Interview With a Black-Leather Starlet - Part 1

DISCLAIMER

[This story is completely fictional. Any resemblance of characters or organizations in this story to those in real life is strictly coincidental.]

Tina Truffle, reporter for The Dazzler, arrived at the posh Hollywood mansion of sexy film star, Margo Kriss, with the small film and sound crew that would be taping the interview. After Margo’s parlor had been temporarily converted to an improvised studio, the crew ushered Tina to her chair, across from Margo, for the interview.

Margo’s black hair, bounced around her bare shoulders as she smiled and tossed her head with a mischievous lilt. A black leather mini-dress revealed her curvaceous thighs accented by black fish-net hose. Menacing black stiletto heels completed her outfit. The "leather bad girl" look had become Margo’s public image. However, big innocent brown eyes, and a cute baby face made her appear much younger than her thirty-two years. Margo Kriss was still very much in demand for teenage film roles. The following was transcribed from the video tapes of the interview:

TRUFFLE: I must admit I’m a little embarrassed talking about this subject. It’s not something modern society normally deals with.

KRISS: [giggling] You mean my eunuchs? Don’t be bashful around me. I think it’s quite a turn-on.

TRUFFLE: So you just placed an ad on the internet saying you were looking for eunuchs?

KRISS: [laughing] Well, it wasn’t really an ad. I just posted on some free boards. And I wasn’t looking for eunuchs, but rather, young men who were willing to become my eunuchs. There’s a difference.

TRUFFLE: And men answered?

KRISS: Oh hell yes! I got hundreds!

TRUFFLE: [looking perplexed] I find it difficult to believe that men would voluntarily give up their manhood. That goes against the grain of everything I know about men. Sex is their whole life. The men I know would rather die than give that up!

KRISS: Yes, I know. I don’t completely understand it myself. Becoming a eunuch is not for all men; probably not for most. I think it starts out as a fantasy at first, maybe a dark scary fantasy. Then it just grows and becomes a desire. It’s sort of like a calling for those who are into it.

TRUFFLE: You seem to know quite a bit about men who are into this thing. Where did you learn there were men like that? And what got you interested?

KRISS: [smiling] Do you want to know where I got my recent information or how I first got started thinking about men being castrated?

TRUFFLE: Whatever! [laughing] But do tell me about how you got started thinking about it. What attracted you to the idea?

KRISS: [Smiles wryly, puts a finger on her chin and stares at the ceiling for a moment.] I guess I was about twelve years old. Me and some other girls were watching boys play baseball at school. It was a Little League game held after school.

Anyway, this boy, who was pitching, caught a line drive in the nuts. It doubled him up and he dropped right there on the mound. We thought he was going to die. The coach and some teachers came out and they took him to the hospital. I really did feel sorry for him, but thinking about him getting hit down there made me feel funny between the legs. And I liked that feeling!

When I got home I asked my mom about it and she told me all about how boys were really sensitive between the legs. They had to be so careful not to get hit down there. That got me to thinking about it a lot.

TRUFFLE: What happened to the boy?

KRISS: He was okay, I guess. He walked a little funny and had to be real careful for a few days. [giggles] I never saw him pitching anymore though. He always played the outfield from then on. [more giggles]

After that, I started paying very close attention to things that happened to male genitals. Even when the Humane Society had campaigns to spay and neuter pets. I asked my mom why they went to the trouble to neuter the boy dogs and tomcats since only the females could have babies. She told me how it changed their behavior; made them less aggressive, and less likely to roam the neighborhood. They just became cute little homebodies. [giggles]

Then Mom explained how they used to do that to men in ancient times so they could have servants to tend the harems. It was even mentioned in the Bible. I was at the age where I was just starting to learn what sex was really about and how much boys got turned on by girls. I couldn’t help but dream about a cute boy really having the hots for me and then getting his balls ruined, with a baseball or something. Then I could just take him to bed and cuddle with him like he was a big neutered puppy.

TRUFFLE: So that became your fantasy at age twelve?

KRISS: Well, I was actually about fourteen before I really got into it. I read all the books I could find on how castration affected males - both human and animal. Usually it was just one chapter or so in a large book. Those books were rather dry and technical for a teenager, but I devoured those chapters like candy.

