Carmen and me Chapter 6

I am Carmen’s plaything. I am truly her boy-toy. We were married in beautiful traditional ceremony that hid the true nature of our relationship. I am legally bound by pre-nuptial agreements and Carmen prefers that I don’t work and stay at home and serve her in the nude. I will finish my degree next month but I don’t know if I will ever use it and go to work. She controls our sex life completely. When she is not in the mood and I am horny she requires me to strip naked and masturbate in front of her. She has required me to make many trips to a sperm storage facility and strip naked and masturbate while squatted over a cup. When I ejaculate it is like a dry orgasm and ejaculate will drip off of my scrotum into the cup. She will not let me wipe myself after these sessions and I must go home wet and messy. Sometimes a wet spot will be apparent between my legs because I am not allowed underwear.

Sometimes if she gets turned on she makes me perform oral sex on her but this is not a regular occurrence. Carmen has never allowed me to penetrate her but I have plenty of sex. She requires me to strip and masturbate often. I was taken to another one of her friends beauty salon where I was made to strip again and sit in the beauticians chair naked with my legs spread and hung over the arms of the chair. I am always made to see myself naked from all angles by the mirrors on the four walls of the room and on the door. The room is private and I am grateful for that because I would be utterly devastated if I had to show my naked, shaved and modified body to any woman that happened to be there. Painfully I endured this until the removed all of my hair below my neck by electrolysis.

Whenever I come I make a mess between my legs but none of my discharges has ever entered Carmen. If she is feeling gracious she will masturbate herself in front of me and I feel grateful to have finally seen her nude, even though I am not allowed to have real normal penetrative sex. One of these times was on our honeymoon night. Carmen occasionally shaves her pubic hair all off and it is all that I can do to restrain myself from ravishing her and grinding our hairless pubic areas together in wanton, lustful sex. I always manage to restrain myself because I know that Carmen would get no pleasure from sex unless she is in control.

When she allows me to masturbate now Carmen always makes sure that I am on my side of the bed so that I have to lie in the wet spot from my own come. After she puts the locking device back through my cock I have to stay in the nude at night when sleeping and Carmen always wears pajamas of some kind. I am nude at all times in our house. I only get to wear clothes when we go out. Carmen will wear skimpy, suggestive clothing, especially when one of her friends comes for a visit because she knows that it will arouse me into an erection. Whenever this happens I am forced to masturbate for them on my back with my legs way apart while holding up my balls so that she can see me cum out of my new hole and watch it run down on my ass. Occasionally, she will ask her guest if she would like to make me cum. On these occasions I feel completely helpless and utterly embarrassed. I will never see any of these women naked but they have seen me naked and made me cum. On these occasions I feel like I did as a small child when I was made to undress in front of a bunch of adults.

Sometimes Carmen makes me get out my cock and she masturbates me in the movie or the car or in a dark bar or restaurant. I come even with my locking device through the end of my penis and soak myself between the legs with pre-cum and ejaculate. When we get home after this she watches and I am made to strip naked at the door and then wash out my pants in the bathroom sink after we get home. I have never gotten used to the feelings of fear that such a thing causes me. I hate to me made to cum in public and I hate it even more when she makes me get naked in public. The worst thing is on those infrequent occasions when she makes me get naked and then cum. After this I am forced to walk back naked to where we have left my clothes. This usually happens in a trail at a park or in an under-populated area.

Many times she has groups of friends over who get to see me nude because I am not allowed to wear anything in our home. At first it was embarrassing being hairless and pierced through the end of my penis but now I am getting to be quite an exhibitionist in front of a small group of Carmen’s friends. If I appear to be enjoying myself too much she as each one of them squeeze my balls hard enough to make me sick to my stomach. One time one of Carmen’s friends brought her husband with her. After observing me in my naked modified state she told him that she wanted him to have the same modifications that I have had to endure. He nodded quietly and after some brief private conversation they left.

I must return to the beautician every month for electrolysis to keep me permanently deprived of my body hair. One day the regular beautician was on vacation and I had to expose myself in front of another beautician that I had never met. The young girl looked shocked as I was made to strip nude in front of her and Carmen explained to her how she wanted my hair removed. The girl was visibly aroused and Carmen noticed it and excused herself to run some errands after handcuffing my hands to the chair as the young lady was finishing me. As soon as Carmen left the young girl began to remove her clothes. She inspected my substantial erection and hairless body. She removed some light downy blonde hair that was sprouting from my stomach area around my navel and finally took off her bra and panties.

Carmen had removed the locking device from my penis and put a simple bar in my apadravia piercing before we left home. The ends of the bar were up against the piercing in my penis flush. For the first time in a long time a woman’s hands were fondling me sexually. I could not touch her because Carmen had handcuffed both of my hands to the chair and had taken the keys with her.

Soon the new beautician was completely naked and she proceeded to squat over my erection as I sat. I felt myself enter in her wet vagina and I could not believe it. It was the first time that I had penetrated a woman since I was married. The last time I had sex like that was with Billie. The girl bounced up and down on my lap and I could see her beautiful breasts bouncing in a full frontal view provided by the many mirrors in the room. She had one hand fondling her pierced nipples and the other was massaging her clitoris. I felt her wetness run into my lap and down onto the seat of the chair to mix with my own. She rode me to several orgasms before telling me to come in her ravished, lustful voice. My orgasm made me feel like I was being turned wrong side out and there were copious amounts of ejaculate running off of my balls onto the seat of the beauticians’ chair. Her lubrication and ran on to my lap and our mixed body fluids had ran down onto the seat of the chair and I felt like I was sitting in a puddle.

