Last night For Briony Part 5

Briony makes it to the nullification table. 

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Last Night for Briony   Part 5


         Briony was left alone with her thoughts in the cell after 
the infibulation of Michelle. She had been brutally shoved into her 
cell by the guard who had been taunting her all night. He seemed 
familiar to her but she couldn’t quite place him. She wondered if 
she might have had him for a client when he was younger. It 
certainly was possible because he looked about her age or perhaps a 
little older. If he was indeed a eunuch as she suspected he would 
look younger than his actual age because of the effects of the lack 
of testosterone. 

She remembered reading somewhere that sometimes removing the gonads 
had the opposite effect on some men. They became more treacherous 
after losing their gonads because of their resentment of their 
loss. Briony vowed to herself that her fate was not going to leave 
her bitter. She appreciated her last night with the kind guard and 
she wondered if he would suffer the same fate as her if anyone 
found out that he had given her pleasure and offered her a kind 
word and some sympathy. Showing human kindness to someone who was 
to be neutered or nullified was a crime according to the Leader 
Court. The Leader Court official position was that the ultimate 
kindness was to relieve one of their sexual drives. Anything that 
was done to remind them of what they were going to lose or any 
sympathy shown to them because they had to lose it was seen as an 
outright contradiction to their benevolence. Officially, however, 
they ignored the familial concept of Last Night. It had become a 
tradition to give young boys a Last Night around their 14th 
birthday. Some revisionists did not do it but most traditional 
families kept it as a custom. 

Briony realized that when the population of the U.S. had reached 1 
billion and the world population had reached 1 trillion that 
something had to be done so that the planet could continue to 
support human life. The trouble with the country and the world was 
that basic human rights had been abolished in favor of letting the 
experts of the Leader Court system world wide do what humanity had 
failed to do on its own. Humanity had failed to control its own 
reproductive rates and population. Furthermore, basic human rights 
had to be suspended to accomplish the objectives of population 
control. Many organized religions had moral doctrine against either 
birth control or abortion or both and it seemed that this segment 
of the population had reproduced at a much more rapid rate that the 
more reasonable segments, thus making more and more problems. 

The end product of population control justified the means of mass 
castrations and nullification. Since the male segment caused the 
most problems they bore the brunt of the burden of population 
control. Hence, males, that is as many as 99 out of 100 were 
castrated until the population was controlled. It had caused a lot 
of problems but the Leader Court system had accomplished its 
mission worldwide. The Leader Court embraced the extinct science of 
eugenics and any family line with a criminal record or any 
congenital or birth defects was condemned to extinction. Now the 
court system could probably be abolished and human rights restored 
but there were no way to oust it from power.

Briony realized that her fate was her own fault. She had tried to 
use the system to get rich at the expense of making men suffer 
disproportionately by encouraging nullification instead of simple 
castration. Vasectomies were reversed in clandestine operations but 
castration and penectomy could never be reversed. Plus it had the 
added benefit of leaving more women available for sex for those who 
were well connected politically and in possession of their parts. 
The average heterosexual couple consisted of a castrated man, his 
wife and one child who was usually the offspring of a politician 
who had all of his sexual organs in tact. Since it was discovered 
that homosexuality was genetic, all of those who possessed the gene 
were nullified. There were still isolated hidden clusters of 
homosexuals. It was impossible to completely eliminate them because 
the gene was recessive and females were the carriers. Many became 
homosexual out of frustration from losing their sexuality, 
determined to have sex in some manner. Great! Homosexuals and 
lesbians without the so-called gene were impossible according to 
science. There went the science. Replaced by human kind’s great 
ability to adapt.

Briony resented that her real father was a 78-year-old man when she 
was born and her mother’s husband, the only father that Briony had 
known, had committed suicide because he was a nullified eunuch. He 
was unable to deal with the occasional sexual trysts that his wife 
was obligated to have with her clients. It was this that drove 
Briony to take over her mother’s practice and to cheat the system 
by nullifying almost every young boy who came into her care when 
all that they really needed and had to have was castration. The 
practice had made her rich and now she would pay the price. She had 
made up her mind that she would not be bitter and let her fate 
poison and shape the rest of her life. She would not be controlled 
by either the need for sex nor would she be controlled by the 
resentment resulting from the lack of the need for sex. Briony 
thought that it would be nice for once to live in peace.

