well i haven't posted in a while mostly because I still have testicles. I would be curious to know how long it took others to decide to be a eunuch and then how long it took to actually be castrated. My desire grows stronger all the time. It has been frustrating dealing with lack of funds and time. things are looking up however, I think I can have it done this year. scheduling is a problem as I have several other obligations and I would have a hard time canceling. I just keep looking at and ...

I haven't posted in a while because my previous posts pointed so much to my becoming a eunuch and of this date it still hasn't happened yet. Needless to say I am very disappointed. Things just haven't gone the way I had hoped. It is important to me to have it done by a physician and I made and had to cancel appointments with Dr Arnkoff twice. Events have conspired to deplete my funds twice. Plus other activities have made scheduling issues. It saddens me to talk with my friends who are now ...

Well it is March 1st and I thought I might check in. I am not a eunuch as yet but as I said in my last post things are getting together. Money is in the bank. I have a couple of willing traveling pardners depending on when I schedule. It needs to be done soon because it is all I think about and it is inter fearing with my life. Plus chatting with all the others that have been done and how satisfied they are makes me desire castration even more. Once my testicles are gone I can concentrate ...

I am disappointed that I had to e mail doctor Arnkoff and change my appointment till April. However I am not upset because I know: one my schedule for Jan and Feb is packed and I would have little recovery time and the main reason is I flat don't have the money. The money I believe with some of the things I have going will work itself out. but my other obligations must be fulfilled.

Good news is it will be more likely I will have someone to travel with me later. So I will just ...

It has been almost a month since I made my appointment to be castrated. I cannot stop myself from thinking about it. Wish I had just rearranged my schedule for November and December and gotten it done sooner. January 21 st cannot get here soon enough. It will be tough doing anything between not and then because I cannot concentrate.