Happy new year. I am finding is it extremely difficult to get castrated. It is becoming apparent that I will have to save my money until I can afford to go to a Doctor like the one in Atlanta or Miami.

I forgot my password so it took a while to get back on. Next month (Jan) i will revisit my urologist and see where my testostrone levels are with my being on TRT for nine months. Hopefully they will be normal and I will continue on TRT. If all goes as expected I will be setting up a schedule to be castrated this spring. I am sick of looking and feeling these testicles. I will be so happy when they are gone.

I have made the effort to read more about penis mods. After much research I have decided this is much to dangerous to attempt. It is a difficult surgery for even a doctor. Also if you want to just remove the glans as I did proper procedure requires grafting skin from other body areas to cover and close the penis. While I am sure there are exceptions, in my research everyone I have corresponded with that attempted a DYI or with a cutter ended up in the hospital. several were lucky enough to have ...

Well since my last post things have been going along. I am still arranging for my castration. Looks like it will probably be in the early Spring. I hate to put it off that much longer but with the Holidays and winter approaching I think it best. Plus it will make it about a year for my to be on TRT and I will for sure know how I feel about it. Currently I have a overwhelming desire to also have my cock modified. I only want enough of a nub to still be able to stand and pee. It scares me though ...

It has been over a month since my last post. I have survived surgery on my shoulder. and my Mother passing. I had to stop my trt for a couple of weeks recouperating from surgery. just started back. While off trt I lost all interest in sex and never had a erection. been back on four days and just getting hard again. as soon as shoulder goes through rehab and I can use my arm again I will go back to planning and executing my castration.