I watched every movie that had a ball-busting scene or a reference to castration. All the while, this was just my own dirty little secret. I thought that was cool. [giggles]

TRUFFLE: But you finally got to do a few of those ball-busting scenes yourself, isn’t that right?

KRISS: Yes, but not for quite a few years. My first parts were just non-speaking bits. Like you might see me in a leather miniskirt on the back of a Harley, sitting behind some dude I had never met - not even on the set. The scene might last all of three seconds and when I watched the movie with my friends I could point and say, "Hey, that’s me!" [She points at an imaginary screen and laughs.]

[Both women laugh.]

TRUFFLE: [laughter winding down] You were also in a girl band as a teenager?

KRISS: Yeah, me and three other girls started this band in high school. We broke up in our junior year of college when we all transferred to different schools. We called ourselves the "Studettes". The band was never big or on the charts or anything. We began playing just for fun. Then we started playing a few local clubs. I guess the height of our band’s career was when we got to open for some well-known groups when they toured smaller cities in our area. That only happened three times, but we were silly with excitement. We thought we had arrived!

TRUFFLE: You mean you were playing in clubs where they sold alcohol when you were still in high school?

KRISS: [squealing giggle] Yeah, it’s funny. We wouldn’t have even been allowed into these clubs through the front door. But because we were stage entertainment we could play there, legally. We just couldn’t drink. We were too young for guys to hit on, too, but they still did it. [giggles] The club owners kept things straight, though. You know, they had bouncers to keep the jocks off the stage. They didn’t want to get busted.

TRUFFLE: So was it a turn on, having all these horny men pawing at you from below the stage?

KRISS: [giggles] Of course! We were up there on stage in our little vinyl outfits - you know, skimpy mini dresses and miniskirts. We would show lots of leg, lots of cleavage, and lots of bare midriff. We would go through all kinds of sexy gyrations - more bumps and grids than a pro stripper, showing just a little panty every now and then. That really drove the guys wild! Knowing we were driving men wild felt so sexy. We were also forbidden fruit, and that was really a big turn on for me.

TRUFFLE: What kind of group were you? I mean did you play rock, country or what?

KRISS: It was kind of a mixture of rock and heavy metal. Our music wasn’t that bad, but it wasn’t that good either. [giggles] The music was just an excuse to show off our bods. You could say the music was just a prop. The guys came to watch the girlie show. As long as the music was tolerable they didn’t care. But that’s probably why our little band never hit the big time. Our music was just so-so.

TRUFFLE: But your acting career certainly took off later.

KRISS: Yes, after our group broke up I continued to study acting and the other girls went on to pursue other careers. My bit parts kept growing in to parts with more lines and more screen time. And finally… well… [giggles and smiles smugly]

TRUFFLE: You became Hollywood’s number-one biker chick and have made quite a name for yourself as a black-leather bad girl in quite a few films. But your biggest role to date I think has been "Velvet Kitten" where your stepfather gets the hots for your character.

KRISS: Yes, I liked that film because it turned some conventional stereotypes on end. Lustful stepfathers are usually portrayed as scum-of-the-earth lowlifes, but Patrick, my character’s stepfather, is really a decent guy. He just couldn’t control his lust. The audience hated him in the beginning. Then they felt sorry for him, and finally, I think most liked him.

TRUFFLE: I’m sure most of the Dazzler’s readers and viewers have seen "Velvet Kitten", but in case there are a few who haven’t seen it, could you give us the basic plot - without giving too much away, of course? [chuckles]

KRISS: Sure. My character, Kat, is a sixteen year old girl. Kat’s mother was killed in an accident and Kat is left living alone with her forty-year-old stepfather, Patrick.

TRUFFLE: And Patrick is played by Dennis Mink.

KRISS: Yes, and he did an excellent job too. In many ways Patrick loves Kat like a daughter, but he also has these lustful feelings for her. He didn’t raise her from a little girl. Kat was budding sexy teenager when he married Kat’s mom. He’s always seen Kat as a very sexy young woman.

TRUFFLE: And if my memory serves me, Kat doesn’t exactly dress modestly. Makes no attempt to disguise or tone down her sexy allure.

KRISS: Right. And I don’t think the audience is ever supposed to know if Kat’s seductive behavior is intentional or subconscious. When I got into character I played as though I was consciously trying to seduce Patrick, but making it appear to him and the audience that it was unintentional or subconscious. I’m not sure if that makes sense, [giggles] but that’s the way I played the role.

