I Should Have Known Better

Let me start at beginning.

I am gay. Noone at home knows it as I am straight acting and dancing. And I never no never date at home. I go on internet and find someone and check then out the best I can.

I had written Bob for 3 months. I know him well. I drove 985 miles to see him. I check into the motel and went to bar next door and waited for him. It was closing time and he never came.

I went to the motel and jacked off into glass. Then watch some gay sex on pay TV in my room. I them jacked off again into glass. I then drink it. I love the taste and while someone else’s is better I did enjoy it. I went to bed and went to sleep.

The next morning I got up, shit, showered and shaved. I went down to get the free breakfast.

I took coffee and toast. I sit and read the paper with another cup of coffee.

A guy sit down and said “Is it ok if I sit here”

“Looks like you already are.” I should have known better. I never talk to anyone near a no show.

“You look like you lost a friend”

“Will I did have a friend not show up” I admitted.

“Oh that can be sad. Especially if you are thinking of a wild weekend”.

How does he know, I should go home I know better. “That is the case.”

He drinks his coffee, them we have some small talk.

He reaches into his shirt pocket and lays a key card on the table as he gets up. “Room 185"

He turns and walks away.

What should I do, I never go out with someone I just met. That is why I use the internet. I should know better. I could tell he was gay so maybe he can tell also. No, I know better I will leave his key card here and go home or at least start home.

I get up to go, leaving the card where it is. I get 5 or 6 steps. The waiter touches my shoulder. I jump a little “Sorry, did not mean to scare you but you left your key.’

“Oh thank you.” I put it in my pocket and walk to room. I am 165, the doors all open to the outside. Inside my room I pick every thing up. I leave my key on the table. I put everything in the trunk I go to shut it. Oh I would love to have good time with him. He looks so good. I let my mind think of sex with him. I know better but my dick is getting hard and I am thinking with the hard on. I am letting the little man tell the big man what to do. I put my wallet and everything in my pockets but his key and my car keys even my watch and ring, in the trunk and shut it. And then quickly go to room 185 and put the key in the door. I open it and look inside. He stands up, he has a blue terry cloth bathroom and bare feet. I reach behind and shut the door and lock it. When I look around again he is open the bath robe and letting it fall to the floor. He is naked and so beautiful and hung like a horse.

He walks over and kisses me. I kisses back and we french kiss for a while. I rub his back and butt he does the same. Not a word has been spoken but somehow I hear or really feel ‘suck me’.

I get on my knees in front of him. Into my mouth goes his semi-hard penis. Oh he tastes good. I suck and he gets hard. He runs his hands though my hair. I feel his butt. I pull back his wonderful penis comes out of my mouth. I put his right ball in my mouth and suck. Then after awhile his left one gets sucked. I kiss the whole penis and lick it. I put my tongue around the base of the head of the penis. Oh I am in heaven I love this. I take it into my mouth and suck and suck. I can feel the power of his organ. Then I think I feel pre-cum so I take it out of my mouth and milk it a little. The pre-cum comes out and I lick it. Into the mouth again and I suck real hard and then I can feel with the power in his penis as the cum flows from his balls to my mouth. If you have not tasted a mans love I not sure I can explain how great it is. He pulls away but I have taken all the cum he has this time.

We kiss and he undress me. That we go to the shower together. We get wet and have such fun soaping each other up. Then we wash off the soap. We dry each other off. He does me last. He is on his knee doing my feet then comes to penis and puts it in his mouth and sucks. Oh his mouth is so great. He sucks on each ball. Then he takes my left ball in his teeth and bites. At first lightly then harder. Then the first words spoken “god that hurts” he lets my ball go and sucks my penis again and I cum in his mouth. He goes back to the balls this time he has the right one in teeth and bites. This time he bites really hard at first. “Oh god stop or you will bite it off” but he just bites harder. I hit his head he stop.

“Oh I am sorry I love to bite balls.” I should have know better but I didn’t, I should leave.

Off to the bed. We kiss and feel each other. He rolls me to my stomach. He kiss and licks my shoulders and down to butt. He licks my love hole. Then I feel him putting petroleum jelly in my ass. Then his huge penis into my asshole. He holds it there inside for a few moments then starts to pump. In and out he goes he kiss the back of my head. Then faster and faster and then he yells as he cums. He rolls off. And hugs me. He cleans my butt and his penis. He kisses my penis. I then put petroleum jelly in his hole and he gets on all four with his ass in the air. I go inside and wait. Then I slowly pump and pump. I stop every now and again I want it to last. But finally I can’t wait and I cum. I thought I would die it was so good.

I roll off and we both go to shower. After drying off I go into room and pick up my underpants. He comes and hugs me. We fall into bed. I should leave, I know better then stay. I feel danger. We lay for several minutes. He runs his finger again my nipples. He tells me how much it meant to make love with me.

Then there is a knock on the door. He jumps up and opens the door. 11 follows in bathing suit come into room. I should have left. They take off there swim suits. I am in shock I think. He comes over to me and says “This is a gang bang and you are the guest of honor” He lays me down on my back, my legs are put up in air then brought near my head they tie then in place to the bed.

