Hi everyone.
Today, my biopsy is scheduled. Not much of an event... Even though my urologist told me he'd make the max not to have to plan another surgery.
I'm facing the unknown. Will he find enough to have my balls removed? will he find another solution? It's like a lottery .
Hope I have the good number.
I'll have to wait till I wake up to have the answer. It's a bit strange.
I'll keep you informed.
Not only because I found a real community here. I read ...

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Yesterday night, don't know why, but i felt horny. Thought this was all over, but my mind don't seem to agree.
The fact is that I then tried to satisfy that urge, and no possibility to get hard. Great disappointment. Finally, the envy disappeared and everything came back to normal.
Am I now impotent? don't think so because I always have nocturnal erections from time to time. So what happened? I don't have the answer by now.
All I can say is that I was frustrated but it didn't ...

I finally achieved my goal to take back control over my sexuality. Still want to satisfy my partner, but no urge to satisfy myself. I'm now in peace with that. I don't suffer much from my low testosterone level. I thought it would be more difficult.
I can say I feel fine and calm, ...
Don't need anymore to search for porn, I can concentrate on much more important things. I think I'm a better man now.
My next step will be to see if I need my testes removed. I'm not in hurry ...

With help of internet translators and some corrections, here is the translation of the french text above. All my apologies for all the mistakes that remain. Any corrections welcome.


Let me first specify what led me to integrate EA. I think that my profile corresponds to many people here, and it is undoubtedly reassuring. My relation to sexuality has always been trouble complicated. It appeared to me as a not controlled thing which fell on me too early taking into consideration ...

Dans un premier temps, je me dois de préciser ce qui m'a amené à intégrer EA.
Je pense que mon profil correspond à beaucoup de monde ici, et c'est sans doute rassurant.
J'ai toujours eu beaucoup de mal à avoir une relation simple face à la sexualité. Elle m'est apparue comme une chose non maitrisée qui me tombait dessus trop tôt au regard de ma maturité.
J'ai très tôt eu une attitude de rejet face à mes pulsions sexuelles. Ce sexe qui grossissait quand je ne voulais pas, qui ...