I had a number of strange dreams that night. I don’t remember them all but in one I was standing before a large black angel. The angel told me that I was to become Raf’s slave and to do all that he would tell me. Teresa was also in the dream, but that was all I remembered. The only thing I remember about the other dreams was that I tried to resist something, but was unable to and was conquered or I gave into whatever. Of course I didn’t sleep well that night so I had a hard time getting out of bed for breakfast the next morning. Anyway I made it down. Donna had eggs, bacon, sausages, and pancakes. The others all ate heartily. I ate some, but not as much as usual

After breakfast I went up to my room and lay down. I tried to read, but soon fell asleep. Again I had more strange dreams. I must have cried out as Donna knocked on my door to ask if I was Ok. I said I was, but she came in anyway and sat on the bed next to me. “Sometimes things happened that are confusing,” she said.

When I didn’t answer, she said: “There is nothing to be ashamed about.”

“You know about what Raf and I did?” I asked, surprised that she must know.

“Yes, of course I know everything that happened,” she said.

I relaxed somewhat and so she asked: “Would you like for Raf to move in with you so that you two can sleep together?”

Knowing how nice it was having him hold me and caress me, I quickly said: “Yes, that would be wonderful.”

“Then I will tell him to get his things and come up right away,” she replied.

So later that morning Raf brought his things to our room. He couldn’t stay long as his uncle needed him to help finish a job they were working on. But after supper Raf and I retired early to our room. We started to undress each other when there was a knock on our door. It was Donna. She had a new enema bottle with a long thick nozzle. She smiled at us and said: “When I was in town this afternoon I saw this at the drug store and thought it would come in handy for you two.”

Raf and I thanked her for the gift. She smiled and went down stairs. Then Raf went to the bathroom to fill the bottle with water to wash my insides, making our lovemaking easier and cleaner. I lay on the bed with my ass up so he could administer the enema. I kept the liquid inside me for a few minutes then went to the bathroom to expel it along with all the crap that was inside me. After finishing in the bathroom I quickly hopped in bed with Raf. But this time he suggested a different position, he put me on my knees and lubed my ass. Then he fucked me doggy style. This position enabled him to penetrate me the deepest. This time my ass hole was more relaxed as he entered me. It felt so nice having his manhood inside me. Soon we were both groaning in ecstasy as his penis pumped my ass filling my hole with his cum. At the same time, due to the pressure of his cock on my prostate, I shot my load. It spilled harmlessly on the sheets. We both collapsed on the bed, tightly locked by his arms. After about 10 minutes he got up to use the bathroom and to clean himself. As before I lay on the bed feeling all warm and tingly inside; still thinking about a possible pregnancy. Again I wondered what would our child look like. Then he returned and I fell asleep in his arms.

With Raf sleeping with me, the bad dreams went away. However, one night a couple of weeks after Raf moved in with me we turned in at 7 and went to sleep, as he had to get up very early the next morning to do some special work. Around 10:00 I woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep. So I thought I would go down stairs to the kitchen to get some milk to help me go back to sleep. I went down the stairs and on my way to the kitchen I had to pass Donna’s room. As I neared her door I could hear the bed shaking and also hear moaning. The door was closed but I could see a crack of light shining from under the door. Curious I decided to look through the keyhole to she what was happening. Boy, did I get an eye full. Donna, Jose, Paco, and Chico were all nude and on her bed. Donna was sandwiched in between Chico and Paco. Paco was on the bottom with his cock up Donna’s ass. Chico was on top with his dick in her pussy. While Jose was standing over them so that Donna could suck his cock. She was taking the three cocks in all three holes at the same time.

I watched the action glued to the keyhole. Donna has a nice white body, and watching those dark cocks plant their seed into all three of her holes was very stimulating for me. But after they had finished the three of them got up and dressed, leaving the naked and exhausted Donna lying on her bed with cum dripping out of all her holes. Not wanting them to know that I was watching, I quickly retreated to the bedroom upstairs, forgetting all about going to the kitchen for milk. I got in bed with Raf. He was sound asleep, so he didn’t notice my absence.

