When I was young we were poor, and I didn't get underwear often enough, I think. Anyway, my genitals never grew larger than when I was about ten years old. The longest my penis ever was was a mere 3 inches - when erect! And my nuts were, well, maybe the size of nickels and hung in my limp scrotum.

Though I was always "straight," I knew that I would neven be able to please a woman with my genitals, and never tried. I would lick and touch girlfriends, but could not do more, of course.

I began to get turned on by the idea of castration, and after reading of animal castration by tying of the testes until they atrophy, I decided to try for myself... I tightly tied a thin string around my sac, as high up as I could, and pulled it tight with all my strength. It was not painfull at first, but became so in about two minutes. I tried to ignore the pain and watched TV. Finally, I had to release the string, as the pain grew more and more intense and my scrotum turned a deep purple.

Later, I tried to go for longer and longer periods, until I could stand one hour of tying off. The result? In weeks, my balls shrunk to the size of peanuts and hung loosely in my sac. I still had interest in sex, but got very turned on whenever looking at my tiny gonads, smaller than a baby's. Also, they have very little sensation in them, and tying off now is nearly painless.