Briony would accept her fate and walk proudly to the table naked as 
the day that she was born except that now she was a fully-grown 
woman ready to lose her sex. She would lie down to accept her 
Nullification Africanum without protest. Briony thought that after 
she endured the pain of having her sex taken from her that it would 
be a relief not to have to worry about sex at all. The concern over 
sex, sexual orientation or any thing that had to do with sex would 
become a non-concern for her. Peace at last, but much suffering 
first. 

Soon Briony fell into a troubled sleep. Her sleep was plagued by 
dreams of first Sara Jane and then Michelle screaming as they were 
split. The common split technique resulted in death. Briony saw 
first one and then the other have it done to her. It was something 
that she had only heard about in textbooks used decades ago by the 
Leader Court to deal with a female that they couldn’t control. 
While their legs were being pulled in opposite directions they 
would be opened from the base of their spines to their navels. The 
internal reproductive organs and viscera were pulled out, their 
external genitalia were sliced off and then the woman was left with 
a huge, gaping open wound to bleed to death or die of shock. The 
death process usually took less than an hour but sometimes if the 
victim had someone to stop her bleeding and close up her bottom she 
could live for a few days before infection took her life. The 
procedure was done without sterile technique and infection always 
resulted. The whole thing had become abandoned after a woman 
endured “being split” and then was found not to be the one the 
Leader Court thought that she was before she died. They were 
obligated to save her life and her life was saved but she had to 
endure a pelvectomy by the world’s most prominent surgical team to 
save her life. She had half of her body amputated at the waist and 
lived with ostomies for the excretion of urine and feces for the 
rest of her life.  After the incident she succeeded in having the 
United States Constitution changed by an amendment in a campaign 
that led to much sympathy and almost toppled the Leader Court 
system. Since then the Leader Court maintained a façade of 
humanitarianism. But it was only a façade. They dealt 
their “justice” out in as painful a manner as possible while 
claiming that if they relieved the pain of their ordered procedures 
that they would lose their “correctional and redemptive values” and 
that rates of violations would increase. They also argued that the 
procedures that they ordered were no more painful than 
circumcisions that were done on many male babies without anesthetic 
were. Anyone who differed with them was said not to be able to 
judge because they never had it done. Anyone who had it done to 
them and complained was said to be just crying because they didn’t 
want it done to them in the first place.

 Briony would wake up and go back to sleep and have the same dream 
over again. She felt responsible for what Sara Jane and Michelle 
had to endure. Around dawn Briony finally fell into a deep 
dreamless sleep. 

Briony was awakened by a gentle kiss on the lips. The kind guard 
had let himself into her cell. “Briony, listen,” He said, “we don’t 
have much time.” “I can’t save you from your fate but I am going to 
save you from some of the pain if you’ll let me. Don’t say a word 
there’s not much time. As you are aware all Nullification Africanum 
procedures are done without the benefit of anesthetic. I cannot 
relieve the pain of the surgical removal of your breasts, but I can 
give you an a spinal which will completely numb you from the waist 
down so that you won’t feel any pain when they remove your ovaries, 
uterus, vagina and external sexual organs. They won’t know because 
you will be paralyzed. Usually the woman undergoing this procedure 
is eventually committed to mental hospitals because of the pain to 
which they are subjected during the procedure. Mentally, they never 
cope with it and they eventually go insane one way or the other." 

Briony was visibly shaken by this revelation. She immediately 
consented. Their resulting embrace was the last that Briony would 
receive as a whole woman. 

He went on. “You must not let them know that you are paralyzed. You 
must feign passivity and passive resistance and refuse to get up 
and walk. They will take you anyway and they will completely 
paralyze you but you will still feel every bit of the pain unless 
you allow me to give you a spinal block now. They will put you on a 
machine, which breathes for you, but you are still conscious. The 
pain of this procedure is unbelievable. It is a sharp knife, a 
scalpel, but as you know scalpels are small knives and it takes a 
lot of cuts to remove a woman’s genitalia. It will take them a 
couple of hours to first remove your breasts, then use a abdominal 
fiber optic too to remove your ovaries and then do a vaginal 
hysterectomy before removing all of your external genitalia. If you 
let me help you and you do as I tell you all you will have to 
endure without pain relief is the removal of your breasts. The rest 
you will not be able to feel, but they will set you up with special 
devices which hold your eyes open so that you will have to watch 
your own mutilation. They will videotape it and it will be 
available for purchase. Yours will be the final part. They 
videotaped Sara Jane’s and Michelle’s procedures. They are being 
broadcast over closed circuit TV before you are scheduled to go on 
live while they defile you. It is terrible, Briony. I wish that 
there were some way that I could keep it from happening to you but 
I can’t. This is as much as I can do for you.” You should go over 
and pee before we start. Briony went over to the bare stainless 
steel commode in the cell and squatted down on it and relieved 
herself as he watched. She felt strange peeing in front of him. She 
had never felt strange peeing in front of anyone else, though. 
Maybe it was because she had never been on the receiving end of the 
knife before.


