17-yearold Danny has long dreamed of losing his penis. A trip to Mexico makes his dream come true.
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The razor lay shiny and new on the bedroom table, as its teenage victim lay only a few feet away, bound and helpless. The cutter felt sorry for the boy, whom he had subdued and tied up only moments before. But not too sorry; after all, this was his job and he had done this many times before. He stopped to stroke the blond hair of the lad, who stared up at him with panic-stricken eyes. The only sounds coming from the victim were muffled whimpers, as the cutter had secured a ball gag into his mouth. No movement was possible by the boy, either, as his legs and arms were tied securely to the four bed posters. The cutter picked up the razor, and held it against the base of the boy’s penis. He regretted he couldn’t take off the balls as well, but his instructions were clear: only the cock was to go. Despite the boy’s intense fear, his penis was fully engorged and pointing straight to the ceiling. The cutter marveled at how often this was the case. Obviously, most of his victims were willing to lose their cocks – eager to do so. The boy couldn’t have been older than 16, the cutter thought, as he grasped the swollen head. It was a virgin penis, never having felt the warm embrace of a woman’s vagina, or the tightness of another man’s rectum. Too bad for the boy, he thought, slashing the razor against the base of the penis, drawing a gusher of blood. The victim thrashed vainly against his restraints, tears pouring from his tightly-shut eyes. After just a few quick strokes, the severed organ lay in the palm of the cutter’s hand, still warm to the touch. It was so easy to do, the cutter thought. “Oh shit, yeah,” gasped Danny as his cum spurted onto the computer keyboard. He had already jerked off twice today from reading these online castration fantasies, but this story was really hot. After wiping his sperm from the keyboard, he bookmarked the story to read again in the future. Danny was 17, a good looking kid with dark eyes and brown hair. His parents always wondered why such a handsome young man never seemed to have any girlfriends. They didn’t know that their son wasn’t interested in fucking girls. His only desire was to lose his cock. It was a desire that Danny had held since he was much younger. Even as a young child, he loved tying strings and rubber bands tight around his penis. A few times he even inserted objects into his piss hole. All these activities hurt, but Danny enjoyed the pain. When he reached puberty, Danny masturbated regularly while imagining having his cock cut off. The thought of a sharp instrument slicing through his penis always caused him to have a large erection, and it never took long for him to shoot a wad of white cum onto his chest. He loved to scoop the semen up and lick it from his fingers afterwards. The advent of the Internet began an intense new period of fantasies for Danny. He was thrilled to find many websites dedicated to body modification. His particular favorites dealt with penectomy. “I thought I was the only one who felt this way,” he thought while reading the many fantasies about penis cutting. It was a revelation to the handsome boy. From that moment on, Danny spent many hours each day on his computer, surfing the Web for penectomy stories. He jerked off three or four times a day while reading the stories. While he found this exciting and pleasurable, he also was filled with frustration. These were only fantasies, he thought. “I wonder if it’s really possible to have my dick taken off?” The idea began to obsess him. One day, Danny found a new message board dealing with penectomy. The board had many postings, some from guys wanting to find a way to lose their cocks. But there were also a few from guys saying they knew ways to have a penectomy performed. Danny read those postings with intense fascination. The possibility of actually having his cock removed drove him almost wild with excitement. He eagerly read through the message board, looking for the posting that would enable him to fulfill his long-held dream. “Mexican Holiday” was the title of the posting Danny spotted that day. “Penectomy performed in a safe, clean clinic.” His eyes widened as he read through the item. It said that this clinic had years of experience in penis removal, as it specialized in treating penis cancer. But the doctors didn’t care why they were doing the surgery, so long as the fee was paid. What made Danny’s heart pound even faster was the amount of the fee – it was less than he had saved over the years from his