Neutersol Castration Diary

I got hold of some Neutersol and castrated myself. 

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Neutersol Castration Diary

Ever since I heard about Neutersol, a new way to castrate animals 
chemically, I wanted to try it on myself.  According to the 
literature, Neutersol is a "safe inexpensive alternative to surgical 
castration" that could be applied with no special training 
whatsoever. The following is my experience with Neutersol, and how 
it affected my body.

MONDAY
I'm thinking almost non-stop about Neutersol and how I can't wait to 
inject it into my testicles. I can't wait to see them wither away to 
nothing, and dissapear from my scrotum forever. But how do I get my 
hands on some, especially since it's never been approved for human 
use?

I look in the yellow pages for local veternarians. After finding 
about ten possibilities, I began to work on my story. My first call 
went something like this:

"Hello, this is Dr. Jones Veternary Clinic, can I help you?"

"Yes, I'm interested in getting my dog neutered. He's a large german 
shepard, and I'm interested in the new Neutersol product that can 
castrate a dog by injection," I said.

"Yes, we have Neutersol but don't recommend it for large dogs. 
Generally it takes a couple of injections to completely castrate 
them. It works much better on puppies and smaller dogs," the vet 
said.

"So what are the best results you can get with a large dog like mine 
using Neutersol?"

"Generally, we have to use a larger dose, and we inject the dogs 
twice to make sure that the entire testicle is affected.  We've had 
large dogs where we can get the testicles to completely dissolve and 
dissapear, but this takes about two weeks to happen," said the vet.

"Great, I'd like to have that done. The only problem is my dog lives 
on our house in the Sierra's. It's very hard to get him to the city. 
Is the Neutersol injection something I could give my dog myself?" I 
asked.

"Yes it would be possible, though we don't recommend it, especially 
if your dog is skittish. You must make sure you inject the full 
amount, into the center of each testicle for the castration to 
work," said the vet.

"That's no problem. Our dog is very mellow, he probably won't even 
notice we're doing it to him," I said.

"Great, them come in and pick up the kit," said the vet.

I hung up the phone, exstatic that I was on my way to being 
chemically castrated forever.

TUESDAY
I stopped by the veternary clinic, and picked up the Neutersol. It 
was more expensive than I thought it would be, and I had to buy two 
kits for the double treatments for my "dog".

The veternary assistant gave me a demonstration of how I should hole 
the needle, and how to get it into the center of the testicle. She 
asked me how big my dog's testicles were, and I visualized my nuts. 
"There medium large, about this big," I said holding my fingers 
about an inch and a half apart.

"Great, then this is the right size castration kit. Be sure and call 
us and tell us how it went. If you don't notice the testicels 
shrinking in about a week, give him another treatment. A week after 
that, the testicles should shrink to a very small size. If they 
don't, come in for another kit," said the assistant.

WEDNESDAY
After a long day at work, I booted up my computer and did some last 
minute research on Neutersol, and it's active ingredient, Zinc 
Arginine. I wanted to make sure that it wasn't going to cause any 
harm (other than killing my nuts).  It turns out the ingredient is 
very safe, especially when injected directly into the testicles. I 
decided to start with my larger right nut right then and there.

I stripped completely naked, put a towel on the floor, and a mirror 
in front of me. I opend the Neutersol kit, and read all the 
instructions. I was very excited as I looked at my large right nut, 
knowing I was about to kill it.

I opened up the syringe kit, and peeled away the plastic wrapping.  
Inside were two syringes, one marked "Adult Dog, Testicle #1" and 
the other marked "Adult Dog, testicle #2".  I stuck the first 
syringe into the glass vile of Neutersol, and drew in enough of the 
creamy white substance to fill the syringe to the Full indicator.

Now I grabbed my right nut with my left thumb and forefinger. My 
right hand held the syringe and Neutersol payload. I placed the tip 
of the syringe lightly on the top of my testicle, and started to 
press it into the skin of my scrotum. It slowly went in, and I 
continued to apply pressure as the needle went into the center of my 
nut lengthwise.  After about three minutes, it was completely 
inserted; I felt a dull "pressure" in my testicle, but no pain.

