I said, "Yeah, that was a few days ago."

Matti said, "Let's go snorkeling together."

I said, "That sounds great but what about Chris?"

"He's with a client and he doesn't like to swim," Matti replied.

We had a great time. Matti really knew the reef and the lagoon. He showed me a bunch of neat places with beautiful corals and fish. We stopped in an isolated place in the middle of the reef where there were almost no waves and I could stand on the bottom sand with the water up to my belly button.

Matti said, "You know that some clients like to have sex in public don't you?"

I said, "Sure. On my second day here I saw a client hump Timmy on the beach."

Matti said, "Some of them like doing it in the water. This would be a good place to train you how to do it in the water. Is it ok with you?"

The idea of Matti mounting me here in the reef made me real horny and my dick got real hard. I said, "Sure. I'd like that." He took off his trunks and slowly started sticking his dick into me but I was so horny I couldn't wait for him to get it in so I thrust my butt back at him and his dick suddenly went all the way in me. It hurt a little bit but it felt so good.

I said, "Fuck me Matti. Fuck me hard. Fuck me good." Matti started thrusting in and out and I stroked my dick. I had a real intense orgasm and I think Matti had a good one too.

After Matti pulled out, he kissed the back of my neck and said, "You were great. You are going to have hundreds of clients fall in love with you.

"I'm wiped out. Let's go to the beach and rest for a while."

I said, "Me too." Matti had a little trouble finding his trunks and I said, "Do you want me to go back to our room and get you a swim suit so that you won't get into trouble for being naked?"

Matti said, "I'll look for a little while longer." After about a minute he said, "Found 'em." He put his trunks on and led me to the beach. We laid down together and fell asleep in each other's arms.

When we got back to our room, Chris was there. He said, "Look at this." He pointed at his computer. There was a picture of Timmy with his pageboy hair. Chris pressed some keys and then Timmy had Chris' hair.

I burst out laughing and said, "He looks real funny. Your hair makes his head look so skinny he looks like a cartoon character."

Chris said, "It sure does. I remembered how funny I looked with your hair so I decided to see who would look the funniest with my hair and it was Timmy 'cause his face is so skinny. I emailed it, and the picture of me with your hair, to Timmy and he said it was a hoot. We set up a web page of pictures of slaves with other slave's hair. You have to look at it. It's real funny, especially the picture of me with Timmy's hair."

For several days the web site was real popular with many of the slaves posting pictures of slaves with other slave's hair. I thought the funniest one of me, was the one of me with Damon's Afro. Chris thought the funniest one of me, was the one of me with Wyatt's parted-in-the-middle hair 'cause it made me look like a water buffalo.

About a week later, Matti and Chris were busy so I went to the archery range by myself. When I was almost there, I met Ben. We said hello and then Ben said, "Matti must really love you."

I said, "Why did you say that?"

He said, "Matti made a deal with me that he would give me all of his trust fund and let me nullify him in exchange for my not nullifying you and my giving you to him. You will be his complete slave and he will be your nullified owner. It's very unusual."

I said, "No. That can't be true." Then I pressed one of the buttons on my collar and said, "Trainer Matti."

After Matti answered, I said, "Matti, Ben said that you agreed to be nullified so that I can stay complete. It isn't true, is it?"

Matti said, "It's true."

I said, "That's terrible. I don't want to be nullified but not this way. You being nullified would be way worse than me being nullified. You have to call off this deal."

"The deal is final. I don't think I can call it off. Besides, I want to do this for you," Matti said.

Then Ben said, "This is Ben. I can call off the deal if Sander volunteers to be nullified at tonight's ceremony."

I gulped and said, "I'll do it. I can't stand the idea of Matti being nullified."

Matti said, "Sander, please let me do this for you."

I said, "No. You yourself said how it's worse for older guys to be nullified. Besides, you know that I like being mounted more that I like mounting someone and you prefer mounting someone to having someone mount you. I can't stand the thought of you never making love to me again."

Matti said, "If that's what you really want."

When I got back to the room to wait until it was time to leave for the ceremony Matti was there alone. He said, "I want you to mount me one last time." We did it with Matti on his hands and knees 'cause I wasn't strong enough to have Matti's legs over my shoulders. While I was mounting him, I reached around and stroked his dick. After we finished Matti said, "That was great. I'll remember it forever. Chris wants you to mount him one last time too. Do you think you'll be able to do it?"

I said, "I'll need to rest for a while first."

Matti said, "I'll call Chris back in and when you are ready, tell me and I'll leave so that you can have some privacy."

Chris came in and we lay on the bed together with me in the middle. We didn't say much. After just a few minutes I got hard. Matti noticed, got dressed and left.

Since Chris was lighter than Matti I was able to mount him with his legs over my shoulders and stroke his nullo place. When we finished, he said, "I will miss that even though I know it's for the best that you are being nullified."

Chris called Matti back in and we cuddled together for a while until Matti told me to lie on my belly. I thought he was going to make love to me which was ok with me but I wondered why he didn't ask Chris to leave until he started massaging my back and Chris started massaging my feet and legs.

After the massages were over, we cuddled together for a while until Matti's watch alarm sounded and he said, "It's time for your tranquilizer." He gave me a small green pill and some pear wine. About half an hour later two men came to get me. Matti and Chris both hugged and kissed me and said that they loved me and I left with the men.

Because of the strong tranquilizer, I didn't remember the ceremony at all. I remember taking the shower with the germ killing soap and having my boy parts sprayed. The next thing I remember is waking up in the infirmary with Matti and Chris there.

