FemDom Love Part 2

Man falls for Lesbian Mistress who wants the best of both worlds

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 I complied but was apprehensive. She began tying me spread eagle on my back as I lay.
She continued talking.

"Do you love me?" she asked softly. 

I groaned and trembling told her I did.

I was afraid; whenever she tied me on the bed, I knew that I was
in for a terrible time, and I could smell the alcohol on her breath and saw the distracted
and slightly spacy look in her eyes which meant she'd be a wild woman

"Do you want to stay with me?"  She asked with a loving look in her eyes.

Yes I answered .

"Here's the deal, then". She said sharply. " I value everything about you except sex. I
really don't like you sticking your puny little worm in me anymore."

"I think your tongue is great and I am sure with some strict guidance you will become an
expert at pleasing me that way. But I have no use for your cock" 

She then looked at me seriously and continued. "I know that you have your needs, but I'm
not excited by sex with you anymore." She said matter of factly.  " I feel guilty about
depriving you, but I cannot allow you to get relief elsewhere. I am too possessive a
woman for that.''

She then changed her tone and said "You are always horny and when you are around me
and you act like a dog sniffing around a bitch in heat. I can see that it is very distracting
for you. I also feel very strongly that this kind of behavior is very demeaning to me.
Besides I don't like to see you unfocused on your work or from meeting my other needs."

"I'm also spending too much time and energy on disciplining you. It distracts me a great
deal and  I feel that I've got better things to do with my time.  I think just in general you're
tense and not happy.  True?" 

Yes, I nodded.

"We need to calm you down, to relax you.  I think there is only one way to do it. I talked
with Victoria about this and we both think that we have a solution to your problem." She
said smiling.

"I want you to beg me to cut your balls off." She said looking at me sternly. 

I was stunned and just stared at her with disbelief in my eyes.

" I brought Victoria with me and she knows how to do it."  Victoria then walked in the
room wearing surgical scrubs carrying a large cloth wrapped sterile package of surgical
tools. She looked at me with an evil grin on her lovely face and sat down next to my Love
on the bed. She placed the package on the nightstand. 

"I won't do it unless you beg me too, but if you don't, Our relationship is over.  It may
seem selfish to you but I feel that this will be the perfect solution. It will relieve my guilt
and I am sure deep inside you that you want to be my total slave. So what's if going to be,
my sweet little Wussy?  Do you want to be my  eunuch?  

She started playing with my penis that started to get hard in her hands.  She and Victoria
both giggled at my modest penis now rock hard in her hands.  Victoria said, "Soon, he
won't be able to stand so tall. In fact you might have a hard time even trying to find it.
You should just have me take it off too."  

They both laughed at this and my Love said, "Perhaps later, after he calms down a bit. I
think he still feels that his little worm is very important to him as a man. Let just take one
step at a time."

They then got serious as they looked at me waiting for my answer. I didn't know what to
say. In my mind I knew that  I must have her no matter what the consequences and I was
getting desperate as she sat there waiting for an answer. I felt that if I really wanted a truly
submissive relationship that my castration would be a logical step. I felt that I was thinking
out loud and was surprised to hear my voice say

"Okay."

"Do you call that begging, Wussy?"  She smacked my balls hard, snapping me back to
reality. "Once you're fixed up, I think a little more formal training is in order so that you'll
be a better slave to me."

She kept smacking as I again began to cry, louder and louder, and then began to scream
"Please, please!  I want you!  I need you!

Please let me stay, please cut my balls off, just let me stay beside you, please, please ,
please!"  I babbled, screamed, groveled, and begged, becoming ever more frantic,
hysterical, confused, and disoriented, just wanting it all to stop, and, above all, to be hers
forever.

"Well, good, then.  I think he asked nicely, don't you Victoria?" She said smugly.

"Yes, I think he has shown you the proper amount of respect now but I think he should
pay for his insolence for hesitating with his answer." Victoria said with a sly smile. 

"What do you have in mind"? My Love said,  knowing that this whole little exchange was
rehearsed for my benefit. 