At breakfast everything seemed normal. Everyone went about business as if nothing unusual happened. Later I figured out that Donna liked to have the boys gangbang her at least once a week. However, the other days she would have only one of the men come to her room after supper for sex. I also learned that Donna was only 36 and not 45 as I had originally thought. After that night I also found her sexually stimulating and loved walking behind her so I could watch her sexy ass bounce as she moved.

For the next six months Raf and I would retire early and he would give me an enema and make love to me. My ass hole was so used to his cock now that there was no discomfort when he entered me, only pleasure. Then in November, when things were slow, Raf and Jose went back to Mexico for the Holidays. They left on November 2 and would be gone for three months. I wanted Raf to take me with him, but he told me it wasn’t time yet. A week later Chico and Paco also left for Mexico. They planned to visit relatives and would be back in ten weeks. So now it was just Donna and I at the farm.

A week after Chico and Paco left, Donna took me into town with her. She told me she had shopping to do and that I had an appointment to see the doctor. Donna dropped me off at the doctor’s office for another examination. The doctor greeted me and invited me into the exam room and told me to undress, which I did. He did the usual exam, checked my heart, breathing, etc. Then he examined my balls. This was very stimulating for me as he felt my ball cords and examined my balls for possible ruptures. This time when he had me bend over so that he could examine my rectum, he said: “It looks like you have had some fun since your last visit.”

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“A doctor can easily tell. Someone has been having frequent anal sex with you. Your rectum opened right up for me to examine. Also it is still slightly dilated from all the penises that you have taken. But surprisingly I didn’t see any sign of tears or bruising in your rectum, just a slight dilatation. Raf and the boys must be using a very good lube on you.” Then he asked if I had any questions.

“Am I queer?” I asked. “I still get turned on by girls.”

“In clinical terms Frankie you are a passive homosexual,” he answered.

“What does that mean?” I asked.

“Donna told me everything, so you don’t have to be embarrassed. In slang terms you are the one who is on the receiving end. You like to take other boy’s penises in your mouth and rectum, and you don’t desire to use your penis to have sex with other boys. Right now you may have some desires for girls, but it will pass. Soon all you will desire is pleasing your male partner. I know you are confused right now, but that is common among boys your age. As you grow older you will understand.”

We talked for another hour or so and he told me about sexual positions, VD, and other helpful things. He also assured me that I could never get pregnant. Actually I was a little disappointed about that because I would have loved for Raf to impregnate me. After our talk, Donna came and picked me up. On the way home Donna asked how things went with my exam and I told her that everything was ok. “That is great,” she said, “I thought it would be good for you to talk to the doctor because I can sense that sometimes you seem confused.”

“I guess I was,” I replied. “But Doc told me that I’m a passive homosexual and the sooner I accept that the happier I will be.”

“I can imagine how confusing it must be to discover that you are gay, but there is nothing wrong with being gay. For you it is normal and natural. I bet girls no longer turn you on,” she said.

“Yep, now I just want to have Raf’s cock inside me. That really turns me on,” I said, not wanting for her to know that she also turns me on. “But I sure miss having him sleep with me at night. Its so lonely at night now.”

When we got home I went up to my room and undressed. I lay on my bed naked, thinking about my future. After an hour Donna knocked on my door and asked if she could come in. I quickly put on my shorts and a tee shirt and told her she could enter. Donna came in with several packages that she had bought while I was at the doctor’s office.

Donna insisted that I undress so she could see me in the new clothes. So I took off everything and stood naked before her. Then Donna opened one of the boxes and it contained several pairs of pink-laced panties. Then she handed me a pair and I put them on. They felt smooth and nice. Then she opened another box and handed me a pair of tight pink short shorts. They were for a girl because the zipper was in the back. Donna helped me put them on and she zipped me up and looked on approvingly. She then felt my breasts and said: “You have large breasts for a boy. So I got you a special bra to wear when Raf returns.”