TRUFFLE: Well it was certainly convincing. And that scene in the bedroom where you finally… you know…

KRISS: …nut him with a karate kick?

TRUFFLE: Yes. And Kat is a black belt, another part of her persona. The plot and characters are too complex for us to cover all that here.

KRISS: I know, and Patrick doesn’t attack her. He’s not a violent man. He’s almost crying, overcome with both lust and guilt. Lust for the forbidden fruit. Kat just stands there in that darkened bedroom in her skimpy black panties and bra, calmly contemplating Patrick as he approaches, sniveling and begging for release. She is tempted to allow him to indulge his lust, but she wisely makes the decision that is ultimately best for both of them. She castrates him.

TRUFFLE: Yes, I remember that scene well. Kat kicks Patrick in the groin and drives him to the emergency room herself. On the way to the ER they concoct a story about him having an accident on a ladder. The emergency room docs can’t save his testicles and it’s almost like he’s relieved when they tell him the news - even though he cries.

KRISS: Yes, and Patrick becomes the perfect guardian and companion for a very sexy teenage girl, loving, protective, and safe. Patrick becomes Kat’s personal servant and human pet.

TRUFFLE: And Kat and Patrick live happily ever after!

KRISS: That’s what the movie implies. Actually, the novel from which the movie was made, goes on to tell of Kat marrying a nice young man and Patrick stays on as a household servant. It’s kind of like having a cuckold stepfather! [giggles] Kat’s husband knows Patrick is a eunuch, but the true story of how he lost his balls remain Kat and Patrick’s little secret.

TRUFFLE: Why did they leave out the original ending of the story?

KRISS: Oh, the producer thought it would make the movie overly long and he also felt it might be a bit anticlimactic. Scenes that work in a novel don’t always transfer well into film.

TRUFFLE: Okay, getting back to the real world: [blushing] How did you go about meeting the two young men who are now… err… shall we say, in your service?

KRISS: [smiling broadly] Of course, my two eunuchs, Alvin and Corey. They’re such sweet boys.

[turning toward a hallway] Boyeez! You can come in now!

[Two young men enter the room from the hallway. One has dark hair, the other is a sandy blonde. Both are wearing long tunics cinched at the waist allowing the lower portion to fall a few inches above the knees. Wearing leather sandals, they look rather Romanesque. Their features are slightly effeminate, certainly lacking any rugged or rough-hewn characteristics of a macho man. But otherwise, their bodies are quite unremarkable. The boys take a seat on either side of Ms. Kriss.]

KRISS: Alvin [gesturing toward the blonde boy], Corey [then gesturing toward the other boy], this is Tina Truffle. She’s with the Dazzler. [a brief round of pleasantries follow]

TRUFFLE: [excited] Oh Margo, you must tell me how you managed to meet these wonderful boys!

KRISS: Well, as I told you, I’ve had an interest in castration since I was a teenager. It was always my private dirty little secret. [snickers] About three years ago I was surfing the net for the keyword "castration." I was finding all kinds of sites pertaining to animal husbandry and veterinarian practices. But I wanted to learn about men who had had the operation. Finally, I typed in "eunuch," ran the search, and I couldn’t believe what I found!

TRUFFLE: Lot’s of info?

KRISS: Not just info and historical stuff. Tina, there are at least a dozen sites and clubs where men post, actually looking - literally begging - to be castrated. It was unbelievable, but true.

TRUFFLE: So you just picked these two young men?

KRISS: [giggling] Actually, I didn’t act right away. I joined the most promising clubs then just lurked for about six months. I read all their back posts and files, learning all I could about their little underground world. It wasn’t until after several months of lurking that I realized I could possibly fulfill my girlhood dream. I was really nervous at first. It all just seemed too good to be true.

TRUFFLE: [smiling enthusiastically and fidgeting in her chair] This is almost unbelievable! You said earlier that you received hundreds of replies. How did you end up selecting these two?

KRISS: Well actually, I may have exaggerated just a little. There really are hundreds of men looking to be castrated, but I only received about forty replies after I posted my criteria.

TRUFFLE: And that is?

KRISS: Well unfortunately, most men - I’d say ninety percent of men - looking for castration are over forty. The number drops off fast as you go younger.

