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Carmen and me
Chapter 4 I knew that I would need a place to stay in two months after Brian moved out. I could not keep my job and go to school, too. I would never keep grades up enough to stay in school. Carmen would be a dream come true to me. Why did I mess up my chances of having a normal relationship with Carmen? I resolved to myself that I would do whatever it took to make Carmen happy, even sacrifice myself. I stayed in bed all day. I felt bad. I just wanted to sleep and so I did. The next day I saw Carmen in class. Even though we sat next to each other she completely ignored me. Carmen had taught me enough to get me through the class. I was finally making good grades and it was all because of her. By the time five P.M. came I was a basket case. I called Carmen and her voice sounded ice cold. “Hello” “Carmen, I will do whatever it is that I have to do to be with you.” “Oh, really?” “Yes, I am prepared to be whatever you want me to be.” “Fine. I will be over and we can discuss the details over supper. I will buy. Get used to it.” Soon the familiar deep sound of the DeLorean was outside. I got up and opened the door for Carmen. She came in and sat down. “Are we alone? Is your roommate here?” Carmen inquired. I replied, “We are alone. Please tell me what I have to do to be with you.” “Danny, will you marry me and sign any pre-nuptial that I want?” “Yes. Whatever it takes.” “Do you accept my demands, without knowing what they are?” “As long as you don’t leave me I will let you do what you will.” “Danny, I would not ask you to do that. You make me very happy and I want you to agree to what I want you to do before you do it. Is that O.K.?” “Yes. That makes me much more comfortable.” “Danny, I don’t want you to ever harbor any resentment toward me. I am telling you everything now. What I want you to do will render you permanently sterile. It will just make it impossible for you to get me or anyone else pregnant. You know that I don’t believe in birth control by hormone manipulation and I think that you should protect me from the possibility of pregnancy. If I ever catch you having sex with someone else again it will be over forever between us. If you hadn’t done what you did I probably would trust you, but you have broken your trust with me and I want you to be embarrassed to be naked in front of anyone but me. Do you understand?” “Yes. Carmen, am I to be tattooed? How will you accomplish what you are asking of me?” “Danny, I want you to have body modifications. I also want you to be available for sex whenever I want you. If I don’t want sex though you must do without. You are entitled to all the privacy that you want after what is to be done to you. I want you to be modified in a way that would make penetration difficult if not impossible. I must have control over when you get to have sex. I want to completely control your sexuality. Do you understand?” “Yes” “Good then. After you sign the necessary legal papers we will get married. I would like a traditional wedding with all the trimmings. I have the money to pay for it. I am well set financially. You will never have to work unless you want to work. That is up to you as long as you acknowledge that a job is just a job and that I come first. After that you must have your modifications while I watch and videotape them. One other thing, I want you to get the first minor modification done tonight.” “Carmen, that is fine. I love you.” “Danny, I love you too. You are going to have to prove that you love me because I don’t trust you. Don’t ever expect me to do to anything to my body like what we are having you do to yours. I love myself more than I love you. That is how it must be. I love myself too much to lie to you or to lower myself to betray you. Do you understand? If you commit to me I will never betray your trust but you will never completely possess me. I will retain the right to do anything with anyone that I wish to do. Is that understood?” “Yes.” “Good. Now we will begin. I want you to go into the bathroom and shave off all of your body hair from the earlobes down. I want you to shave it all off and then come in here in the nude for your inspection.” “B-b-but Carmen...” “Danny, just shut up and go do yourself. Another thing, don’t you dare get off doing it, either. Do you understand?” “Yes” “Maybe I had better go with you and watch.” Reluctantly I went into the bathroom with Carmen following. She got a chair and sat outside the bathroom with the door open and watched silently while drew my bath water, stripped and settled in for my soak and my long body shave. Soon she got up and walked into the other room, seemingly bored that I was taking so much time. I heard Carmen turned on the television. I vaguely heard her on the phone. I started by shaving my legs. I felt funny because I have never shaved my legs before. I knew that a lot of men did because I noticed that a few of the guys at school had no leg hair when they wore shorts to class. I just kept on going. I shaved my pubis, belly, chest and underarms. When I got up out of the bathtub I noticed that I looked strange hairless. I wondered if Carmen was going to keep me hairless form now on. I shivered from the thought and the embarrassment. After I shaved my face I toweled myself dry and leaving the towel on the floor I slowly walked into the next room to face Carmen, naked, shaven. I entered into Carmen’s presence and I was sporting a huge erection with pre-cum dripping from my penis uncontrollably. Carmen was sitting on the chair by the light and telephone. She turned up the lights and motioned me to come over to her. She had her legs doubled up under her on the couch. Her short dress revealed her beautiful legs and she had her shoes on and her feet on the couch under her. I stood before her so embarrassed that my erection started to wilt slightly. “Danny, I want you to turn you back to me and bend over and spread you ass so that I can see between your legs from behind.” Slowly, I did as I was told without uttering a word. As I spread my ass cheeks for Carmen my erection returned. By the time that I had assumed the required position I was blushing all over my body. Carmen inspected me thoroughly. At length she spoke. ”Danny, you didn’t shave you ass crack or your asshole.” “Did you not understand my instructions?” “C-C-Carmen,…” “Danny shut up the stuttering. I have made arrangements to get your modifications started tonight.” “I have brought you what I want you to wear. This is a surgery scrub shirt and pants with the drawstring. I have you gummy flip-flops to wear on your feet. You are to be naked except for these four items of clothing.” “Yes, Carmen.” I found myself replying without thinking. “Now, get in there and shave it all off of your ass and hurry up.” “Just to make sure that you do it right I’m going to watch this time.” I felt so strange squatting over a mirror while Carmen watched me shave all the hair off of my asshole and the area between my scrotum and ass. Soon I was completely hairless and Carmen smiled the whole time I shaved as my erection dripped pre-cum on the mirror. At length she told me to put the clothing on because I looked like a baby with a big dick. After I was dressed in my outfit Carmen took me out to the car and we sped off into the night.
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