She also bought me a pink baby doll nightgown to wear. Though I appreciated the gifts, and would wear them on the farm for Raf, I still wanted to dress as a boy when we went into town. Donna was ok with that.

After supper Donna and I watched TV until 10:00. As I got up to go to my bedroom, Donna said: “I know you miss Raf and don’t like sleeping alone.”

“Yes, I miss him. And yes, I don’t like sleeping alone,” I replied.

Then she smiled at me and asked: “You don’t have to sleep alone tonight if you don’t want to. You can sleep with me, if that is alright.”

“I’d like that,” I replied.

“Good. Then go up stairs and get your nightgown,” she said. So I got my gown and when I entered her bedroom she was still in the bathroom. But when she came out she had on a light red nightgown. It was shear enough so that I could see her breasts and pubic triangle. I didn’t want to embarrass myself or her by me getting a hard on, so I tried to think of something else and quickly got in bed and pulled the covers up over me. Donna then got in bed beside me.

“I bet you’ve never slept with a woman before,” she said as she took her gown off and laid it on the dresser.

“This will be a new experience for you. And for me too cause I’ve never slept with a queer boy before. And, one nice thing about being 12 is you can cum, but your semen isn’t fertile. That makes you very desirable,” she said as she got into bed with me.

I guess that Kurt never told her my age, because I was almost 14 at the time. And, later I learned that boys my age could make women pregnant. Anyway she asked me if I would like to try sex with a woman. She said that she knew it was ok with Raf. He just didn’t want another boy to have sex with me or for me to have sex with another boy.

She let me kiss her on the mouth as she began to remove my gown. Then I went down and kissed her nipples and gently sucked on them. Her breasts were soft and sensuous, not having lost their bounce. She pushed me down so that my mouth was over her pussy. Her pubic triangle had thick light brown silky hair. It smelled nice as she had just bathed and had used a fragrant scent on her muff. She directed me to separate her pussy lips with my tongue and massage her clit. After a few minutes she was moaning. Then she grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled me up so that I could kiss her lips, but at the same time she massaged my hard dick and guided it into her pussy. It felt so warm and tingly as I entered her. I had two weeks of cum stored up in my balls, so it didn’t take long before I filled her pussy with my seed. She moaned in pleasure as she felt me release my load.

I lay on top of her while my dick got soft. Then I lay on my side next to her cuddling her. Soon we both fell asleep.

We woke up the next morning around 7 AM. Donna got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I loved watching her naked butt as she walked. When she came back she said: “I didn’t know a 12 year old could fill me with so much cum.”

Donna didn’t like to use any form of birth control for herself, nor did she like her partners to wear condoms. Later I learned that as a condition of employment that Donna had Jose, Chico, and Paco get vasectomies. She hadn’t used any precautions with me because she didn’t think I was old enough to be fertile. Problem was, I was fertile, and we had sex when it was the time when she was most fertile. The result was in a few weeks she realized she was pregnant.

It was nearing Thanksgiving and Kurt invited Donna and me to visit for turkey and all the trimmings. So on Thanksgiving Day we arrived at my old home. Mom, Kurt, and Teresa were there to greet us. Mom as always looked like she had had a few too many. Anyway after the Thanksgiving meal Teresa and I were told to clean things up and do the dishes. This gave us a chance to be alone and to talk.

“My dad said Donna’s Mexicans turned you into a queer,” Teresa enquired. “I’m so sorry for all the trouble I caused you.”

I turned red and was speechless. Then she asked: “How does it feel, taking a cock up your ass? I’m still a virgin in my ass, but I’d love to try it some day.”

“Its nice,” was all I could say.

“I promised that I would make it up to you for what you did for me, and I will keep my promise,” she said.

I smiled at her and told her that I appreciated her offer. Around 8 PM Donna and I said our goodbyes and headed for the farm. We got home around 9:30 and before we retired she poured herself a few drinks saying it was a holiday and she could unwind. After at least three shots of vodka and tonic, Donna came into the bedroom. She was quite drunk so she just dropped her clothes on the floor and lay down naked next to me. “What do you like best about my body?” she asked.

