Well, I have finally taken the first step to my actual castration. I have made my appointment with Dr. Arnkoff. It is not till January since my schedule with the Holidays and such for Nov and Dec would not allow me an opening those months. I realize this is just a penciled in appointment and lots of things could change between now and then but I feel good that I have taken this step. It now becomes serious and not just a dream or fantasy. It made me realize I do really want this after years ...

Well, I had a set back on Sept 29. I was involved in a car accident. Totaled my car and had serious bruises to my right side. My body is pretty much healed but my bank account is hurting. I had to pay my deductible and buy a newer car which has set me back. Now I probably won't be able to schedule my castration until spring (dammit). At least when I do drive to my surgery it will be in a slightly nicer auto. I am so envious of the guys who have been done.

Wow, I have heard from a couple of new eunuchs that used Dr Arnkoff and they report he is very professional and did the job very well. I look forward to my appointment with the good doctor. I see my urologist first week of October and if I check out as I have been and he continues me on my testosterone replacement therapy I am scheduling my appointment with Dr. Arnkoff between then and December depending on his schedules openings. I am so looking forward to being a true member of the Eunuch community ...

Well, it is nearing end of august and I have made my decision. Now that there is Dr. Arnkoff that will do castrations without letters and his office is near enough to me and the price I can afford, I will have it done. At first, after I spoke with the Doctor I was enthused, then I thought do I really want to spend that much money for something I don't really have to have? I was then very hesitant. But for the last couple of weeks every time I look at my naked body and see those testicles hanging ...

Damn another month gone by and I still have testicles. With the current economy it will be difficult to save money for the good Dr Fara. I wish he did his castrations in office to save cost of hospital. I understand Kimmel and Spector worked this way. I could probably afford it that way. It is taking so long I am back to considering a cutter, even with the inherent dangers. I have found it is not too hard to get a plastic surgeon to remove my sack if my balls are already gone. This can be ...