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You know,i'd say that i was a bit off when i broke off relationships,nasty almost. Jen didn't deserve it and neither did Alex. I'd always wanted to be castrated, since i was six years old i knew i shouldn't have balls. I loved to wear womens clothes, knickers and bras, stockings felt wonderfull against my skin. I loved to tie my wrap my groin area in cling film and flatten myself out so knickers would fit me properly. Jen let me wear her knickers once, alex allowed me to wear her clothers for a whole day in our house. By the time i broke it off with them they both knew my habits, even my fantasy about castration. But they both told me it came as a suprise when i sent them an email asking if they wished to take part in my castration.They both agreed it was for the best,to stop me from hurting more gils,and to make me more approachable and girl like! They both agreed either way. I had been speaking to a friend for some time about it she said that she would respect me a lot more for going through with it. Needless to say i wanted to, but her words made me consider it in reality. I was thinking could i cope without a wank? The answer was yes. I contacted a vet that i knew and asked her about the proceedure.She told me in detail and asked what i wanted to know for. When i told her she was taken back,skocked! and said my parents would be able to tell quite easily.... then why? I can't say i didn't care boutwhat they thought, but my balls had to go, it would make me the person i wanted to be. So i asked her for written instructions,but she warned me off, i pushed her into it. she said she'd do it in the end...she didn't want to but didn't want to see me die from loss of blood either. So i went home and contacted Jen and Alex and gave the ma time,shaved my genitals and waited. I wanted it done that night so i didn't wind my way out of it. June, the vet came round at seven and Alex and Jen together at five past. We chatted,Jen and alex spoke about how they wanted to see me not get turned on by tits and arse anymore. They seemed really happy i'd asked them, so when i wanked off they rubbed it in that this was my ast, but they'd have lots more. It was my last and was over very quickly. The kick in the balls they both issued me felt liberating as it was my last.Then my hands were tied and i was gagged, my balls were numbed and banded. i was left for some time before June made a small incission. Both my balls were pulled out and tied off, i could feel a little shooting pain travel up my body,but nothing like when Jen took hold of the scalple and cut the first groups of cords to my left testicles. It fell with a dull thud on to the metal petry dish. Alex then cut the second free and gave me a little smile. I was quickly sutred up by June who suggested the two girls clean the pipes to make sure all my cum had gone....Jen and Alex took it in turns to wank me hard and suck my cock. Then when i came they both licked it off my chest, Alex told me she felt happy knowing she'd swallowed it rather than it go into any other girl and get them pregnant.Jen nodded,and licked her lips....I have been a eunuch for a year now and have put on weight. Jen and Alex constantly tell people i'm a eunuch and they took my balls,and i kinda like that they tell people. It saves me telling them i let my two exs cut my balls off.I dont miss sex or wanking off,in fact bout five days after my balls had gone i didn't, and couldn't get it up very easily so gave up. now i wear womens knickers all the time,they're more comfortable,Jen and Alex take me shoppping, they say i need a bra as my nipples have started to grow.....one wouldn't go a miss.
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