Eighteen Months In

     18 months ago, I agreed to put my husband on female hormones, after he begged me to consider it and showing me a number of fem-dom magazines. Neither of us was exactly sure where this was going to lead, but we agreed to start on an unknown road. Over the 18 months, he began to develop breasts, and his nipples became larger and more tender. He put some weight on his hips, he even said that his hips started knocking things off tables as he went by or turned around near a table, because he did not recognize how his body image had changed. When he told me of this, I thought it was pretty funny. And, his penis, which wasn't all that, shrunk a lot. Since he built up a little pad of fat on his new "mons", sometimes his little penis would shrink inside, and have no length at all. He said that if he did the runway walk that fashion models do, it rubbed his little penis and excited him. I laughed and told him he had discovered one of the secrets of womanhood, that under the right circumstances, a woman can get a "no hands" masturbation orgasm. During this time I taught him to be very good at cunnilingus and using dildoes and vibrators on me. He has not had regular intercourse with me since we started our program, though he could still get a little erection and I helped him ejaculate occasionally. But on the hormones, he did not get horny as often, now I was getting horny more often than he was. Christmas 2004 I decided to talk this over with him. We decided to get our libidoes to match better, that on New Year's Day he would go off the female hormones.

     He stayed off them all of January. His libido has come back, but he is no larger, gets horny but not erect, all I can tell is his breasts are not as big. We decided to try all 3 of the men's erection prescriptions advertised on the Super Bowl Sunday. They did not help much. My family doctor called me at work, unaware of course of the previous hormone experiment, and said that if that was her husband, and even if the erection meds had worked, she would find some way to get a divorce, that she could not really live with someone with a micropenis. Well, I really like my husband for some other skills he has, but honestly, I did need a good fucking. I decided to talk to hubby again.

     I told him essentially what my family doctor said and how I feel about him. Thankfully, he suggested that he go back on the female hormones. He said that now I may have other lovers, if I agree to bring them home. I suggested, to dampen his desires more this time so it would not be as emotionally painful for him, that we both increase the dose, and order male hormone blockers. He agreed. And I told him that I think it is now time to get ready for castration and male to female surgery down the road. He actually agreed, and said he was glad I suggested it. So I told him my plan for him is to get his little penis pierced while it is still big enough, and to get his nipples pierced. Then, I told him I will get one of those stainless steel sink strainers with the metal screen, have another stainless steel disk fashioned with a larger center hole and smaller holes around that, to pull his penis and balls through, bring a bar down to his balls and rivet it in place so he can not pull out. Then I will put that pierced penis and balls under the screen, zip tie penis to the screen and rivet the sink sreen to the other flat disk, encaging his penis. I told him that he must do this to see what it is like to be without his penis, unable to ever touch it. He agreed that would be best, before agreeing to the surgery. I plan to tease his nipples a lot after they are pierced, to test his resolve. I changed my mind, decided that I will leave him off the hormones for a while leaving him horny and penis encaged. I will begin dating again, too, what a relief that will be to be truly fucked but good. After I do put him back on the hormones, I am not sure what surgery to get for him, except I first plan big breasts for him. I am tossing around in my mind just castrating him, or maybe just having his penis removed, glans and all, (after all, many Muslim women have their clits cut off at puberty and vagina sewn shut until marriage). I lean slightly toward cutting off his penis, so he keeps his balls, gets horny, but has no erogenous zones left to feel pleasure. I think this would be tremendously funny and I would enjoy parading around nude or scantily clad teasing him and teasing his nipples, which always really turn him on.  Or maybe I will have him totally neutered, penis, balls, sac all gone and stitched up smooth around his urethra. I might leave his big breasts but have his nipples removed and new ones tattooed on, so he won't even have any pleasant sensation on his nipples. But since he is a good cuntlicker, I guess I will just turn him into as good a woman as he can afford. After his year with no access to his penis, I will give him a day to decide whether we are going to go to counseling and get back on the hormones and on the pathway for the surgeries, or if he just wants a divorce. In the meantime, he agrees to full body electrolysis and my friend the electrolysist is ecstatic. She is going to give me a big discount!