after-school jobs. Danny’s mind raced wildly as he thought of a way to reach the clinic. His senior class was scheduled to go to Guadalajara the following month on Spring Break – and the clinic was located in that city! He could hardly contain his excitement. Danny unzipped his jeans and pulled out his cock, which already was swollen almost to bursting. It took only a few strokes for him to shoot his load. He began laughing as he bent over the keyboard, licking his cum off the keys. That night, Danny masturbated to the most intense fantasies he had ever had. He tied a string tight around the base of his cock, trapping the blood and producing a huge erection. It took a long time for him to ejaculate, but it proved to be the biggest jolt of pleasure he ever experienced. As he fantasized about a scalpel slicing through his dick, a large ribbon of cum shot from the head of his penis, landing on his left nipple. Danny took his finger and scooped it up, licking every drop and smiling at the thought of his trip next month. It proved no problem to convince his parents to pay for the planefare to Mexico. They were glad to see Danny show an interest in a social activity. Perhaps he would meet a nice girl from his school, they thought. The day of the trip was one of great excitement and anticipation for Danny. He went to the bank and withdrew the $800 from his account. It was every penny he had, but he would gladly part with it. Danny could hardly contain himself as he packed his suitcase. He held up a pair of underpants, imagining how he’d look in them after his cock was removed. The boys and girls from his school chattered away as the plane as it headed to Mexico, but Danny sat alone, his heart pounding. Before he left, Danny had emailed the clinic and made an appointment for the surgery. He would have to wait a couple of days, but that was no problem. A lifetime of waiting would soon be over. After his class checked in at the hotel, Danny decided to visit a beach he had heard about. He didn’t bother to put on a bathing suit, because this was a nude beach. He hopped on a bus and in less than an hour he was there. Danny was amazed at the sight of a beach covered with men and women, and not a stitch of clothing to be seen. After stripping off his t-shirt and shorts, Danny lay nude on his blanket. His eyes turned again and again to the sight of men’s cocks. Except for his own penis, and pictures he had seen on the Internet, Danny had never seen another cock. The sight made his penis begin to swell. He imagined what it would be like to take another man’s cock into his mouth – or up his ass. A few men noticed Danny’s erection, and smiled at him. He smiled back, wondering whether he should try to talk to any of the men. But he decided not to. That night, Danny couldn’t sleep. He jerked off again and again, thinking about what was to happen the following day. While he was a little scared, his overwhelming emotion was one of excitement. Danny knew that he would go through with the surgery. By this time tomorrow night, his penis would be gone. As dawn finally broke, Danny showered and dressed. His class was to go on a site-seeing trip, but Danny’s plans called for a different experience. Putting the address of the clinic in one pocket, he gathered up the $800 and stuffed it into his wallet. Then he headed down the stairs and waited for the bus in front of the hotel. The trip to the clinic took less than half an hour, but it seemed like an eternity to Danny. His heart pounded wildly, and inside his jeans his cock was erect in anticipation. Nobody on the bus seemed to notice this handsome American boy, and nobody could have guessed what he was about to have done to him. The clinic looked like any other clinic, sterile and white. The only difference was that everyone inside was speaking Spanish. At the reception desk, he struggled to make himself understood, but finally the woman found his name on the list, and motioned for him to take a seat. It was nearly an hour before a doctor emerged and called his name. Danny jumped up and eagerly followed the man into an examination room. In a heavy accent, the doctor instructed Danny to remove all his clothes and put them in a bag. After stripping, Danny hopped onto the table and laid down as the doctor examined him. The doctor smiled as he lifted Danny’s erect penis, taking notes on a clipboard. After a few minutes, he abruptly left, leaving Danny alone. The excitement was so great that Danny couldn’t stay still. Despite the chance of discovery, he began stroking his cock, slowly at first, then faster as he felt his orgasm approaching. The fact that this