Chris said, "Welcome to the nullo club. I know you don't believe it now, but I predict that in a few months, you'll be glad you were nullified. You look really good. Do you want me to get a mirror so that you can see?"

I said, "No. I saw it on Randal. Maybe later after it's healed. I'm a little cold. Can you put the sheet over me?" I wasn't really cold. I just didn't want everyone who came into my room to see that I didn't have any boy parts anymore. I also didn't want them to see the big red scar and the plastic tube.

Matti said, "You were very brave to volunteer to be nullified just to keep me from being nullified. You were also very brave at the ceremony. You got a boner but you didn't cry or scream. I am proud of you."

I said, "You were much braver to volunteer first and it wasn't me being brave at the ceremony. It was the tranquilizer." I said the last part very quietly so that no one could overhear 'cause I knew Matti could get into trouble if Ben found out he had given me the tranquilizer.

Matti said, "Actually it was you. I was not able to get the tranquilizer I wanted so I gave you a drug that I knew would make you not remember anything for a while but you did very well at the ceremony anyway. If you want, you can watch it on video. All the ceremonies are recorded on the island's computer system."

I said, "No way! I am NEVER going to watch another ceremony again, I especially don't want to watch that one."

Matti picked up a bag from the floor and said, "I brought you your music player, your computer and your memory crystals so that you can listen to music and read while you recuperate." Then he said very quietly, "I also brought Mr. Bear. Do you want me to leave him here or take him back to the room?"

I said, "Give him to me." Matti did and I put him against my right side under the sheet.

Then Dr. James came in and said, "It's late and Sander needs his sleep. You two can come back tomorrow after nine." Matti and Chris kissed me and left. Dr. James did something to the IV machine and I fell asleep.

I half woke up in the middle of the night. I felt real horny and it felt like my dick was real hard. I reached down to stroke it but all I found was the scar which was a little sore and the plastic tube. I woke up fully and remembered that I had been nullified. My dick was gone and I would never be able to jack off again. I hugged Mr. Bear and started to cry.

After a few minutes Dr. James came in and said, "What's wrong Sander?"

I explained what happened and then said, "You must think I'm a real baby to be hugging a teddy bear and crying like this."

He said, "Of course not. You have just lost your penis and testicles which are very important for a boy. You have every right to cry. Almost all boys cry after they are nullified. I cried after I was desexed more than you have.

"You have suffered a big loss but you will still be able to have sex and jack off. As soon as you are healed up to the point that you are not sore anymore you will be able to have anal sex and jack off with a dildo. I can teach you how to jack off with a dildo if you want. In a few months you should be able to jack off by stroking your nullo place."

A few days later Dr. James removed the catheter and a few hours later something terrible happened. I wet the bed. I hadn't wet the bed since I was a little baby. I wasn't even asleep. I was getting out of bed to go pee when my bladder just cut loose and pee ran all over the bed.

I was real embarrassed but Dr. James said that it wasn't my fault. He said that it happened sometimes to boys who have had their dicks removed but that it almost always lasted only a few days. I had to stay in the infirmary a few extra days and wear a diaper. I kept the sheet over me so that Matti and Chris never saw the diaper.

Dr. James had me do exercises to make the muscles around my bladder stronger and he had me keep a heating pad on my nullo place 'cause the heat would make it heal faster.

I was real worried until I hadn't wet myself for two days and Dr. James said that I could take off the diaper and go back to our room. I was afraid that I would be one of the very few boys who never get bladder control back and I would have to wear a diaper the rest of my life.

I was sure that Matti and Chris wondered why I stayed in the infirmary so long but they never asked. I think maybe Dr. James told them.

When it came time for me to go back to our room, Chris and Randal were there to walk with me which made it a lot easier 'cause I wasn't the only nullo. Ben gave me extra time to finish my training so that I would have time to recover from my nullification.

Two days after I came back to the room, I went to a class Matti was teaching on how to please clients (part of what Chris called Mojo). When I came into the room, I met Henry and he said, "I see you won't be getting any more boners." He said it too quietly for Matti to hear so I just ignored him and sat as far from him as possible.

After Matti introduced himself and explained what the class was about Henry said, "Why should I care if I please the clients or not?"

Matti replied, "First, if you please the clients you will earn more bonuses and get more tips but more important if you do a good job, you'll feel better about yourself and you won't feel the need to be unpleasant to the other boys." From the expression on Henry's face I think Matti might have made an impression on him. I hoped that he had and that Henry would be nicer from now on.

A few days later Matti and I decided that it was time to start my training again. I was glad because I missed having sex. We used the position of me on my back with my legs over Matti's shoulders because it was my favorite and because Matti wanted to be able to see my face. It was wonderful to have Matti inside of me again. I was enjoying it so much that I actually forgot I was now a nullo and I reached down to stroke my dick.

I was shocked for a second to not find my dick. Matti must have seen something on my face because he stopped thrusting and said, "What is it? Are you all right?"

I replied, "It's nothing. I'm fine."

Matti said, "I can tell that it was not nothing. What was it, was I hurting you? Should I stop?"

I said, "No. Please don't stop. I really miss you making love to me. It's stupid but for a second I forgot that I don't have a dick anymore and I tried to stroke it. Please keep going. I can stroke my nullo place."

Matti started going in and out again and I stroked my nullo place. Stroking my nullo place felt good but not nearly as good as stroking my dick used to feel. I hoped Dr. James was right and it would get more sensitive later. Soon Matti and I had orgasms at the same time. Mine was real good. It wasn't quite as good as when I had stroked my dick while he had mounted me but it was better than when I had mounted him.

(To be continued.)

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