One person knees above my head and puts his penis in my mouth. I know what to do, I suck. He is median size and taste great. He pulls out and moves to the my ass and starts the gang bang. In and out he goes then increases the speed and I know he is about to come. The next penis is in my mouth at this time. He cums and holds it there for a moment. The penis comes out of mouth and then out of ass. The one that just came out of mouth goes into my ass. This is the way it goes till all 12 have fucked me. Oh they feel my body some pull on my nipples while they fuck and I suck.

I am then untied and led into bathroom. It is hard to walk and my asshole really hurts.

I sit on toilet and find all that cum has acted as an enema. I am then lead back into the room. I am placed on my knees in front of one of the men. I start to lick his penis then into my mouth and I suck. While I am doing this they tie my hands behind my back. I suck and feel the power. Then the cum coming down the penis and into my mouth. I eat every drop. Second man I lick his balls and penis and then suck him off. This goes on till I have sucked all twelve. I must say I have never ate so much cum and I enjoyed it all just like I did having been fucked by the twelve. I should have known better but I was really enjoying the gang bang. I was thinking maybe more then anyone else.

They stand me up and laid on bed again on back. My legs are again tied over head. They put a ball gag in my mouth. Someone plays with my ball. They snap oh god it hurts. They have put a band on my nuts. I have never had this done before but I knew they must have done this. Then another and another. They start on my ass again. I count nine and then I see one of the other men sucking one hard. Soon all twelve have again cum in my butt. And my balls hurt like hell. I am crying and yell through the ball gag. The pain in balls is starting to go away a little.

One pulls my balls away from my body. I see two bands one on the other and one a little below it. One of them whispers in my ear. “Say good-by to your balls.” Oh why did not I leave when I could. Another places a straight razor near the space between band. “Oh please don’t cut them off” I yell between ball gag.

“Oh you say it is ok to cut them off” He laughs.

The man draws the blade between the bands and off comes my balls. Then it hurts from cutting. I feel a needle in my butt.

The next thing I know I am waking up. I am naked and am chained to a wall standing up. Both wrist are above my head. They are chained to wall. My feet are off the floor. My ball area feels ok. But it hurts to hang this way. My arms and wrist are on fire, my back side is sore from being against the brick wall.

Some one else is chained to floor by one leg. He brings me a drink of water. “Drink this slowly.”

It tasted great. “How are you doing.”

“Ok but it hurts,” I was coming too. “Where are we, did they really castrate me or was it a bad dream.”

“Oh they sure did, you do not have any balls at all. It seems to be healing well.” He looked me over. “I do not know where this is, but we are in a slave cell.You are to auctioned off today and I am waiting to be castrated then returned to my master”

“How did I get here and what do you mean auctioned?”

“Who ever cut you must have put you up for sale. They brought you here in secret and naked”

I was confused but also afraid I understood. “For sale, what...”

He cut me off. “Listen you are to be a sex slave, your old life is done. You will always be naked. This is forever they will use you and sell you as they please. When you no longer please anyone you will dig your own grave then they will give you time to make peace with God and then cut off your head and let you fall into grave.”

I cried for a few minutes.

“Just prayed some one from here buys you. If those guys from middle east buy you it is worst.”

They door came open. They undone the chains and took me off the wall. My hands were chained behind my back and I was lead out of cell and done the hall. In the room I was lead there were 10 or 12 people. They came up and handled me. One middle east follow with long robe on pull my penis hard and twisted my nipples. I kneed him in his balls.

Oh that was the wrong thing to do. “We will teach you.”

They took me to a wall and chained my wrist to wall face to wall feet off the floor.

Two men came into room. They each had a cat-o-nine tails in hand. The one on my right side hit me very hard across my shoulders, the follow on left very hard on ass. “Count or they do not count”

“One” I said

“Say sir”

“one sir”

The count went on to ten. Then they switched shoulder for butt and butt for shoulders.

Finally “twenty sir” This meant I had been beat forty times. Blood was running down my back and legs. I never in my life hurt so bad.

I was unchained. There was bidding but I didn’t understand it all. All I know is that Arab follow brought me. They took me back to cell and I was chained to wall again. The sore back and butt hurt worse now against the wall.

Note: I am his cell mate I am writing his story as he told me. He had not been there long when they came into cell to give me several shot and banded my balls for castrating. While my balls were dying they took a hold of his penis and pulled as far as they could from his body. They took a knife and cut it in half. Oh how he yelled they took a red hot iron and stopped the bleeding. Then out of the hot coals a branding iron. First they put it to right butt and then another one on fore head. He passed out. I can’t tell what they branded him but it looked like an Arabic letter.

As he said he should have know better to go to that follow’s room. After the branding they give him a big shot and put him in box for his trip to his new home. Then as they were leave they remembered me. One held me down as the other castrated me and I got the hot iron to stop bleeding. I can not complain even as an eunuch. I have it easy and think of him ever time I forget. He should have known better.