would be his last ejaculation made it even more exciting. In only a few minutes, Danny’s chest was covered by sticky white semen. For the last time, Danny enjoyed licking his sperm from his fingers. Hardly had he finished when a nurse entered, holding a white pan filled with water. He sponged off Danny’s penis and balls, and then began shaving his entire crotch area. After finishing, she handed him a white hospital gown. Danny put it on, and followed the nurse out of the room and down the hall. The operating room was large and bright, filled with many lights and machines. A stainless steel table sat in the middle of the room, a table of metal instruments standing next to it. The doctor was in the corner, washing his hands at a sink, while an assistant tied the doctor’s mask and gown. Danny was led to the table by the nurse, and hopped up onto it. The table felt cold, but Danny didn’t really notice. His heart was pounding so fast that he felt lightheaded. Danny’s feet were placed into stirrups, and heart sensors were attached to various parts of his body. The masked doctor came up next to him, pulling on his surgical gloves. An assistant wheeled an IV bag over, a clear bag of fluid dangling from its top. Simultaneously, an IV needle was inserted into his right arm, while the doctor began to thread a catheter down into Danny’s penis. The catheter burned slightly as it snaked down into his bladder, finally sending a stream of yellow piss up the tube and into a collection bag. The doctor nodded to his assistant, who pressed a button releasing the anaesthetic. The fluid entered Danny’s arm, and in a few seconds the room began to grow dark. The last thing Danny saw before lapsing into unconsciousness was his penis being taped to his stomach, the catheter protruding like a snake from his pisshole. Danny awoke suddenly in the recovery room, dazed by the anaesthesia. It seemed as if no time had passed. Nurses walked around the room, checking on patients and talking among themselves. An IV bag hung next to his bed. Then Danny remembered why he was here. He raised his head and stared at his crotch. A large bandage covered his middle section, a catheter threaded through the center. He dropped his head back into the pillow, and once again passed into sleep. The next time he awoke, Danny saw he was in a different room. His head was much clearer now. Although another bed was in the room, Danny was alone. Once again he looked down at his crotch, seeing the catheter draining the yellow fluid from his bladder. He felt an intense throbbing from under the bandages. Danny reached down and felt the bandaged area. He clearly felt his testicles, but where he penis should have been there was only a flat surface. Danny’s heart jumped. It was done! Danny drifted in and out of sleep as a result of the painkiller. Nurses came in from time to time to check him and replace empty IV bottles. His catheter bag also was emptied. A sense of great fulfillment filled Danny as he lay in the bed. He had accomplished something he had only dreamed about since he was a young boy. The next day, the doctor and a nurse returned. They carefully unwrapped his bandages to see how Danny was healing. When they were finished taking off the dressing, Danny could at last see what had been done to him. The catheter protruded from a small hole just above his scrotum. The area around the hole was red and swollen. So this is how I will look from now on, Danny thought. It was a wonderful sight. Danny spent several more days in the clinic. On the last day, the catheter was removed, and Danny was helped to the toilet. In broken English, the nurse told him to sit on the toilet seat and urinate. Danny looked down and saw the piss dribble from the hole where he penis had been. So this was how he would piss for the rest of his life, Danny thought. The other kids from his class hadn’t even noticed Danny had vanished. They were busy going to beaches and seeing the sights. Danny returned to his hotel room, and collapsed on his bed, exhausted. Out of habit, he slipped off his shorts and underwear, and reached down to begin to masturbate. It was a shock to realize that his cock was gone! Danny felt around his pisshole, remembering the feeling of stroking his hard dick. Suddenly, he began to wonder if he had made the right decision. The next day was the final one of the class trip. Danny returned to the nude beach, and laid down on his blanket. This time he kept his shorts on, though. He again found the sight of naked young men intensely stimulating, but this time Danny felt no erection springing from his crotch. A feeling of deep regret began