I was surprised at her question and didn’t answer. “What do you like best about my body?” she repeated. “I won’t be offended. Just be honest and give me an answer.”

“I love all of you,” I stammered, “but I love your ass. I love walking behind you and watching your hot butt.”

“The boys love it too. Would you like to fuck me in the ass?” she asked.

I nodded in the affirmative so she said: “Then get the KY out of the top dresser drawer.”

I got the KY, but she looked so hot and sexy laying on her belly with her ass up that I just had to kiss her ass cheeks. Then I started licking her crack and soon my tongue was massaging her asshole. Since she had taken a quite a few cocks up her ass her hole quickly responded to my licking and I was able to penetrate her anus with my tongue. She moaned in pleasure. Then I lubed her hole and my dick. Slowly I worked my hard dick up her ass. It felt different, unlike her pussy her ass was tighter, but it felt so wonderful to my dick and me. She moaned as my dick released several days of cum into her hot hole. As always I lay on top of her until my dick got soft, then I pulled out. “Better wash up,” she said. So I went to the bathroom and washed my little man and came back to bed and cuddled Donna for the rest of the night.

The next evening Donna again drank too much and again was very horny. This time she explained that we would do 69. She got on top of me and pushed her nice ass in my face for me to eat while she sucked on my dick. Her mouth and tongue working my dick sent tingly vibrations all through me. At the same time I tongued her clit and after about 5 minutes brought her to climax. She grunted as I filled her mouth with cum. Then she got off of me and lay down beside me so that her mouth was right by my ear. Then I heard her swallow with a loud gulp. I had now cum in all three of her holes, just as the boys had done. After swallowing my load she fell asleep beside me.

A week before Christmas I got a surprise. Teresa came to spend the holidays with us. My mom and Kurt had won a Mexican cruise and were going to be away for the holidays. Though Teresa was 16, Kurt didn’t trust her to be alone. So he thought being with Donna and the isolation of the farm would keep her away from boys. Also since Donna assured him that I was a queer now, he felt I was no longer a threat. She arrived a week before Christmas and Kurt would pick her up the day after New Years.

The three of us had a nice time together, though Donna made me move back to my old room while Teresa stayed with us. Christmas was great as we shared presents and had the usual Christmas treats to eat. But Donna had been invited to a special New Years Eve party in town and so she left us after supper around 6 PM. She said she was going to stay with friends in town and wouldn’t be back until tomorrow afternoon. Teresa winked at me when she told us her plans, knowing that the two of us would be alone for almost 24 hours.

As soon as Donna left Teresa suggested that we shed our clothes and go to bed. I joined her in the guest room. We quickly got undressed and hopped into bed. Teresa has a beautiful body, nice tits with large nipples that I gently sucked. Then I licked her navel before getting lost in her dark bush of pubic hair. I parted her pussy lips with my tongue and licked her delicious juices. She tasted slightly different from Donna, perhaps because Donna is a mature woman and Teresa is 20 years younger. Soon her pussy was very moist with her juices and my saliva. She moaned and invited me to penetrate her. My dick slowly entered her. It felt so wonderful. I slowly pushed my dick deeper inside her, and then, I would pull back suddenly, then, slowly work my cock deeper into her pussy. This sent warm vibes through out her body and she moved her hips in a circular motion. Suddenly she let out a loud moan, much different than her earlier expressions. Her body tensed slightly, then relaxed. About the same time I came, filling her pussy with my hot semen. Then we both lay side by side exhausted from our hot lovemaking.

“If this is the way queers make love, I’ve got to get me a queer boyfriend,” she exclaimed.

I didn’t answer, but just cuddled her. We fell asleep and didn’t wake until after 9 AM the next morning. Teresa got up and went to the bathroom. Of course I loved watching her naked butt as she walked away to relieve herself. When she returned she got under the covers with me and said: “I hope that this makes up for all the trouble I caused you?”

“Well, sort of,” I replied.

