This is a repost of the story, with the test re-formatted so it is more easily readable on this Web Page now. Summary: A man gets sexual with a young teen girl and ends up giving her a very special gift...
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PEDOPHILE LOSES HIS MOST PRECIOUS
by NE14A69, July 2000.
First off, let me confess I am sort of a pedophile. The reason I
say "sort of" is because I don't find little girls sexually
attractive at all. Until they get up around the age of puberty. To
me there's nothing more beautiful than an 11 or 12 year old girl,
just beginning to develop. Also, my desires aren't always sexual.
Often times I just want to hold one of these girls, kiss her, tell
her I love her and how wonderful she is...
Alyssa was (and is) the most beautiful, perfect speciman of human
female to ever walk the earth. She's 16 now. Even though she is a
long ways past puberty I'd still say she is the most beautiful and
perfect girl I've ever seen. She has light blond hair, blue eyes,
the cutest face (perfect and flawless in every way), and a body that
causes every man to stare at her in longing desire. Her breasts are
the perfect size, not huge, and not flat chested. She's well toned,
thin (but not so thin as to look anorexic), and her smile would make
any
man weak in the knees.
Just thinking of her gives me a really major... Well, would give
me a major hard-on if I still had a penis. Now it just makes my
loins stir in a most pleasant fashion. But at times this feeling
becomes almost unbearable. Its really really hard to make yourself
come when you no longer have a penis. Even if you make it to an
orgasm, it just doesn't feel the same as it used to. And pissing
always makes a bit of a mess. I can still stand, kinda lean forward
over the toilet a bit. But I can't really aim the spray and toward
the end of the flow it thoroughly drenches my balls every time.
Am I sorry about what happend to me? Well, yes and no... I'll
tell you it sure beats going prison. Plus its a neat and novell
feeling to look down there and see only balls and a small scar and a
little hole. Or to reach down there and feel nothing. I've also
got the ultimate conversation piece for any girls or women I meet in
the future (You've seen a man's penis before? Well, how about a man
without a penis?). In these ways, it is kinda cool.
But there are also times when I would give just about anything to
be "normal" again. All in all, its been an enjoyable experience,
but I really don't think it was worth what I've had to give up. I'm
only 30, and single. I've got the rest of my life ahead of me...
What woman would ever want a guy without a dick?
But I digress... Here's the story of how my penis was taken from
me:
Alyssa was about 11 years old at the time. She used to walk home
from school everyday down the dirt road that runs in front of my
house. We live in a rural area, her parent's house is a little over
a 1/4th mile down the road from me. The school bus used to drop her
off where our dirt road meets the highway just a little ways past my
house. I used to watch her go by my house everyday. Especially
when she got a little older and started going through puberty. Then
I was sure to never miss a day!
On this day something happend... A snake jumped out from behind
some bushes and scared the daylights out of her. She let out a
scream, dropped her backpack, and ran toward her parents house at an
almost unbelievable speed. It hurt me to see her frightened like
that, I really did care for the kid. I walked out and picked up her
backpack. I was going to walk it over to her parents house, but
then I had an evil thought... BAIT.
I took the backpack into my house and waited for what was sure to
follow. And hoping, oh hoping and praying, that she would come
looking for her backpack alone, without her parents.
She did.
About an hour later I got a gentle knock at the door. I opened
the door to find Alyssa standing there, all by herself. I let her
in. While her back was turned I quickly reached my hand down my
pants to attempt to hide the powerful erection I had suddenly
developed.
She told me how she had lost her backpack earlier and was
wondering if I knew what happend to it. I asked her what it looked
like. She said," its red, with black straps. Its got my name on
it, so its mine." I told her I picked up one just like that
earlier. I'd get it and be right back.
I went in the other room. "Its got my name on it, so its
mine...", she had said. That gave me a sinister idea. I quickly
grabbed a fine-point permanent marker, pulled down my pants, and
wrote 'Alyssa' on my now fully erect penis. Oh, I hoped this would
work out...
I put my pants back on and went into the other room with her
backpack. "Is this it?", I said. She got a little excited and
said, "Yes, thats my backpack! Thanks so much!". She started to
head toward the front door...
I had to stop her, quick!
I said, "I think I have something else of yours. Its got your
name on it too." She said, "Really? Let me see."