Carmen had came into the room just as the girl was dismounting and did nothing but smile. I was mortified! I remembered what Carmen had done to me when she found out that Billie and I had been together. Carmen looked at me and said, “Honey, I hope that you enjoyed the last sex that you will have with your penis and balls because tomorrow you must surrender them to me. I am having them removed.”

“Please Carmen, don’t do that to me. I didn’t have a choice. I didn’t force her. I don’t deserve to have everything removed.”

Carmen walked over and forced a ball gag into my mouth muttering, “I don’t want to hear this and because I’ve made up my mind.”

The girl, dressed now, just looked at me and then at Carmen. At length she spoke, “Carmen, it is a waste to do that to him. He really is very, very good. You should try him yourself and you might change you mind.”

I looked at Carmen and nodded my head affirmatively since I could no longer speak. Carmen slapped my face so hard that I saw stars. I was directed to put my garments on and we left. Carmen left my ball gag in my mouth all the way home. A thousand thought ran through my mind. I knew that I would comply with Carmen’s demands. Is she wanted me a sexless eunuch I would have it done to me. When we arrived she took me in and then she told me to strip. I complied and went on my knees before her. She yanked the gag from my mouth.

“Carmen, Carmen, please have mercy on me. I don’t want this. Can we please just not go through with this? I have not disobeyed or done anything that I should not have.”

“Danny, you were told that eventually you would have to have this done. You signed my agreement allowing me to do this if I decided that it was for the best. Well, I see that you can still perform with other women despite what I have had done to you so far and therefore you are a disease risk. Danny, your dick and balls must go because you do not know how to control them.”

“Carmen, I…I have not been with anyone since we were married until today. I haven’t even been with you. I didn’t want to do it with her…she…you had me handcuffed. I had no choice. She raped me!”

“Silence, damn you! Lies, lies, lies. You were erect. You were aroused. A woman can't rape a man that way. Only a woman can be raped like that. You ejaculated and had I not took precautions and had you modified you would have cum inside of her. You will eventually get some other woman pregnant despite you modifications. I cannot trust you. I will have your children after you have it all removed. I will watch your suffering so that you will be able to stay with me. You will go with me when I have our children so that you can see me suffer. You must suffer first. That is how it must be. If you do not go willingly I will throw you out and never see you again. Do you understand? If you want me you will have it done.”

“Y-Y-Yes, Carmen. I will let them cut it all off for you. How are we…I mean where will…”

“We will be going to Mexico. I will make the arrangements to fly as soon as possible. We will leave tomorrow or as soon as we can. I have had your passport for months now.” Suddenly, Carmen’s look of anger softened. “You may do one thing tonight. You may penetrate me sexually. I want you to know what you are losing.”

“Carmen…I don’t know what to say. I have wanted to have sex with you since we met. I don’t mean just us getting each other off. I mean real sex. I don’t know what to say. I have dreamed of this forever.”

“Just say thank you and make me believe that you are grateful that I am allowing you to stay under my conditions.”

“Carmen, I love you. Thank you for tonight and thank you for what you are going to have done to me.”

“Danny, it may take a couple of days to arrange everything. It might not be tomorrow. I hope that you are not in a big hurry. I don’t want to disappoint you.”

Now I know what a condemned man feels like when his death sentence is reprieved for a time. I resolved to live for the moment and maybe if I were good enough Carmen would change her mind about making me give up my cock and balls.

Carmen slowly stripped and she had shaved her sex bald again. That night my dreams of grinding our bald genitals together were fulfilled. Several times. After doing the beautician today and then doing it with Carmen I was so spent that I would have agreed to anything. Carmen was very, very good in bed. The last time that we fucked she tied me to the bed. I remained that way all night with her naked and snuggled up to me under the covers of the bed. I was unable to hold her but I guess that is how she wanted it.

While we were having sex for the first time as man and wife Carmen whispered that she would love me forever for having my dick and balls removed for her while she watches. I vowed to myself that I’d do anything for her. I shudder to think what would happen if she wanted me to die for her. I know that as long as Carmen wants it, it’s hers. I would die for her if she asked. Being a eunuch with nothing between my legs is not that much to do for her. She is truly beautiful. I fell asleep lying in our wet spot after cumming out my hole behind my balls.

That morning I awoke to my first ever blowjob from Carmen. She is an excellent cocksucker. I came but I was drained. Just a little fluid came out of my hole. Carmen winked and told me that she was glad that I did not cum in her mouth. Then she chuckled. I just smiled. Carmen put the small amount of cum on her fingers and gently explored my asshole, finding my prostate. She massaged it until I came again. I was so sore between my legs. I knew that I would be much a lot worse after we went to Mexico. I dreaded what I knew was going to happen, eventually. I wondered how long I had before my sacrifice would be required of me.

To be continued…