“Is there something else that I need to do?” she asked.

“Yes there is.”

“Well, tell me what it is you want. You deserve it after all you’ve been through,” she said.

I looked at her and smiled. Then I said: “Well, I’d love to get your asshole cherry.”

“Its yours,” she said. Then she rolled over on her tummy and invited me to enter her back door. I quickly ran to the bathroom to get Donna’s enema bottle and filled it with warm water. Then I got the KY and gently lubed Teresa’s dark asshole. Slowly I worked the nozzle of the enema up her ass and gently squeezed the warm water into her inviting hole. I had her hold it in for a few minutes, just as I had learned to do. Then she went to the bathroom to expel the water and all the crap in her system. After about 5 minutes she returned all clean inside. As with Donna I licked her crack and soon my tongue was working its way around her tight hole. Then I lubed her ass with the KY. First I worked one finger in, then two, then, three to stretch her hole to receive my little man. I placed 3 pillows under her tummy to raise her ass better to receive me. Then slowly I worked my dick deep up her ass. She tensed and her sphincter muscle tried to resist the invasion, but eventually it gave way and I was in. The tightness and the friction of her anal walls caused me to cum quickly and fill her ass with my seed. After my dick softened I pulled out and went to the bathroom to clean up.

When I returned and got in bed with her, she exclaimed: “So that is how queers do it. Hurts a little at first, but it weren’t all that bad a feeling.”

We spent the rest of the morning in bed. We did 69 so I was able to leave cum in all three of her holes. She greedily swallowed my cum, knowing it might be a long time before she gets more. Then we got up, showered and had brunch. Donna got home around 2 PM and Teresa started packing her clothes as Kurt was coming for her tomorrow.

The next day Kurt arrived at Noon and we all had lunch together. Then he and Teresa left for the city, leaving Donna and I the only ones on the farm for a few more weeks.

Donna and I slept together that night, but we didn’t have sex. When we got in bed she asked me when my birthday was. I told that on February 10 I would be 14. Then she said: “Oh my God! I thought you were only 12.”

Then she explained that had she known I was older that she would have taken precautions and not had unprotected sex with me. Next she explained that she was late with her period and she might be pregnant. But then she said it wasn’t my fault that she should have known better. Of course that was the end of our sexual relationship. The following July she had the baby, a beautiful little girl.

Two weeks later Raf, Jose, Chico, and Paco returned from Mexico. Raf had brought me some special presents, which he shared with me the evening of his return. We retired to our bedroom early and he had me undress so that I was nude before him. Then he showed me the 3 boxes that contained the presents. Before he opened the boxes he said: “Hermana, I like my partner to have low hanging balls, and since yours don’t hang very well I brought back special devices to stretch your cords and sac.” Then he opened the first box and showed me a series of leather straps in graduated sizes. “Lay back,” he ordered, and pushed me back on the bed. Then he grabbed my ball sac and slipped the thinnest strap around the top of my sac, forcing my balls to the bottom. He snapped it shut, preventing me from retracting my balls. Now they would hang out, vulnerable and easy for him to grab. The stretcher had eye rings attached to it so that Raf could add weights, but for now he just attached a foot long leash, which hung down below my knees. It was kind of like having a tail.

He opened the second box, which contained a special pair of black leather high heel shoes. The heels were 4 inches high and they had a special locking device so that once locked in place, could not be removed without the special key. He put them on my feet, locked them in place and told me to stand up. I did and it was a little uncomfortable as the shoes made me feel like I was standing on my tiptoes, which I was. Raf explained that from now on every morning after I showered he would lock the heels to my feet so that I would have to walk on them all day. He said that the heels would be uncomfortable at first, but after a few months they would feel natural on my feet. What he didn’t say was that in time it would become very painful for me to walk without wearing high heels. Then he had me sit on the bed while he unlocked the heels from my feet and told me to lie on my tummy while he got the enema bottle. Raf had made me dependent on the nightly enema. Now I needed the enema in order to have a bowel movement. I lost the ability to have a natural bowel movement so in Raf’s absence Donna gave me my nightly enema shortly after supper.