Briony knew that he meant what he had said. She wished she didn’t 
have to have it done but it was comforting for her to think that 
she was paying for what she had done to others. At least she would 
have pain relief from the biggest part of it. That was more than 
any of the men that she did had. But their cuttings were over in a 
couple of minutes. Her surgical nullification would take several 
hours to complete. She shuddered as he unrolled from a pack several 
syringes and a bottle of medicine. 


“Now sit way over and grab your ankles and stay very still,” he 
said. “This needle will hurt when I put it into your spine but it 
will numb you and paralyze you from the waist down for about 6 
hours at this dosage after the injection.” 


She did as he requested enjoying the feel of her breasts against 
her legs for probably the last time. He then inserted a long needle 
into her spinal canal down in her lower back. As soon as he had the 
needle placed in her back he removed some fluid from her spine. He 
then took another syringe and put the medicine in the bottle into 
it. Finally he injected the medicine into her back and then 
promptly removed the needle. He quickly helped Briony up from the 
bent over sitting position and as she laid down on the bunk she 
noticed how the feeling of pins and needles were affecting her 
lower extremities and how heavy her legs were feeling. As she lay 
there he did up his small packet again and put it in under his 
clothes. He sat down beside Briony, as her lower body became numb 
and paralyzed. After about 5 minutes of so he reached between her 
legs and using his thumb and forefinger to spread her open he bent 
down and kissed her clitoris. She felt nothing. He then gently put 
the scratchy blanket over her to cover her nakedness. 

“They will be in after you in about 15 minutes. Please don’t let 
them know. If they suspect they will wait until it wears off and 
then they will make sure that you feel every knife slice. And then 
they will come hunting for me.” He left mumbling to himself, “What 
a waste.”

Briony lay on her bunk. She pretended to be asleep. Ten minutes or 
so after her friend had left the guards came. The cruel eunuch 
said, “O.K. beautiful, get up it’s time to be cut on.” He snickered 
and his upper lip curled. “C’mon, get up now!”  

Briony was unable to move, paralyzed from the waist down from the 
spinal that she had just received. She pretended to be asleep. She 
had disobeyed before and she knew that they would come in soon and 
hit her, maybe beat her, but it would be much easier to endure that 
the damned knife.  

Enraged, the eunuch guard unlocked the cell door. I one complete 
motion he was across the cell ripping the blanket off of her naked 
body with his left hand. A look of utter terror froze Briony’s face 
as the eunuch guard struck her with all of his strength in the 
face, knocking her upper torso out of bed and opening a small cut 
over her left eye. Briony lay now with her shoulders on the floor 
and her legs and pelvis on the bed. The eunuch guard pulled his 
right leg back to kick Briony in the head and from behind his left 
leg was swept from beneath him. He very quickly hit the floor.

“You stupid fool! If you kill her they will dismember you!” “Leave 
her be!” A voice thundered. The eunuch guard lay in the position he 
landed. It appeared that he was now as scared, as Briony was a 
scant second or two before. “Anyways, this here cuttin’ bitch ain’t 
worth it.” He continued, “Save your efforts for someone who is 
likely to remain a  REAL woman. This one here is going to have all 
of her goodies cut off here pretty shortly and she won’t even have 
a hole left, ‘cept maybe her asshole, and everybody has one of 
them, they’re like opinions.”

This mountain of a guard that Briony had never seen before defused 
the Eunuch’s rage. “Get up lady,” he said. “Your public is waiting 
to see you get your things cut out.” He saw that Briony made no 
effort to move. “O.K., I’ll carry you, but if ya try to bite me or 
something I’ll have the eunuch here give you a full mouth 
extraction before you get cut.”

