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Earl was in no physical pain while I was performing the castration on him. He just lay there meekly worshipping me as I operated on his testicles. When used properly, modern local anesthetics are safe and very effective. In fact when Fiona and I confronted Earl about his wanking off while watching me geld the stallion a few days earlier, he almost confessed, and when I told him I was going to castrate him, well, I think he really had been wanting me to do it to him for real, and he'd wanted it for some time. Fiona and I had no trouble getting him on the table, in fact Fiona "helped" him, but he almost just got on the table by himself. Maybe Earl saw being castrated by a woman as some kind of "release" from something. I injected the anesthetic into Earl's scrotal sac, into the flesh of his sac, then into each testicle, right one first then the left. He did stiffen and flinch when I injected each of his balls, but it only lasted a second and then his scrotum and balls were numb and he felt no pain after that. I also think Earl was so absorbed in what was happening to him and that it was a woman performing the castration on him, that he didn't notice any physical pain there might have been, and like I said, with the anesthetic I used he would have felt no pain anyway. He seemed very drawn to watching me when I was rolling up my sleeves to perform the castration. He really has a thing about women with their sleeves rolled up, so he just focused on that as I was rolling up my sleeves. Quite often during the operation Earl would look at my arms, especially my elbows and at where I had my sleeves rolled up to, which was about half way between my elbows and my shoulders, like I said he really has a thing about a woman with her sleeves rolled up above her elbows. He also focused a lot of the time on his genital area and just seemed mesmerized watching me cutting out his testicles. Watching me castrate him seemed to fascinate him. Most of the time though he just laid there looking up at me, looking into my face and into my eyes, and I CAN DEFINATELY TELL YOU HE WAS WORSHIPPING ME AS GODDESS as I was cutting his nuts out! I can also definately tell you he was very sexually stimulated and aroused while I was operating on him! It wasn't a pleasant experience for him, but it was definately a sexual one! His penis was hugely erect during the whole surgery, and when I brought him off while I was operating on him, Earl came quickly, easily, and it was very easy for me to get him to cum and for me to totally drain him, and this was even with his balls dissected out of his sac and in my hands. I am definately sure he was terrified! Total fear, fear of me, fear of what I was doing to him, fear of the aftereffects, just fear. I could easily tell these things and I was not concentrating at all on Earl or on his reaction. As a veterinary surgeon performing a castration, I was concentrating on the castration surgery I was performing on him, but what Fiona says about Earl and how he was reacting while I was castrating him back up everything I'm saying here. I tried to be just as gentle with him as I could be, I always try o be as gentle as possible when I perform any surgery, so I gelded Earl very very gently and his reaction seemed to show I was being very gentle. Throughout the surgery he did quite often whimper and moan softly, I think more out of fear than anything, though it could have been both fear and sexual feelings together. I very gently dissected Earl's testicles out of his scrotum and I cradled them in my right hand while I masturbated him very slowly and gently with my left hand. I did a vasectome on his as soon as he came to prevent any sperm from perhaps getting to his prostate while I was resectioning his cords. Then I very gently resectioned his spermatic cords and then I quickly snipped them and his balls were gone. Working as gently as I do made the operation take a little longer, but it was worth it to make a cleaner and less physically traumatic castration. He did faint while I was sewing up his scrotum, I guess emotionally it was all just too much for him, in fact even still today he just can't bring himself to talk about it, poor thing, but physically he's all better now. Sexually pleasant and exstatic, emotionally traumatizing! Yes I sure it was. Physical pain. I'm absolutely certain and can assure everyone that Earl felt no physical pain while I was castrating him. He did have some post-operative pain and soreness as he recovered, but that's normal with any surgery, and it was easily controlled with a mild analgesic, and he quickly recovered and is just fine. No, he can't get erections at all any more, and of course there's no gooie mess to deal with. Earl totally worships me as Goddess, he's very attentive to me and devoted to me, and he loves to snuggle, which I just love. So bottom line is, Earl was in no pain while I was performing the castration surgery on him, and today he's totally happy and so am I. |