I knew this day was coming for some years now. All these years, I couldn't have sex and if I would still have sex and they found out, they as in the government, I would be killed immediately. If you were caught in the act by the police, the police just gave you an injection right there and you heart stopped immediately. Nothing you can do about it, you couldn't even protest. The teachers in school even told us that they were so quick that many men died with their penisses fully erect as the shot took less then 10 seconds to kill you. If you were caught after the act, for example because you got a girl pregnant, they would come to your house and give you the same shot. No court decision on these matters, if there was proof, you were dead immediately.

This day, is my 16th birthday. This day I would be castrated and at the same time I would have sex with a girl for the first time. I didn't know which girl, but it would also be a girl that had her birthday today. On the morning of my 16th birthday, the police came for me. Luckily, not for "the shot", but still, unfortunatly, for my castration. They took me to the castration center that was in the town I lived in and after they had brought me in, they left me. Actually, the castration center looked more like a prison, because once you were in, you couldn't leave anymore with your balls attached. There were other guys in the room I was in. About a dozen other guys, all having their 16th birthday today. A door opened and a doctor appeared. They called two names, the second was mine. The doctor signed to follow him.

The doctor showed me and the other guy that was called to two rooms. Now I was alone in this room. After about a minute, the doctor came in and said to undress. He asked if I knew what was going to happen. I said yes, I know that I will be castrated today. That's right said the doctor. I will be the person to castrate you. After that, you will have the chance to have sex with a girl. After having said that, the doctor told me to lie down on the table. He came up with a device that had a round hole in it. He told me that the castration techniques nowadays were really quick and almost painless. The castration would take less than 30 seconds, would leave minimal scarring and the wound would heal in about a week time. While he was preparing me for my castration, he also told me that when he was castrated some 25 years back, it was still a very painful procedure, but that nowadays, it was bearable.

He took my balls in his hand and pushed them through the device. The device was some 2 centimeter thick and at the other end of the device he pulled some more on my balls, so that they were at the bottom of my sack. I saw him push a green button on the device and I could feel that the hole in the device was narrowing. The doctor let go of my balls and the machine was attached to me now, lightly constricting the top of my ball sack. He asked me if I wanted to feel my balls while still attached a last time. He said, take them in your hand and feel them one last time. I had just cupped my balls, when all of a sudden he pushed the red button on the device. A laser cut through the small portion of flesh that was trapped in the devide, leaving a tiny scar. Before I knew it, i had my now detached ball sack in my hand. He pushed the green button again and the device came loose from my groin. I look down and I saw my penis, hanging there, without the suport it had grown so accustomed to. I was an eunuch now.

I still couldn't quite believe it. I was holding my ball sack in my hand. The doctor gave me a shot of antibiotics, so as to prevent infections. He asked me for my ball sack. In a kind of dream state, I gave him the little pouch of flesh. He threw it away in a big can, full of ball sacks. It was over. He now gave me a second shot, full of testosterone. To keep me going he said.

-- to be continued --