The Sacrifice

        I am a married male 63, married to a woman 56, with a very low sex drive.  She used to enjoy sex, but since she reached post-menopause her interest in sex fell to none.  However over the last ten years or so when we did have sex we just about stopped having intercourse, and I focused solely on pleasuring her with my mouth and tongue.  We settled on me just going down on her, yet strangely we both seemed to enjoy my doing cunnilingus to her only.  After she came, I usually finished myself off by coming in her panties.  Now we never seem to have even that together.

        However since I love her deeply, and still want to please her, I have thought of having my sex drive end.  I have been reading a lot of stories about male castration and penectomy.  I reasoned it might be best for us both if I wasn’t horny all the time, and she wouldn’t feel guilty because she wasn’t.  I brought the subject up a few times, and she rejected the idea by telling me I am crazy.  One night during a mercy suck, I was on my knees by the side of the bed, she was petting my head as I tried my best to bring her to an oral orgasm.  I was fondling my soft penis trough the panties I was wearing, when she told me she had been thinking if I was serious about castration, maybe we should explore it some.  My shriveled cock became alive, and started to semi-erect.  I slowed my licking and tonguing somewhat to hear what she had to say, because seldom does she ever take the initiative. 

        She asked me if I was really serious about it?  I said I was, and would like to discuss it further.  I told her about all the information I saved off of the Internet, and would like to show it to her.  She asked me what my pleasure would be if I had a castration, and wouldn’t I miss having an orgasm ever again?  She said, “what if I became horny later, how would we handle it if you weren’t there?”  I said we could get me penis hardening shorts or patches just in case it were to happen, and you know I’ll always want to go down on you weather or not I am horny.  We went to the computer and check the net, looking for information about male castration.  I told her that we should also consider a penectomy. 

        She was surprised to find that so many wives were happy having a eunuch for a husband.  She was also impressed with the idea of keeping me sexless unless she wanted it.  Since it’s illegal to have a healthy male castrated in this country, we opted to consider the Elastrator, since it could be done at home, and if there were some complications we could explain it as having kinky sex games.  I felt that if I were to have my testes removed why would I want an empty scrotum hanging between my legs.  Also this way we could cut the whole thing off after the testes died. 

        We decided to make a game of it by putting the elastic ring over the scrotum while I went down on her, and if I got her to have an orgasm within half an hour, she’d cut the tight ring off, and I’d get to keep my balls another day.  She managed to cum for the first 8-9 times, and she cut the ring off after each session.  Finally: one night she was kind of funny, bitchy, and mad at me for no apparent reason.  I was on my knees by the side of the bed as she placed the ring over the base of my scrotum, and when it snapped on, she said, “there it’s done, and I hope this is what you want, because I feel it’s time, and I want you sexless from now on”.  She took a pair of handcuffs from the toy box we kept under the bed and locked my hands behind my back.

She sighed deeply, and layback on the bed with her legs spread wide, and told me to lick her pussy.  She said, “I wonder how you’ll be as a Eunuch, oh well at least you’ll stop hounding me for sex?”  I felt tears spring from my eyes as I knelt forward and commenced licking and sucking her sweet pussy.  I went slowly, because I want to make sure it would take a long time for her to cum.  After awhile I couldn’t feel the pain in my groin, I didn’t feel anything anymore.  I kept up my licking and sucking for well over an hour, because every time she got close to Cumming, I would slow down and even stop for a moment or so.  I felt her hands on my head, petting me and telling me how much she loved me for giving her such a special gift.  She pinched my earlobes and told me she felt the deed was done, and there was no going back anymore.  My cock had remained semi-hard the whole time, and was straining for release, dripping in her panties that I was wearing.  I wanted so much to cum, but I knew I was there for her pleasure, not mine ever again. 

        Realizing the time was much over and I was a Eunuch now, She took hold of my head and pulled it tightly into her pussy, and screamed that she was Cumming, and she came real hard feeding me her cum, and I licked every drop of it, I felt elated that I could make her orgasm so intense.  I kneeled beside the bed her legs wrapped around my head with my face lock into her wet pussy, smelling her aroma, her cum drenched pussy hairs.  We were locked in this position for over ten minutes, and she got up and unlocked my handcuffs, and I joined her on the bed, my penis somewhere between soft and semi-erect.  She rubbed my cock through the panties, and wanted to know how I felt?  I told her I don’t know, but my tears gave me away as she kissed my mouth and licked my tear streamed face telling me it’s all for the best and thanking me again for my sacrifice.  She wanked my penis through the panties and didn’t stop until I squirted into them.  She kissed me again, and called me her pussy whipped Eunuch, and that she loved me. 

I was in pain.  Two day later when the scrotum started to turn black and smell somewhat, she used a surgical knife, and sliced the scrotum off just bellow the elastic ring.  Using a soldering iron, I cauterized the wound, and took several strong antibiotic tablets to fight any infections that may arise.  I was still in pain, and after several more days, I noticed no infection I removed the ring.  The pain lasted several weeks all told, but I was lucky because no infection set in.  I was planning on going to a doctor at any sign of infection, but I was glad I didn’t have to.  I didn’t know anyone I could trust, and if a medical doctor suspected anything, he/she is bound to report it to the law.  I don’t suggest anyone to try this without a good nurse in the wings.  We were lucky…I mean after all, I could have been committed to nuthouse if the law got involved. 

        We are lucky because I am a vet, and I can get erection pills at a small coast from the VA.  My wife seems to like having sex more now that I am a Eunuch, go figure?  She has me down on my knees at least three times a week, and she enjoys her orgasms much more now that I am unable to get a hard on unless I take a large dose of erection pills. 

        I don’t mind thou, I love feeling her cum in my mouth, feeling her hands on my head encouraging me on, hearing her call me her cunt lapper, her Eunuch pussy whipped husband.  I feel a tingling in my soft penis every time.  We have a wonderful marriage now, and I am very happy she has increased her sex drive, even that it means I had to become her Eunuch.  She keeps me on a raw food diet as well as herself, and I have also noticed I am becoming more feminine and more sensitive to her womanly needs since the castration.