TRUFFLE: Why is that?

KRISS: We don’t really know. There’s lots of speculation about that on the message boards. Some say it’s related to the male midlife crisis. Others think the subject is so taboo that most men don’t realize they want it until they’re older. I do know one thing though. Most of the men on those boards who have already been castrated say their only regret is not having it done years earlier. Very few men who have submitted to voluntary castration ever regret having had the operation.

TRUFFLE: [fidgeting in her chair] My god, I would never have believed it! You were about to mention your criteria.

KRISS: Yes, my criteria was that the man be between the ages of twenty one and thirty - no exceptions. I let them know I was serious. They would have to submit to a complete physical and be drug and disease free. And no fatties! This was to be a lifetime commitment. I would pay for everything including the safe and legal operation by a qualified physician. All they need contribute was their genitals.

I received about forty responses to this post. Then when I told them they would be getting the full monté that trimmed the number down to about twelve. [naughty giggle]

TRUFFLE: Full monté?

KRISS: [laughing] Yes, that’s what some of us call it. It’s probably better known as nullification.

TRUFFLE: [looking confused] I’m still clueless.

KRISS: Nullification is where they remove not only the testicles and scrotum, but the penis as well. Then they go in and remove all the erectile tissue, below the surface and reroute the boy’s urethra to exit just behind where his scrotum used to be. This allows him to wee-wee sitting down without having to lean forward. It makes a cute little pink dimple.

Boys, you can show Tina, if you want. [both boys rise from their chairs]

TRUFFLE: Wait! We can’t show this on the air. We’ll have to stop the cameras. [cast’s an anxious glance toward the film crew]

DIRECTOR: Don’t worry, we’ll edit the tape later.

[the boys pull up their tunics]

TRUFFLE: [surprised] Panties! They’re wearing women’s panties.

KRISS: And you’ll notice they don’t make the slightest bulge. Men’s briefs are baggy in the crotch and look dorky when they don’t have the equipment to fill the pouch. [giggles]

[Both boys then drop their panties.]

TRUFFLE: [Blushing and gasping with enthusiasm, rises from her chair for a closer inspection.] How sweet!

KRISS: Cool, huh?

TRUFFLE: Oh Margo, they’re absolutely precious! And they look like they were born that way. No scars!

KRISS: Actually, if you look more closely you’ll see a tiny pink line running vertically through where their penises and scrotums were attached. But it does look quite natural. I had my boys altered at the most renowned clinic in Thailand. They do fantastic work there.

TRUFFLE: Thailand?

KRISS: Yes, unless a man is seeking sexual reassignment surgery it’s almost impossible to get this kind of thing done here in the states. It’s not that difficult to find a doctor who will do a testicles-only operation, but not the more radical mods. Right now Thailand is the leading center for this kind of operation.

TRUFFLE: This is fascinating. I had no idea that stuff like this ever went on. It’s like a whole underground subculture exists here.

KRISS: Exactly. I didn’t realize the extent of it myself until I surfed into those clubs and websites. But it’s about to come out of the closet - big time. I know several other women who are about to follow my lead and get into the lifestyle.

TRUFFLE: [smiling very broadly] Anybody we’d know?

KRISS: [nodding her head affirmatively] Unh huh.

TRUFFLE: Celebrities?

KRISS: [continues smiling and nodding her head]

TRUFFLE: You couldn’t possibly give us any names? [smiles wrily]

KRISS: [still smiling but shaking her head, no] No, I’m sorry. They’re not ready to come out just yet. But as soon as they are, you’ll be the first on my list to call. How’s that?

TRUFFLE: Deal! Tell me, Margo, when you posted on these clubs did the guys know you were Margo Kriss, the sexy actress, or did you conceal that fact?

KRISS: No, I was anonymous. You know, no one uses their real name on the internet. I used the pseudonym, vinylmini.

TRUFFLE: Vinylmini?

KRISS: Yeah, I know it’s silly, but when I joined the first castration club I kept thinking of those vinyl miniskirts I used to wear in my girl-band days. I thought of all those horny guys in front of the stage lusting and drooling over forbidden fruit. Something about guys wanting me and not being able to get it is sexy as hell! [giggles] I even posted a picture of myself in a sexy vinyl outfit.

