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When at Natasha's, I at once told her about my bet with Tom and my dream. But there was one more thing that fretted me badly, the thing that I wanted to talk over with her. The matter was that I'd never been ashamed of my pussy envy but whenever I started to talk about it with other boys as they at once tated I was sort of freak. Not only Tom but all the boys. They all thought it something abnormal to envy girls their pussy. Even if someone envied he never confessed it. Sometimes I felt that I was the only boy on the planet who envied girls. I told Natasha about my thoughts and we started discussing this topic.
"Natasha, am I abnormal?" "I don't thinks so," the girl smiled. "Nor do I think so, I'm just... i told you how I was hit in the balls for the first time. I was surrounded by nude girls and women. I just couldn't help starting envying them. They saw how helpless I was. I couldn't get up from the floor just because my sister swish her hand right into my balls. My balls were in such pain and nobody around had balls, nobody. It was fun for all them to see a boy so miserable because of those thing between his legs. that's was the way I learned how my balls are weak. And there were many little girls who first saw a boy hit in his things. They asked thier moms why I was lying on the floor and crying. Their mothers explained them how boys were weak between the legs. I remember one girl asked her mother if she was also so weak between her legs. "Sure not," replied her mother, "it's balls that make balls weak and you've none of them and and she playfully slapped her daughter's groin. And I was holding my poor little balls in my hands trying to soothe the pain. And i envied all the girls. You know boys often talk rubbish about that girls are "don't have's" but I say girls are "haves" - they have pussies. Lying their I was surrounded with a row of pussies, I stared at them and I wished I possed one two and not those balls. The girls were "haves", they had the thing I so envied at that moment and the things I had made me so helpless before all those laughing and giggling girls. You know, the boy in the bathhose yesterday was the same helpless with his aching balls. But there weren't any girls to make him feel some sort of envy. So I think I'm not abnormal at all. It's natural for me to envy girls. Do you think so, Natasha." "Well, Gene, I think on the whole it's envy that makes evolution advance. Peolple alays envy someone or something and that makes progress move ahead. There are different kinds of envy and your pussy envy is not abnormal at all. I think it's making you more creative for I know you are trying to put your feelings on paper. But all that theory and I've got some practical thing on my mind to make your pussy envy sharper. You've decided to meet with Tom tomorrow and today we can have some fun." I got excited: "What's that? What are you talking about?" "I say go home and get your bike - we'll ride to the lake now." "Lake?" "Yeah, and remember you told me about that girl - Lina. I guess we'd better take her along with us." In a qurter of an hour I, Natasha and Lina were riding our bikes along the narrow forest path. In about forty minutes we reached the far side of the lake. We stopped and got off the bikes near a crag that was hidden among the tall trees. "Okay, guys, "Natasha commanded, "now let's leave our bikes over that oak and climb up the crag from this side, it's not so steep here." Soon we were on the top of the crag. I looked down the the cliff side that vertically went down into the lake. The water was about three meters behind. "Yeah, Gene," Natasha stepped up to me and put her hand on my shoulder, "we're going to jump down now." "Jump?!" I looked at her. "Are you scared?" she asked cunningly. "No, not at all, bout how is..." "The lake is very deep here, so it's absolutely save to jump from this cliff. But first we should get undressed, I mean totally undressed, that is get naked." "Naked?" Exclaimed Lina. "Oh, we've seen each other naked already," Natasha smiled, "no shame now." In a minute all of us stood absolutely naked on the brink of the crag. I with admiration stared at Natasha's body. "Well no good wasting time," Natasha said, "let's let's take each other's hand and make a circle. We did so. "We are going to jump in a circle and not in a line," Natasha explained just to see eachother very well. Now I want you, Gene, to look at my and lina's groins." There was no need to say it for I'd already was staring at the girls pussies. "And now jump!" Natasha who stood with her back to the water tore off the ground and pulled us abruptly from the crag just over the water. In a fraction of a second we were falling along the stone wall down into the water. In a couple of seconds