Things have started to turn around for me in the last few months. The new gym is amazing. Small, privately owned, and none of the BS that went on at the last one. Much more of a 'family' atmosphere. There's also another gay personal trainer working there and we've got a good working relationship going on. We also get playfully competitive when working out, trying to top one another. I've also stolen a few clients from my old gym. So my work life is back on track. (Doesn't help word has started to ...

I quit my job. This whole thing with some of the douchebags there not being cool with my being gay became this whole big thing. And I just didn't want to be a part of it. So tired of this crap. Who fucking cares about someone else's sexual preference? I'm so sick of this macho male bullshit that all gay guys are just waiting to jump every guy they come across. And why is it usually the ugly ass straight guys who are most worried about this? Like I'd give them a first look, let alone fuck them. ...

I am totally enjoying that summer is here. The heat, the sunlight, the perfect beach weather. Personally I love the heat. The perfect excuse for walking around in tight muscle shirts, or no shirt. Hey, I work hard for this body so I'm gonna show it off. Even if it does annoy my brother. (He has this whole thing about being shirtless in public outside of a beach/pool setting. His inner fat kid's jealousy is what I call it.)

The last few months have been kind of up and down. Ted and ...

Can't believe a month and a half has passed since I last posted on here. On the surface not much has changed. Things continue to go better and better with Ted. I still live with my Big Bro. Still working at the same gym with no intention of leaving anytime soon. All in all, life is good.

So a bit of an update since last post of mine. Big Bro has been working through his stuff and a big part of that has been talking with me. We were always such opposites as kids, and it was really ...

Maybe it's cabin fever. We've had some bitchingly cold weather here in Winterpeg, so Ted and I haven't been getting outside as much. Which means we've been doin' it a lot. And while we're usually pretty quiet when Big Bro is around, we haven't been as careful about that. He doesn't really ever say it, but I know it kinda bugs him when he can hear us. Makes sense, dude doesn't want to hear his little bro getting it on with his boyfriend.

Ted's been kinda uber-fixated on my dick coming ...