TRUFFLE: Surely they recognized you?

KRISS: I always used my photo editor to blur my face. I posted several pics of myself in sexy lingerie with my face blurred. I had to promise the guys I wasn’t ugly. [giggles] I told them I just wasn’t ready to reveal my identity.

TRUFFLE: At what point did you let the guys find out? I mean, how exactly did your selection process work.

KRISS: Okay, after my criteria questionnaire narrowed the field down to twelve I began corresponding with them individually by email. I found out all I could about their background, their interests, hobbies, sports, music, and that sort of thing. I wound up with four finalists and they’re the only ones who met me face to face.

TRUFFLE: And how was that arranged?

KRISS: I reserved table at a restaurant and invited them to dinner - one at a time. I paid for everything, hotel, travel, the works. All they had to do was show up. That’s when my true identity was revealed to them. And out of four finalists I of course selected Alvin and Corey. Corey was twenty eight years old, divorced for three years, no kids. Alvin was twenty two, just out of college, and a virgin.

TRUFFLE: And you flew to Thailand from there?

KRISS: No, not right away. I notified both boys by certified snail mail and included their plane tickets to L.A. Then I enlisted the services of a professional dominatrix, Madam Lilith, to put them into chastity and train them. They boarded for three months at Madam Lilith’s mansion. Once in chastity, they couldn’t even go to the bathroom without a staff member to unlock the device. There they were taught complete obedience and dependence. This makes them very attentive to their mistress’ every whim.

TRUFFLE: I don’t mean to sound crass, but this sounds very similar to people sending their dogs to obedience school.

KRISS: [laughs] Yes, its the same principle. Training a male is best done by a professional. Actually, most of Madam Lilith’s clients are middle-aged men whose wives have sent them to her for training. It’s saved a lot marriages so I’m told, but that’s another topic altogether. [laughs]

After my boys completed their training I picked them up and we headed for the airport. I kept them in chastity and maintained complete control up until the day of their operation. That occurred about the third day we were in Thailand.

TRUFFLE: How long did it take for their recovery? I mean, isn’t that a rather radical surgery?

KRISS: It was about two weeks before we got on the plane and headed back to the states. Actually, that surgery isn’t as radical as it looks - at least that’s what the doctors told me. That part of the body heals rather quickly and there’s rarely any problems if it’s done by a professional. After the surgery, I hired two of the cutest little Thai girls to watch my boys while I went shopping and sightseeing. It felt pretty sexy realizing my boys couldn’t get into any mischief. [giggles]

[both boys blush]

TRUFFLE: [blushing] Was there, well, you know… something like one last fling with their manhood still intact? I hope I’m not getting too personal here.

KRISS: Yes, you mean that all-important last time. [giggle] I wanted them to have the experience of a lifetime. I thought about hiring professional sex workers - that’s perfectly legal in Thailand you know. But I decided against that because I wanted their last male experience to be with me.

TRUFFLE: So you did the honors yourself? [giggling and blushing]

KRISS: [giggles] Well, yeah, sort of. Actually, in deference to each boy’s background, I decided to give each one a unique experience. Corey here, [she gestures toward the dark-haired boy] had been married once, so I couldn’t be his first. But I could certainly be his last. But Alvin was a virgin and had never been with a woman before - ever. I decided it would be a shame to ruin a perfect record. Don’t you agree? [naughty giggle]

TRUFFLE: You don’t mean…

KRISS: [smiles and nods her head] Corey got his last time and Alvin got to watch.

TRUFFLE: Poor Alvin! [she fidgets, crosses and uncrosses her legs] [Alvin blushes]

KRISS: Well, I wanted that to be part of the mystique of sex for Alvin. He will always wonder what it would have been like. Corey will always try to remember what it was like.

TRUFFLE: Wasn’t that a little cruel?

KRISS: It’s not really cruel when you consider that men have a very inflated idea of the importance to sex and masculinity. A man’s orgasm only lasts a few seconds. All that build up, then - poof - it’s all over. [giggles] A man’s climax is actually an anticlimax when you think about it. Once they’re neutered they wonder why it was ever such a big deal. Once cut, they’re calmer and adjust much better to domestic life. Testosterone and male sexuality are really just causes of frustration for most men.

[continued and concluded in part 2]

Farrell Squire

[copyright April 18, 2003]