our feet touched the surface of the water and our bodies started submerging into the lake. My eyes were fixed on Natasha's groin. In the blink of an eye her pelvic area smoothely entered the water and and at that very there was a burst of great pain in my own groin. Just before the exruciating pain flew into the rest of my body my bran realized the reason of that pain explotion. My balls had flopped down onto the water surface and and those sensitive organs at once sent my body into unberable agony. When all my body went into the water my brains switched off. I just passed out. I came to consciousness on the grassy bank. Before me I saw Natasha's smiling face. "Why, it didn't take us long to bring him around," she said to Lina. My brain functioning, I at once got aware of my other organs, the organs that immediately got cupped in my hand. Lina gave out a laugh: "Oh he remembered his balls, he feels them." I felt them and felt all the pain in them and in the stomache. I couldn't talk and just emitted a heavy moan. While I was writhing on the ground the girls put on their bikinis and walked back to me. "How are you?" Natasha said. "What happened?" I muttered through the groans. Natasha gave out a genial smile: "Your little, precious testicles just bounced on the lake surface while our pussies smoothly went into the water. So your little danglers just made you pass out but as I'm very god at swimming in acouple of seconds you were on the shore without a drop of water in your throa "How are your balls?" asked Lina. My balls - my balls were terrible. I closed my eyes and remebered Natasha's pussy coming into the water. I squeezed my balls with anger adding more pain to their sensitive inside. Only today I was recollecting mey first getting balls hurt in the bathhouse. All those feeling when your balls are on fire and you see all those naked women who just can't imagine what it feels to have the balls hurt, no way they can imagine how easily those hanging organs can catch pain. And there is no need for them to know this pain for they just don't have such pain-catchers between their legs. And for them it will alays be fun to see how a male can easily be disabled through those organs. And now again my searing balls sent to my brain waves of envy, waves that thundered into my head with one word - Pussy. My balls were emitting waves of pain and envy , the waves that were crying: "Why?" Why there was no pussy that had smoothly flown into the water but those damn, bouncy balls. The girls stood over me, their smooth groins clad in their bikinis. With a heavy breathing I tried to start talking: "Natasha.., I say.., did your boobs... I mean breasts... did they" Natasha chucled: "I see what you wanna ask. Yes, they bounced," she gently stroked both her breasts, "but there wasn't pain unlike your poor balls. Your testicles are far more sensitive." I gave out a groan. Why, why the testicles are so sensitive, why are they situated in such a place... "So how's your pussy envy now? " Natasha asked me. "Do you think it's abnormal thing to envy girls our pussies?" My pussy envy, it was such a normal thing to me now. It was so normal to wish to have a pussy insted of those vulnerable, bouncy things. And how miserable I felt now hoding those thinng in my hands, looking at Lina romping around me. She was giggling merrily: "Never knew those balls were so weak. A mere jump into the water and you look so pathetic, Gene. Do they still hurt? Oh, I see they hurt so bad. No wonder you wish you had a pussy. It's really nice to be girl and see how guys can be helpless because of their balls. Okay let''s me tease you a bit. See." Before long Lina climbed up the crag. Up there she got off her bikini and cried out: "Just watch me, you the one with the balls." And her back to the lake she jumped from the cliff. I saw her slender body entering the water. I saw her pussy disappear under the surface of the lake. No way I could do the same thing naked. I just clutched my balls harder and pulled them abruptly aside causing a intense pain through all my body. The body that so pined for a pussy, a pussy like that I saw between Lina's keg as she gracefully came out of the water onto the bank. A pussy like that that was hidden under Natasha's bikini, as she stood over me. But to my body were attached two throbbing orbs that I was now clutching in my trembling hands, trembling as all my body did - trembled with pussy envy, trembled as I watched Lina perfoming a nude, playful dance on the bank of the lake, the dance that made me squeeze my testicles harder and harder, until I, gone crazy with the pain and envy, close my eyes and cried out in a mad voice: "Wanna have a pussy!", my balls almost squeezed out in my madly-envious grasp. "Pussy!"
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