Then came the turning point. The single thing that started it
all... Little did I know what would be in store for me later that
evening...
I told her to close her eyes, that I'd be right back. I went in
the other room, then completely undressed. I thought about for a
momment, almost re-considered, then I got my courage up, and just
did it...
I came back in and walked over, close to her till my penis was
right in front of her. I told her I wanted her to guess what it
was, but she had to keep her eyes closed. I took her hand and
brought it up to my penis. She felt it, squeezed it, pulled on it,
then said "I think you made a mistake, this doesn't feel like
anything I own. I don't even know what it is." That was the
biggest turn-on I've ever heard in my whole life.
I told her to open her eyes.
She let out a bit of a yell, pulled her hand away quickly, and
jumped back. "Ahh, you sicko!! Ewwww! Put your clothes back on!"
she shouted. But she was staring at my genitals the whole time.
I said, "I heard you talking with your friends the other day.
You said how you had never seen a boy naked before, not even your
dad, and that you wondered what they looked like. Well, now you
know... Go on, take a good look. Touch it if you want. Hey, its
yours, its got your name on it!!"
Slowly she stepped back up to me and cautiously reached her hand
out. She went exploring... Playing with my penis, squeezing,
tugging, moving it around. Rolling my balls around, squeezing them
a little and pulling on them a bit. I was loving every minute of
it. Even when she was being a little hard on my balls. It hurt
some, but the thought of ALYSSA doing it to me made it all
pleasureable...!
"Ok, that is your penis, but what are these?", she said.
"Haven't you had sex-ed yet?", I asked.
"Next week", she said.
I told her, "Those are Testicles. Or Balls. Thats the part of a
man that makes babies. You will learn all about it next week." At
this point I was desperate to see her naked too. So I continued,
"There's also two parts inside of you that will make babies. I can
show you if you like."
She seemed to think about it for a momment then said, "no
thanks."
I said, "Come on, You've seen me naked, its only fair that I get
to see you naked too. I promise I won't hurt you, and if I do
anything you do not like you can just tell me to stop."
She thought about it a little more and then said, "OK". She
dropped her backpack and began to slowly pull her pants down.
"Shirt too", I said. Then I saw the most beautiful sight I had ever
ever seen: Alyssa, wearing only pastel blue silk panties. Her
little 1-inch breasts barely making mounds on her chest. She looked
like she was having second thoughts. I had to act fast.
I put my hand on either side of her panties and said, "May I?" I
slowly pulled her panties down and was greeted by the sight of a
wet, engorged perfectly hairless young pussy. I could have died and
went to heaven right then and there. I touched her pussy and she
let out a moan and a shudder. As I continued to ever so gently
stroke my fingers up and down her hairless pink slit, she took a
step back and sort of fell onto the couch, almost in slow motion.
I asked her if she wanted me to keep doing this. Laying back on
the couch with her eyes closed, and a small smile on her face, she
could barely nod her head 'yes' to answer me.
I told her that I loved her and she was the most beautiful girl
in the whole world. I don't know if she even heard me. She was
lost in extacy. I was hoping to bring her to her first orgasm...
After a few
minutes of this she was getting really close.
But then the phone rang. It was her parents. They said she had
been down there for a while now and wanted to know if everything was
OK? And if she had found her backpack? I told them, yes, and that
we had been talking. And that she'd be home probably in a few
minutes.
While I was on the phone, Alyssa came back to her senses. She
asked me who it was. I told her it was her parents. She started to
put her clothes back on and said she had better get going. She
seemed very nervous.
Before she left, she asked me if it felt that good when she
touched my penis. I told her, "Yes, but for a man what feels the
best is something wet and warm. A man loves more than anything when
girls lick or suck on his penis." I was hoping to plant a thought
in her mind for next time...
Later that evening, Alyssa came back again. This time she didn't
come in the house, she just stayed at the door. She said her
parents were gone, and that several of her friends were having a
sleep-over. They all wanted me to show them my penis.
It didn't take me even a second to decide. I locked up the house
and walked away with her, burning with lustful desire the whole way.
I was going to live out my ultimate fantasy. To play sexual games
with a bunch of 10 to 12 year old girls. All of us naked in the
same room. Thinking about it, I was almost creaming my shorts. I
swear my dick was going to explode it was so hard.
