changed, his right leg shook, he was struggling to get loose, he was making more muffled noises, and he was shaking his head in near panic. I decided to keep going for several more seconds, then stopped and disconnected the shocker. Tim was breathing heavily, and there were tears starting to run down his cheek, but otherwise he looked okay. I left him tied up while I undressed, then took hold of his testicles and squeezed hard, then got down on my knees and started working on his penis with my tongue. I ended up with a mouthful of semen in less than a minute.

When I untied him, I asked how it was. "Different," he said. "Exciting. Painful. Terrifying. Fun."

I asked whether he wanted to do it again, and he said, "Well, not right away," but he didn't rule it out. As far as I can tell, he doesn't have any lasting effects from it. We went to bed and just cuddled. I would have enjoyed intercourse, but I figured Tim needed a break.

It's 95 degrees by our thermometer. Too hot to be doing much outside. I'm thinking another trip to the swimming pool sounds good for the afternoon.

Sandi