You see where my large uncut dick and balls were there is now just a smooth place and a pisshole so I can sit to piss.

I started out hung like a horse, large balls and was very proud of my generous endowment. When I was 17 I started out working out at the gym after a few weeks I was really beginning to bulk up. That was when Nate began to notice me, I had noticed him before as well. He was a very muscled motor biker in his mid 40’s about 6’2” he towered over my 5’5” frame. He had long blond hair and tattoos and had about an 8” thick uncut dick with a 0GA PA. I found him wildly attractive, but also scary as well later I found out the fear was not unfounded and our relationship would take some sinister turns.

Nate invited me to his house one night and when we got there I started sucking him off, after just a minute of sucking he grabbed my head off his dick and slapped me around saying he would knock my teeth out if I scraped him again, being from a strict Puerto Rican family corporal punishment was nothing new to me, and I took his punishment. Actually such domination and use excited me.

After that he said he had to piss, I thought he was going to the bathroom but then said he had to piss again and told me to get on it and drink every last drop I tried to take it all but got choked and spilled some on the carpet, them he shoved me down and started slapping me really hard saying if I was going to be his bitch I better learn how to drink his piss. I tried it again and I drank every last drop.

The same evening I suggested I fuck him he said he didn’t get fucked and that my dick was too big and ugly anyway. He stuck his finger up my ass to make sure it was clean, it wasn’t and he said I was a filthy bitch and made me lick his finger clean then made me douche. After I cleaned he fucked me mercilessly.

It got to be a regular thing going to his house to get fucked, he was always dominant and would often smack me, and belt me for little things. Once I didn’t douche before I came over after he stuck his finger up my ass and I had to lick it clean then he beat the shit out of me then made me douche before he would fuck me. That night he said I was getting too hairy down below so he shaved me from head to toe leaving only my eyebrows, and said from then on he expected me to come to his house with a shaven crotch.

After a while my parents discovered I was gay and threw me out of the house. I approached Nate to see if I could stay awhile, he really wasn’t too fond of the idea and yelled that he really wasn’t too attracted to me that my dick was too big and ugly. I was sad at that point and just staring at the floor, I told him if I could fix it I would. Then he said something that really freaked me out, he said he had a bud that was a Dr. and could take a few inches off if I would agree to that then I could stay.

I turned to walk away then decided to stay and pulled my pants down, my cock was rock hard and skinned back thinking of me being modified by him, but I had no idea just how much I would lose.

I thought about things for a minute then told him I liked it when he used me and he could do anything he wanted to me. He said “I'm fuckin' serious about this, boy. I don't want any whining once its done.....Its too late then, you know" I said “no whining… I promise sir” of course I had no idea the Dr. was going to take balls and all leaving me nothing.

He fucked me that night till I couldn’t breathe and I got to sleep in his bed. He seemed really turned on.

Saturday morning he tied me to the bed I thought it was for rough sex, after he had me tied so tight there was no way I could get away. Then he gagged me with a pair of his underwear. After that he started drawing liquid in a syringe and said "I'm gonna give you a shot in the ass boy. This is gonna put you out for a long time. You don't want to feel it when the doc cuts into your dick, do you?” I started screaming and looking at him pleadingly, this mother fucker was really going to cut off part of my dick! He was hard as a rock as he put the needle in my ass he said in a few minutes I would be out cold. There is no describing all the emotions I was feeling, scared, angry for letting myself get into this situation and turned on, I got rock hard. He took a marker and marked the shaft about 4” and said that should just about do it. I was scared but didn’t yet realize that it wasn’t going to be short it would be gone, balls and all!!

I fought passing out as long as I could. The next thing I remember I was in bed, very sore with a jockstrap and cup on. Catheter was in me, I was scared to look and see what had been done to me. Nate came in and gave me a drink, he asked if I wanted to see my crotch and brought a mirror so I could get a good look. I couldn’t believe the son of a bitch had everything removed balls and all, I felt my manhood had been stolen. I balled like a baby saying I had not agreed to this, I felt the stitches and must say it felt quite odd to no longer have any manparts. Nate seemed quite pleased with what had been done to me and I thought maybe it won’t be so bad. Then was depressed thinking I would never again get off and would have to take hormones if I wanted to appear male.

I healed up nicely and when my stitches were to come out Nate had me blindfolded so I couldn’t see his Dr. friend. My stitches and catheter were taken out and Nate and his Dr. friend fucked me. I was started on hormones and resumed going to the gym, Nate insisted that I wear gym clothes tight enough so everyone knew I was a nullified eunuch, and also made me shower at the gym some people would be shocked, others curious. I know I would forever be a freak now, damn him, I thought at least I do have him, but wasn’t sure it was worth the price.

He continued to be very sadistic, tied me down to fist me, after a while I got to take it without being tied down. He loved to watch me piss, I had my pisshole near my asshole so I could squat to piss, sometimes I would often shuck my spandex shorts in the back yard and take a piss.

Shortly after my 18th birthday I scraped his dick with my teeth and he got angry and knocked out my front teeth. He acted very sorry and said he was going to call his dentist to fix my teeth. Monday we went to the dentist, and he told the dentist to extract all my teeth! I couldn’t believe it the bastard already took my manhood and now he was going to take the teeth he hadn’t already knocked out! The extractions were not painful and it took a little over an hour, I felt so hopeless as all my once straight teeth were being extracted one by one. We went home and I stayed on painkillers for the next couple of weeks I was 18 with no manhood and now toothless. After a few weeks the stitches came out, and I sucked him off, he said it felt awesome to get a blowjob with gums. He had dentures made for me but I missed my real teeth.

When I was 23 he said he was tired of our relationship and he wanted to break up, I told him it would cost him. Otherwise the police would get involved. He gave me 20,000. And I started a new life at 23 now a toothless nullo.

I went through depression because I felt no man would want me I went to counseling, also started college and graduated.

Now I have an excellent job nice home, I always long to have my manhood back and be able to feel an actual orgasm, do have a few playmates from the gym, but I would really like to find a man who is interested in a LTR with a sexy Puerto Rican who has everything but his teeth and manhood.