We got to her house. Like she said, there were a bunch of little
ladies there, and no parents. All the shades in her living room
were closed, and the doors were locked. "Let the games begin", I
thought. This was going to be great.
Alyssa said that each girl was going to take off one piece of my
clothes. There were about 15 of them, all in various states of
sexual developement. They could have asked me to do anything and I
would have let them.
The game started. Each girl came up and removed something. Each
shoe, the belt, shirt, each sock, pants, underwear... Within
minutes I was standing totally nude, with a massive raging hard-on,
in front of 15 gawking Jr. High girls.
Alyssa took off her shoes, socks, and her shorts. She walked up
to me wearing only panties and her shirt.
Then Alyssa said, "Come on, just like the 'whose got the biggest'
game at our last sleepover. Don't worry about him, he's already
naked too."
The other girls followed suit. Soon everyone was wearing only
panties and a shirt. Then Alyssa took off her shirt and the rest of
them all took off thier shirts. A few of them had trainig bras,
those came off too.
Surrounded by fifteen young beauties dressed only in panties. I
could not believe this was actually happening. I was becoming lost
in lustful desire, almost in a daze.
Alyssa stepped up and gave a quick lesson. "This is the Penis.
See, there's my name on it just like I told you. These are the
Testicles, or Balls. They make babies. It also hurts boys really
bad if you kick them there." With that, she gave me a quick swift
kick in the balls.
I was in such a daze from all the near-nude girls all around me
that I didn't even see it coming in time to react. I remember
seeing her cute little bare foot coming right up and hearing a slap
as it made contact with my balls... Then the pain, I felt like I
was going to throw up!
I could not believe it. Alyssa, sweet beautiful little Alyssa,
took advantage of me and kicked me in the balls. I stubled and fell
back onto an easy chair in pain.
"Get him girls!!", Alyssa yelled angrily, "He's the one who
touched me. He wants to touch you too! He even asked me to suck on
his penis!!!"
With that, I was assaulted by the panty patrol. The girls began
to hit punch and kick me, both in the balls, and all over the body.
I was being beat up by 15 Jr. High girls. That was not part of my
fantasy! But in some strange and twisted way it was kind of fun. I
bent down just a little and spread my legs open wide to make my
balls an easier target. The youngest girl, a sweet little darling
who didn't even have her breasts yet, punched me in the balls so
hard I think she broke something. Before I could get up, she did it
again. And a third time. And a forth time. The mixture of
pleasure and pain was exquisite. My balls were tremendously aching
but there was a great feeling of pleasure coming from down there
too. I spread my legs wide as she pummeled me again and again, fast
like a machine gun. I wanted her to keep going forever even if it
meant and end to my sexuality. Just for a brief momment I thought
this girl should take up boxing...
Then I came back to my senses.
I knew had to get out of there. It was a major struggle, and I
was in so much pain it was hard to move and even to concentrate. As
I headed for the door, the girls came in from all sides. I suddenly
realized I didn't have my clothes and I had to idea where the kids
had put them... But at that point I didn't care if even the media
was outside waiting. Naked or not, I had to get out of that room
NOW...
Someone suddenly grabbed a hold of my penis and pulled, hard.
Very very hard. I lost my balance and fell to the floor, and
surrendered. Why should I even bother getting back up? There was
nothing I could do. They beat up on me for a few more minutes then
stopped.
Everyone started to sit on me. I ended up quite immobile.
Several girls were on each arm and leg. Even though I was in pain,
this was actually a thrill for me. 15 pre-teen girls sitting all
over me. All of them sweating a little. And the feeling of several
warm and wet pussies pressing on me through their cute little
panties.
And the smell. There's this smell all women give off, more when
they sweat, and a whole lot more in a young teen going through
puberty. Its not B.O., its a different smell, I don't know exactly
how to explain it. But I'll say one thing, it has always been very
intoxicating for me. Expecially when its strong, and boy was it
ever strong about then. I was getting a sensual high from the
"female smell" all these sweet young things were giving off. For
several seconds, everything was quiet.
And then the momment of fate. Alyssa said, "Wait till you see
what
happens next. You will never guess what I am going to do with MY
penis..." She reached her hand down and grabbed a hold of my penis
and
tugged on it gently.
