I was 15 and scared

I was forced to have my penis and balls cut off.

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When i was in grammer school I was told one day I would have my penis
 and balls cut off.  I was a very shy child and am now a shy adult.  I
 stayed to my self all the time.  One day I was leaving my gym class
 and another student bumped into me and said to his friends here is
 the one.  I was unsure of what he meant he and I had never met I
 didn't know any of them. there was 6 or 7 of them.



I was taken into the locker room and stipped and roped with jock
 straps to the lockers and they were playing with my balls and 
sucking my penis.  I was so scared I peed and shit at the same time.

On of the boys took a piece of a coat hanger and bent it into a 
circle and put it around my balls it was not tight then they hung a
 rubbish can on the ring they made.  I was in so much pain i was
 crying and sobbing they stuffed a dirty jockstrap into my mouth
 almost making me choke.  I was left there for about 3 or 4 hours the
 locker room i was in was an old one and very seldom used if ever. 
 When they came back they said to me can you feel your balls I shook
 my head no.  so one of them slapped them i felt nothing.


Then one of them said he is ready and they started.  They took me off
 the lockers and placed me on one of the benches face down with my
 balls hanging over the end.  One of them said before we do it lets
 fuck him so they did 6 of them raped me I was crying and sobbing and
 they took a board and spanked my ass till it bled.  They then all
 took a shower while i was tied to the bench. One of them came over 
too me and said he was not a part of this and he said he was 
leaving.  One of the other boys heard him and they all came out of
 the shower and tied him to the lockers gagged him and with out
 warning cut his manhood off all at one time.  He collapsed.

I was so scared that that would happen to me.  Then one of them said
 well we got one let the other go.  After some time they took me into
 the shower cleaned me from head to toe and dressed me and told me
 that if any one found out they would do me like they did the other
 boy.  I was so scared  I told them I would Not say anything and i
 left.  The janitor found the other boy about an hour later still
 hanging and bleeding.  They took him to the hospital and called his
 parents.  Several day passed and I was having a hard time peeing I
 told my mother what had happend and she took me to the school and
 told the principal what happend.  The police were called and I had
 to tell what and who did this to me.  So I did as i was told and
 then I was taken to the doctor.  This was the begining of the end. 
 My Doctor told my mother they had to look inside my sack and see the
 damage she agreed and i was taken to surgery and they removed my
 balls due to the damage and because of the weight that was pulling
 on my ball sack streched my penis also to the point that the muscle
 had ripped almost all the way through and he went to tell my mother
 and she was dressed in surgery clothes and came to my side and told
 me that they had to take my penis and my balls off because of the
 damage.  I cryed for i don't know but it was a long time and my
 doctor came in and told me that i had to take these pills once a day
 for the rest of my life. And i asked why he said if i wanted to
 continue to look like a man i needed them i said ok and he said i
 want to show you what i had to do so sit up and i will show you.  I
 did this and he removed the bandages and I passed out.  My penis and
 balls were gone i looked like a girl.  I woke up with my dad
 standing by my side and he was crying and i asked him what was wrong
 he said son i am so sorry that this had to happen to you and he left
 after kissing me on my forehead.  Mom and my sister came into my
 room and said that there was someone who wanted to see me and i said
 ok and another bed was brought into the room it was the otherboy who
 had his cut off at school.  He and i looked at each other and said
 both of us crying

What are we now and the nurse said both of you are EUNUCH's we did'nt
 know what that meant so she explained and she told us that we were
 not the only ones in the state.  We said but what about sex she said
 Don't worry that feeling will pass soon and you won't even think of
 it.  We both looked at each other and started crying again.

The other boys mother came into the room and said that he would be
 staying in this room he said that was ok and i told her that it
 happend to me too she started to cry and my mom comforted her. That
 night we were both curious about what each other looked like we
 peeled back the bandages and really got a good look we both just
 about looked the same but he had more stitches than me.

We both returned to school and became best of friends and still are
 today we are both 23 years old now.   The boys that did this to us
 were sentenced to 30 years to 50 years for the crime the commited.


My Father said to the judge the boys should have done to them what
 they did to these boys and in public and without drugs.  He said use
 a dull knife so the remember the whole thing.


Thanks for listening Have A Happy Day  Bobby & Will