He scooped her up naked body effortlessly and carried her out of 
the cell down the hall to the auditorium where the event was to 
take place. Briony felt the strength in him and for a moment felt 
secure in his arms as the other guards followed behind, the eunuch 
guard following all of them several paces back. As her face 
throbbed from the left eye that was thus far a very angry shade of 
red but getting darker by the moment she finally had placed the 
eunuch guard. She had emasculated him all right. It had taken 
several grown men to hold him down while she did it. It was one of 
the more difficult nullifications that she had done. He was 25 at 
the time and he had been emasculated because he was originally 
looked over by mistake. They had been organized as a team and after 
it was done he had to be taken to a hospital because his struggles 
had made her damage him more than she intended to. She had worn a 
mask so he didn’t know that it was her who was responsible. Briony 
shuddered as she realized that if he knew she had been the one who 
had cut him he would have probably sneaked into her cell and killed 
her.

The bright light of the room in which she was to be nullified broke 
Briony’s recollections and thoughts. Oh God! She thought, here I 
am. It’s going to happen and there’s nothing I can do. They are 
going to cut me. The horror of what was about to happen to her 
seized Briony for a moment. It made no difference that she was 
relieved of most of the pain that was to occur from her cuttings, 
all she could think of was that she was going to lose her sex, her 
pleasure centers, and the parts that made men want her. She would 
never have another orgasm and she would never have children. No man 
would want the leftovers from this and everyone who would see her 
from now on would only think of the time that they saw her naked 
having the parts that were the most private displayed publicly and 
then being cut from her. The horror of the thoughts was 
overwhelming. She began to cry. Briony was morning for her 
beautiful breasts on her freckled chest. She was crying for the 
parts that she would never touch, feel or hold again.

She was dumped from the large guard’s arms onto the special table 
upon which she was to be nullified before live closed circuit TV. 
As she looked down she could see her legs being lifted and 
restrained at the same time. She was spread wide apart and her 
torso was raised slightly so that she beheld her breasts on her 
chest and below her bare, hairless sex was splayed open before the 
camera. This was it! She looked around her at the bright lights as 
the scene registered in a special place in her memory. Finally, she 
had nothing to hide. Soon she would have even less.

The ones who were to do the deeds to her entered into the room 
garbed in surgical scrubs, again masked and garbed so that it was 
difficult to tell what sex they were. As one set up the trays 
another set about vigorously washing between her legs with soap. 
Fine, Briony thought, I’m being washed between the legs for the 
last time as a woman as they would wash a dog at a grooming center. 
Briony was numb and she could not feel herself down there. The one 
who was washing her paused for a moment as they opened a tray and 
took out a brown catheter and slipped up into her bladder and made 
the necessary connections to drain her urine into a plastic 
container made for that purpose. The washing spread up Briony’s 
belly and then on to her breasts. They stopped at her neck. 
Suddenly, Briony felt a needle penetrate into her arm. A solution 
was dripping from a plastic bag and then she felt herself becoming 
unable to move. A mask was placed over her mouth and nose and 
someone squeezing a bag connected to it forced air into her. She 
felt her chest rise.  After several forced breaths her head was 
tilted back and she felt a metal object go into her mouth. A 
plastic tube was being pushed into her mouth and snaked down her 
throat. She wanted to cough but her body wouldn’t respond to her 
cough reflex. Oh God, she thought, please let them put me out, 
please. The tube was then taped to her jaw and connected to a tube. 
Briony couldn’t see but she was connected to a respirator. Soon the 
machine established a rhythmic breathing for her as a special 
apparatus was attached to her right eyelid. She felt a fine mist 
periodically spray into her eye.

“Damn,” a decidedly male voice intoned, “Who hit her in the 
eye?” “I must report this to the Leader Court.” “I sure hope that 
she can see with this one eye because I‘m not going to bother with 
the injured one. I can’t take the risk of doing it further harm,” 
he said as he pulled up the left eyelid and squirted salve from a 
small tube into her left eye. Briony wished that the eunuch had hit 
her in both eyes so that she would not have to watch herself as her 
sex was taken from her with a sharp knife. How considerate, Briony 
thought, I wish that they would blind me instead of nullifying me. 
I would rather live blind than to live with my privates cut out.


To be continued…