Her parents came in, and they were of course quite pissed off.
Alyssa had, apparantly, told them everything. This whole party was
just a trap, a setup. I was tied up and handcuffed, and brought
into thier back bedroom. I was secured to the bed. I did put up a
bit of a fight, but it was hopeless. You can't win againt 15 young
girls and two athletic parents. They used thick steel cables with
hooks under the bed, pulled tight, with handcuffs tying hands and
feet to each bedpost. There was no way I was going anywhere even if
I could break the cuffs.
They all walked into the other room. I heard her dad say, "girls
you've done well. Now get dressed and I will take you all out for
ice cream as promised. And as a special surprise, I've bought each
of you a $50 gift certificate to the mall! Remember, what happend
tonight is a secret and you must never ever speak of it ever again.
Not even to your parents or to your friends or to eachother."
Then heard I them all leave. I heard the front door open and
close several times, then I heard three cars drive off. I was left
there alone in the dark for over two hours. Then I heard two cars
pull up, and heard the door open for a while then close.
Alyssa and her parents came in. They talked to me for a momment.
"What you did to Alyssa today is almost unforgiveable. You should
go to jail, a nice high-security prison. Pedophiles are the scum of
the scum. I can assure you the inmates would not treat you kindly
at all. You would probably be tortured daily. My wife has three
friends in the legal system. One's a judge, the other a lawyer, and
the third an attorney. We could get you into any prison we want.
You'd have absolutley no chance of winning if any of this ever went
before the court.
But prison isn't good enough for you. Besides that, I think
prison is a waste of a life, and a waste of time. So I've got
something better in store for you. As you know I am an Electrical
Engineer. I've designed a special device just for you..."
With that, he openned a drawer behind him and took out a black
box, about 1 foot x 8 inch x 6 inch, with long wires attatched to an
odd looking two piece device. The device looked like a small black
hollowed-out torch or log, cut in half lengthwise, with shining
metal foil lining the rounded out hollow center. Hinges on one
side, and latches on the other allowed the device to be opened and
closed. It was only about 8 inches long and about 3 inches around.
Wires came out of both halves.
He spoke again, "What this is going to do is shock your penis
with electricity. Its purpose isn't to hurt you or to electrocute
you. Its purpose is to cook. I've programmed this box to deliver a
very small amount of current, then over time it will slowly,
gradually increase the current. Eventually your penis will become
numb. Just before morning rolls around, the device will shift to
full power, and... Well, lets just say Alyssa is going to have a
very special breakfast tomorrow morning, with her name on it! Yes,
a nice, plump, tender sausage, cooked to perfection, and farm
fresh... Don't worry, you won't feel any pain, I promise."
With that, he placed the hollow log device around my penis and
latched it closed. He plugged the device in, and said, "Have a
pleasant evening."
I thought about the fact that Alyssa was going to take my penis,
litterally TAKE it away from me. That tomorrow morning I would no
longer have a dick. I would no longer be a man...
In a strange way, it turned me on. I began to fantasize about
it. Now I WANTED to give my penis to Alyssa... I put her name on
it, it belogned to her. I wanted her to take it so baddly. I wish
she would get up out of bed, come into my room, and take HER penis
away from me right now.
A few minutes later I felt it begin. The machine clicked and
started to quietly hum with that low-pitched noise electrical
transformers make.
Gradually, an every so slight buzzing began to emanate from down
below. It felt kinda like someone was pouring a bunch of small BB's
over my penis. It felt kinda good. Actually, it felt very good. I
laid there immensly enjoying this sensation for probably an hour or
so. It was almost like one long continuous orgasm.
Then gradually the sensation went from a buzzing to a tingling.
Kinda like if your foot falls asleep. My penis tingled for a long
long time. This wasn't quite as pleasurable as the buzzing was, but
it did feel kinda neat. The tingling gradually got more and more
intense.
After another hour or so it became an itching sensation. My
penis was now uncomfortably itching. So were my balls. I tried to
reach with my hand to scratch it, but the restraints prevented this.
I began to twitch on the bed. Not from pain, but from that
itch... More time passed and the itch gradually gave way to that
typical 'shock' feeling you have if you are unfortunate enough to
get an electrical shock.
The shock got stronger and stronger, almost to the point of pain,
but then something strange happend. My dick started to go numb.