With a gentle push of my right thumb, I began to deliver the 
Neutersol into my testicle. I felt a cold stinging sensation, but it 
wasn't too painful. I continued to gently push the syringe, watching 
the white milky substance dissapear into my nut.  I felt my nut 
growing slightly as it became engorged with the milky fluid.  With a 
gentle push I emptied the last of the Neutersol into my nut, and 
gently pulled the needle out.  I had done it -- I was on my way to 
neutering myself with Neutersol!

THURSDAY A.M.
I woke up with a definite "pinching" sensation in my right testicle.  
I had an hour before work, and decided to inject my left nut right 
then and there. I quickly loaded the syringe up with Neutersol, and 
stuck it into my left nut. Again I felt a dull cool pressure, but no 
pain as I emptied the payload into my left nut.  As I withdrew the 
syringe, I knew I had probably just made myself a eunuch.

FRIDAY P.M.
My right nut felt tender and sore.  It also felt very hard. Same 
with my left nut, but it didn't feel so hard. I decided not to think 
about what I had done, and check them again after a three day 
weekend.

TUESDAY A.M.
I hadn't looked at my testicles for three days, even though I could 
feel "something happening" with them. It was never very painful, 
just a light pinching feeling sometimes.  I pulled down my 
underwear, and walked over to a mirror to check out what was 
happening.

I couldn't belive it! Both nuts were about 1/3 smaller than they had 
been, and felt "squishy" to the touch. They were high up in my 
scrotum, not hanging low like they normally do.  I pushed my thumb 
into my right nut, and where I did that it left a light "indent" in 
the soft squishy tissue. Clearly, both nuts were dying -- the 
Neutersol was working!

WEDNESDAY P.M.
I woke up at 3:00 in the morning. I was sweating profusely and was 
having hot flashes. This made me worried, until I rememberd that 
this was the signs of tesosterone deprivation -- I was turning into 
a eunuch!

THURSDAY A.M.
Both nuts were "skinny" and felt very small. Looking at my scrotum 
in the mirror, I could see that it's contents were definitely 
dissapearing.  My left nut, which was always smaller, was now about 
the size of a small grape.  My right nut felt slighly bigger, but 
still soft and squishy to the touch. 

MONDAY A.M.
I woke up, and reached down to feel my nuts -- and the left one had 
completely dissapeared!  I could feel a tiny soft thing the size of 
a pea attached to the cord -- which itself seemed to be retracting 
into my body. My right nut was also very small -- about half a 
grape. Both testicles were clearly dead, and being absorbed into my 
body.

The hot flashes had been getting better. I also began to notice that 
I was not horny anymore -- I hadn't even thought about sex or 
masterbated for about a week.  Though I didn't feel like it, I 
decided to masterbate to see what it was like.

After about twenty minutes of manual stimulation, I managed to get a 
soft erection. It didn't feel very pleasurable, and I would have 
stopped altogether, but I wanted to see if I could still "cum".  
After about 40 minutes, I had a weak orgasm -- and a couple drops of 
clear fluid appeared at the tip of my cock, not the usual load of 
creamy cum.

THE FOLLOWING FRIDAY
I looked in the mirror at my nutsack -- it was about half it's 
previous size, and I searched around for my testicles, but there was 
nothing there. If I felt around a long time, I could locate cords, 
but nothing approaching a testicle, dead or alive. My cock was the 
size it gets when I go in very cold water. I had a very content 
feeling, not horny at all. I had made myself a eunuch.

FOLLOWUP
It has been three months since my Neutersol castration. I'm never 
horny anymore, and don't think about sex at all. I look down at my 
empty nutsack, and am amazed at how easy it was to get rid of my 
balls for good. I hope that all men will have the option of 
Neutersol castration someday an be able to rid themselves of that 
pesky sex drive. Life as a eunuch is muc