to fill him, and he quickly decided to return to the hotel. The first week back at school was a difficult one for Danny. He listened as the kids talked about the trip, bragging about their sexual conquests. It was particularly hard to hear the boys talking, as it made Danny think about their hard young cocks. He was wracked with doubt about what he had done in that Mexican clinic. The first night back, Danny logged onto the Internet, and went to his favorite penectomy site. The stories were hot, and he felt himself become aroused. He felt around his pisshole, wishing his cock was still there. He longed to feel the hard shaft in his hand, and wanted more than anything to taste his sticky cum. But all he could do was rub his balls, and remember how it used to be to have a cock. A few weeks after returning from the trip, Danny invited Eric to his house after school. Eric was the closest thing to a best friend Danny had. He always suspected Eric was gay, which may have drawn him to the good looking boy. The boys watched TV in Danny’s room, and after awhile Eric said, “Look what I brought.” He reached into his backsack and pulled out a porno video. “You’ll love this one, Danny.” Eric popped it into the VCR, and before long a couple of men were on the screen, sucking each other’s cocks. Danny was surprised and excited. But he also wondered what would happen now with Eric. Before long, the men on the screen were fucking each other. Eric was rubbing his swelling crotch, and looked over at Danny. “Hey c’mon, don’t you think this is a hot movie?” he asked. “Yeah, I guess it is,” Eric responded. “But I just don’t feel horny right now.” Eric rolled over with a grin and grabbed Danny’s arms. “Maybe this will help,” he said, and kissed Danny. As Eric’s tongue probed his mouth, Danny felt himself getting turned on. He felt Eric’s hard cock pressing up against him. “Damn, what should I do now,” he thought, panic-stricken that Eric would find out that he was dickless. Eric stopped and peeled off his shirt. “Cmon, Danny, you know you want this,” he said, tugging on Danny’s shorts. Although Danny tried to stop him, Eric managed to yank his shorts and underpants off. Staring Eric in the face was a fine set of balls, and a tiny hole where Danny’s cock used to be. “Holy shit!” Eric shouted, springing upright. “What the hell happened to you?” Danny began to sob, which seemed to melt Eric’s anger. Through his tears, he told Eric the entire story: his long fascination with penectomy, the trip to Mexico, everything. Eric listened with fascination, and then thought a long time. “I don’t understand why you did it, Danny, but I don’t think you’re weird or anything. I still really like you a lot.” He reached over and kissed Danny, and the boys embraced. As they lay in each other’s arms, Danny felt Eric’s cock begin to stiffen again. “I’d like to make you come, Eric,” he said softly. “Would you like that?” Eric smiled and kissed Danny gently. “What do you think?” he responded with a smile. Moments later, both boys were naked. Danny eagerly licked and sucked Eric’s cock, producing groans of pleasure from his friend. Eric pushed Danny on his back and lowered his face into Danny’s crotch. He tongued his balls, then began kissing and licking the small piss hole. Danny found this very exciting, and decided he wanted Eric to fuck his virgin ass. Danny took a glob of Vaseline and spread it up and down Eric’s hard shaft, Then he took his greased finger and eased it into his anus. “I want you inside me, Eric, please,” he pleaded. Eric smiled and took hold of Danny’s ankles, lifting Danny’s legs onto his shoulders. Eric placed the greased head of his cock against Danny’s anus, and gently pushed it in. With a sigh of pleasure, Eric sank the full length of his penis into Danny rectum. The boys held each tight, kissing and stroking each other’s hair, as Eric began pumping his shaft in and out of Danny’s asshole. It only took a few minutes before Eric spurted his cum into Danny’s bowels. The boys collapsed, and then Eric wrapped his arms around Danny, gently kissing his face and neck. “I don’t care if you have a cock or not,” Eric said. “I love you. Today has been the best day of my life.” Danny’s eyes filled with tears. A few hours ago, he thought he would never experience this kind of pleasure. Suddenly, his regrets about the penectomy were vanished. Danny grew to love his dickless life. It wasn’t perfect – he really missed jacking off, and wished he could feel Eric’s mouth or tight ass around his penis. But he knew losing his cock was something he wanted to happen, and had to happen. Danny had made the right decision.