More and more numb. I could sort of feel the shock getting
stronger, but more than that I could feel numbness. Like someone
injected novacain into my penis. I also noticed I was starting to
shiver a little, like I was nervous.
After awhile, I could no longer feel my penis. No shock, no
pain, just numbness. That was also a very fascinating sensation. A
numb penis...
I don't know if the shock got any stronger because I could no
longer feel it. But the machine did continue to buzz...
I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing I knew, faint
blue sky was showing through the window and I could hear the birds
singing their morning chorus.
I still couldn't feel my penis. Totally numb. The machine was
still softly buzzing. Then the machine clicked and began to buzz
quite a bit louder. I'd say two or three times as loud as before.
I could feel an intense warmth around my balls and pubic hair. I
assumed it must have switched to full power and was now cooking my
penis. I didn't feel anything at all, except that bit of heat.
Soon a bit of steam started to come out the top of the device.
The room was filled with a smell like cooking meat. It was actually
making me hungry, even though I knew it was my own dick being
cooked. I thought about the whole situation once again. I was
about to give my penis away to an 11 year old girl. I would soon be
forever dick-less.
It wasn't too much longer before Alyssa and her dad came into the
room. Her dad turned off the box and un-did the device. We all
looked at my penis (at least what was left of it). It was
grey-brown in color and a little smaller than a normal erection
would be.
Her dad said, "Go on, eat it. Like all good food, it will help
you grow big and strong. If you have any problems just remember
what he did to you and how you felt afterwords, and how badly you
wanted to get back at him."
Then he left the room.
Alyssa said, "You know, I actually enjoyed what you did to me. A
lot. But I didn't know how to handle it so I cried when I got home.
Then I got angry about what happend. When I told my parents about
it they totally flipped out. I've never ever seen them so crazy or
so mad. I didn't know what to do. I'm really sorry about your
penis. But look on the bright side..."
With a big smile she said, "Now I get to give you that blow job
you always wanted..." With that, she proceeded to eat my penis,
right offof me...
She put her mouth around the head and the top of the shaft and
closed her mouth around it. I felt a little bit of a pop or click
as she bit into my penis. "MMMMMMM" she said as she chewed on the
morsel and swallowed it, "It tastes really really good. I'll have
to do this again sometime. Maybe with that boy down the road... Or
maybe with these." She gave my balls a little tug as bent down to
take another bite.
It was strange to look down and see my penis, now headless and
only about 4 inches long (its usally 6.5 inches). I watched as
Alyssa put her mouth around what was left and imagined how it would
feel if only...
She took another bite, leaving behind only about an inch and a
half. Again she commented on its wonderful taste, and flashed me
that precious beautiful smile of hers.
I almost had an orgasm watching cute little Alyssa eat my penis.
One more bite and I was no longer a man...
As she chewed and swallowed the last of my penis, she said, "All
gone..." She laughed, and in a slighlty cynical tone said, "I can
give it back to you when I poop it out if you want." She laughed
for a few seconds and said, "Thanks so much for everything, meat
man! For rubbing my pussy, and expecially for giving me MY
penis!!".
After a few seconds she said, "I've got one more thing to show
you... But be quiet because mommy and daddy don't know I did it".
With that, she pulled down her pants. Written in blue ink accross
the top of her pussy was my name. She pulled her pants up and
walked off into the other room.
Later she left for school. I was released and sternly warned
that if word of this ever got out her parents and their friends
would royally screw me over in the courts and I would end up in jail
for sure.
That afternoon I was sitting on the porch contemplating the whole
thing. Alyssa walked by and said "Hi Meat Man!" in a loud voice.
She quickly pulled the front of her pants down enough for me to see
that my name was still written on her mons.
I never did see her pussy again or do any more sexual things with
her. But from that day on, she always called me "Meat Man" whenever
she walked by after school.
She still does to this day.
NOTES FROM THE AUTHOR:
If people like this story and leave me comments, I may publish
others. I have several wonderful ideas in many different genres
(not just pedophilia).
I also had an alternate ending to this story, where instead of
her eating his penis off, they just come in with a fork, stab it,
lift it off of him, and walk off into the other room (presumeably to
the breakfast table). I liked the ending I chose better. If people
want it, I can post the alternate ending as well.
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