Raf was taking more and more control of me now with the ball stretcher and the special high heel shoes. But when he worked his cock up my waiting asshole I lost all desire for resistance. After he made love to me, I told him I had a confession to make. Surprisingly he didn’t react. He just let me talk about what Donna, Teresa, and I did. He didn’t get angry, but just held me lovingly as I told him all the details. Then he said: “That’s ok, young stallions do foolish things. Geldings are much more stable.”

I didn’t understand what he meant at the time. But then he told me that 8 weeks he and Jose were going back to Mexico for 6 weeks and that I was to go with them. I was happy to hear this as I thought I would get a chance to meet his family.

The next morning before I was to shower, Raf unsnapped the ball stretcher. I felt a sharp pain as my stretched ball cords tried to go back to their original shape. He gently felt my ball sac and nodded approvingly of the results from just one night. After I showered he had me lay on the bed as he snapped another strap around the top of my sac, again forcing my balls to the bottom. This strap was about a quarter of an inch thicker than the other one and I was to wear it for the next 24 hours. And after I got my panties on he handed me the tight pink short shorts that Donna had bought me. He zipped me up and patted my ass. Then I sat on the edge of our bed while he locked the high heels on to my feet. I was to wear these for the rest of the day. Then we went down for breakfast.

After breakfast Donna and Raf told me that I would be doing housework from now on. Donna said I would adjust to doing everything in high heels. Though it was somewhat painful to walk the next day, I was still required to walk and do my work in the heels. But after a few days it became less painful and after two weeks I adjusted to them, though in time it became very difficult to walk without them.

Time went by very fast and soon it was the day that we were to leave for Mexico. Raf and I got out of bed and showered. Then I went to put my panties on so Raf could lock the high heels to my feet as he usually does. But this time he told me to forget the underwear. Instead I was still naked when he locked the heels in place. Then he finally opened the third box, which had been left unopened until now. From the box he presented me with a pink skirt and a white blouse and bra. “I like it better when you don’t wear panties,” he said as he had me step into the skirt and helped me to dress. He also had a dark brown shoulder length wig for me to wear. “I want you to look very feminine when you meet my family.”

I felt very awkward at first, but Donna, whose belly was starting to swell, helped make me up, while Raf looked on approvingly. Unfortunately the wig didn’t fit right on my head. As Donna was trying to adjust it, Jose popped in and saw the difficulty we were having. “You need to shave his head, that way it will fit properly,” he suggested. At first I resisted, not wanting to be shaved bald. I got up to leave, but Raf reached between my legs and grabbed the leash that was attached to my ball stretcher and gave it a sharp tug, and told me that it had to be done. So they sat me in a chair and Donna clipped my hair real short with scissors. Then Jose rubbed shaving cream on my scalp and took a razor and soon my head was as bald as my dick. Donna, Raf, and Jose stood back and admired my naked scalp. Donna held up a mirror for me to see. When I saw what they had done, I started crying.

Raf hugged me and kissed my baldhead and said: “Your hair will be allowed to grow back in time. But until you are initiated at the temple, it must be shaved regularly.”

I didn’t know what he meant by that and was too depressed to ask. But now the wig fit perfectly. Then Donna said I looked real girly. When she held up the mirror I thought that looked like a 14-year-old girl instead of a boy. With my new appearance completed, I got in the car with Raf and Jose and we headed for the 2,00-mile trip to his village in Mexico.

When we stopped for gas a few miles from the border Jose gave me a pill and told me to swallow it as it was a long bumpy drive and the pill would prevent me from getting carsick. Raf gave me a bottle of water and I took a swallow and the pill went down. Before we crossed the border Jose stopped at a grocery store to get some things to eat on the way. Raf and I stayed in the car. While Jose was gone I got real drowsy and soon lay down on the back seat and fell asleep. After that I don’t remember anything else about the trip down to Raf’s village, a journey that was to change my life forever.

To be continued.