" How about a little pain. That should make him see the error of his ways." Victoria said
as she started  unwrapping  the instruments. She then feigned a look of surprise as she
said. " Well isn't this convenient, It seems that I forgot to pack any anesthetic." . "I guess
we will just have to proceed without it. I hope the pain won't be to much for him to bear."

"I am sure that he will hold up under the strain," My Love answered as she looked down
at me. "Don't worry  I have something that I know is even more intoxicating to you. I'll
just position my sweet smelling pussy on your nose that should ease your pain."

At that point they both got up from the bed and went in the bathroom. I could hear them 
scrubbing  their hands and talking. When my Love returned she had undressed and was
only wearing her corset and stockings. She had a basin of  warm water . She smiled as she
sat down on the bed and began washing my hairless crotch. She then swapped some
Betadine solution all over my balls. She smiled sweetly and said.

"Thank you for this gift. I am sure that you will see it will be for the best." She then kissed
me sweetly and returned to the bathroom to dispose of the water. Victoria came out of the
bathroom ready for surgery. She had put on a pair of rubber gloves and was preparing her
instruments, When my Love returned she too was wearing rubber gloves. She smiled
sweetly at me as she climbed up on the bed facing my feet. She very carefully positioned
herself so her pussy was right over my upturned face. She was very excited and her juices
bathed my t you want to be my total slave. So what's if going to be,
my sweet little Wussy?  Do you want to be my  eunuch?  

She started playing with my penis that started to get hard in her hands.  She and Victoria
both giggled at my modest penis now rock hard in her hands.  Victoria said, "Soon, he
won't be able to stand so tall. In fact you might have a hard time even trying to find it.
You should just have me take it off too."  

They both laughed at thise incision with her knife.

The pain was unbearable as I felt her pulling my balls out of their sac. I felt her tugging at
the cords and tying them off. It was like a hundred bees stinging me. Then the pain started
to subside into a dull ache. 

"He's ready." I heard Victoria say.

My Love lifted herself off my face and looked down at me. "I want you to watch this."
She said as she took the scalpel from Victoria.

She then held up one of my testicles and very slowly cut the cord just below where it was
tied off. She then lay the severed organ on my stomach. She then took the other one in her
hand and before she cut it she looked at me with love in her eyes and then slowly cut the
other cord.

"Thank you my little man for these wonderful gifts." She said as she picked them up and
placed them in a metal tray. She then sat back down and covered my face with her
beautiful bottom. "Get your tongue in there and go to work." I heard her bark. She was
close to Orgasm and after a few moments of my ministrations brought her over the top.
She slowly rocked herself still and then I felt more pain again.

"He'll be so much more tractable, don't you think, Vicky?" I could hear my Love's voice as
Victoria tucked the remains of the cords back in my sac and started stitching it closed.

"They always are." I heard Victoria say, smugly.

"What should I do with them? " My Love asked.

Classically, I think we should fry and eat them, but I suspect that's
a bit much for you two.  I can get them encased in plastic, you could
use 'em for bookends; I once made a key-chain out of a pair but it quite large."

"I think I like the plastic idea. A  paperweight would be nice. That way He can look at
them every day and reflect on the wonderful gift he gave me."

And that was the beginning of my decent into slavery. It has been a year since my
castration and my life has taken on a new meaning. I have changed a great deal. I stay at
home now and take total care of my Love's needs. I exist only to please her and have
found a quiet serenity in my life. Victoria takes great pleasure in giving me small doses of
testosterone injections so I still have some sexual cravings, but they are not so great as to
distract me.  Her and Victoria are still very close and I have been taught to serve them
both in very special ways. Victoria treats me much differently now. She is very nice to me
and she has talked my Love into some more modifications to me. I now have a large ring
in my septum and both my ears. These have been put to use in several ingenious ways to
secure me and humiliate me. I have received several more tattoos and have been subjected
to a few brandings and cuttings. My love also has had all of my body hair from my neck
down permanently removed.  It seems I am like a canvas for my Love to express her
feelings on. Victoria has been recently talking about removing my penis. My Love has not
been convinced yet but recently commented on how nice it would be to see me totally
smooth. Only time will tell.