So I finaly got an apointment with the London Clinic. The journey seemed to take forever although I did treat myself to 1st class seats on the train. London has got a lot bigger since I was last there !!

Sooo many new big towers now 0.0

Anyway the underground was just as exciting as normal and I simply love to travel on the trains.

So I got to the clinic and there is a well known coffee house right outside !!

Oh coffee is my life ^-^ ...

I received the other day a letter from London CHX , Yipee !!

They want to check I still wanted to go and they will write back with a date...

Its a long way to go just for a half hour meeting but probably worth while if I can get some more help.

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Hi everyone. Its been a few weeks and I have not had the time to be here much.

I have recently started training to become (OMG) a care worker for old people. I didn't see that one coming !

I still have to provide personal references and its going to be hard to get them from my previous employers as they are all total &^%$ or no longer work at the companies.

Today after phoning the GID clinic in London (and getting cut off three times) I decided to ...

So over the last few weeks I have been a bit ill.

On a few days I could hardly move or get up for fear of falling over with dizzyness.

Anyway I'm mainly feeling better but still have a deep tiredness about me.
I have put up with the meds making me sleepy and a loss of concentration but I cant
seem to shake it off completely.

Still no letter from the NHS (england) so I'm going to call them today to find out whats going on.

...

Today is nice any sunny in the UK so I have something to be happy about.

No letter from CHX in London still... WHERE ARE YOU??

I'm getting tired now. I know I can get a job but something stopping me from getting there.

Apart from here I don't have anyone to talk to now and I'm going mad..

It seems I try to hard to please others and don't do enough for my self??

Transgender people where are you??????

My meds ...