Josh had a bad case of lover’s nuts; his boss had let him off early in exchange for a trip to the courthouse.  After filing the papers, Josh had headed to the porno shops on 8^th Ave and 42^nd where he had blown about $20 on watching porno loops.

Josh could just about walk, and he was hungry.  There on 43^rd St he spotted a bar, not much of a drinker he decided to go in and have a beer and see it the swelling would go down.

The bar was dark and damp, and kind of grungy, it had a central bar with seating all around and booths lining the walls.  The place had seen better days that was for sure.

Not much in the way of cliental two girls were talking to the bartender at the end of the bar other than that the place was empty.  Josh hobbled up onto one of the stools and when the bartender appeared ordered a beer.  The four-dollar price tag kind of shook him, but he badly needed to rest at this time.  It was still early so he still had time to get to Port Authority and the bus back to Poughkeepsie.

It wasn’t long before his bladder kicked in and he had to relieve him self.  He limped into to the men’s room.  Found a urinal and got his member out.  ‘Boy’ he thought ‘it would sure be great to be hung like those guys in the porno flicks.’ His little member was a mere nub by comparison.  Josh also wondered about the signs in the men’s room, all of them warning about no fondling.  Be it known this scared Josh a bit, since he had been planning to jerk off.  He decided just to see if the swelling would go down by itself.

Josh returned to his seat, the bartender was still chatting up the two girls, and they had now been joined by a guy in a business suit.  Steve Millers ‘Abracadabra was playing on the jukebox, and the four at the other end of the bar seemed to be getting off on the line ‘reach out and grab ya’.

It was at this time that a tall heavyset woman walked in.  She waited for a couple of minutes for her eyes to adjust to the bar’s dim lights looked around spotted Josh and headed right for him. 

Pointing to the stool next to Josh she asked:  “Is this seat taken?”

“Ah no.” Replied Josh, there had to be a hundred open seats in the place.

The woman had a hard time getting into the chair, she rubbed up against Josh, he felt a hand on his ass, and when the woman sat down, she steadied herself by placing a hand high up on his inner thigh.

“Sorry, honey, I am a little clumsy this afternoon.”  She smiled sweetly at him.  The bartender apparently knew her quite well as he came forward with a mixed drink almost immediately, and didn’t ask for money as he had of Josh.

“So sweetie do you come here often?”

“Nope” replied Josh, “this is the first time, needed to get off my feet for a while, and decided to have a beer before I went home.”  Replied Josh.  The beer was making him more talkative than normal, and he decided to have another.

The woman was dressed in a sheer summer dress, which had ridden up quite high when she sat down, she was a bit thick through the trunk, and had large breast that appeared to Josh to be free of any restraints.

The woman moved to make herself more comfortable and in so doing braced herself on Josh’s thigh again, he let out a small moan, as this she got his still sore nuts.

“Oh I am so sorry, did I hurt you?”

“No, its just…….:”

“Its just, oh my let me guess, you been in the shops watching dirty movies, and your balls are in a knot, is that it?”

“Sort of, I guess.”

“Do you have anyone at home to relieve your pain when you get there.”

“Ah, nope, I’m still single.”

“Are you gay?”

“Gee, no, its just.”

“Oh I am really psychic today, you’re a virgin.  Imagine that in this day and age.”  Smirked the woman.  “I’m Terry by the way and you?”

“Oh excuse me I am so sorry, my name is Josh.”

“Nice to meet you Josh, maybe later on I can really meat you.”  Giggled the woman.

“Now lets see, no experience what so ever?”

“No, you know it is kind of hard, I am from a small town upstate, and everyone knows me.”

“Your sure you aren’t gay Josh?”

“I certainly hope not.”

“Well let me tell you, you can let some gay boy suck you off, or fuck a little faggot in the ass, and still be straight.  Its when you take it up your ass, or you suck some little boy off that you know you are gay.”  With that she reached into his lap and gave his cock and balls a feel, and at the same time stuck her tongue out at him.

Josh couldn’t have explained it, but he was strangely excited by the talk, and the tongue thing seemed to awaken something in his groin.

“Josh, lets move to a booth over there in the corner, and we can continue this discussion, I really want to help you.”  So picking up glasses and peanuts they headed into the darkest corner of the bar to a booth with a surround type seat.

Once seated Terry started again.  “Josh the reason I asked you if you were gay, is this is a TV bar.”

“TV bar, you mean like a sports bar?”

“No dear heart, like Transvestite, Transgender.  All the women in here including myself started out life as men.”  Replied Terry, in the dark corner her hands slipped into Josh’s lap and unzipped his fly, expertly she worked her hand into his groin and began to massage his cock and balls.  “Now I am not really gay, I am a woman trapped in a man’s body, so I like to fuck and be fucked by men.  All the men in here are here to be blown or blow one of us, to fuck or be fucked by one of us.  Josh, you are getting hard, you like that idea.”

“I guess I never thought of it before.”

“Good point, now do you want to see me?"

“Are you going to turn on the lights?"

“No silly, I mean the real me down here.”

“Yes.” Gulped Josh.

Terry pulled her dress up and panties down and revealed a cock of decent proportions 7” long and 2 in diameter.  “Josh, if we were by ourselves I would put you on your back and kiss you all over, your little cock, your balls, your little round brown asshole, then I would put your legs back around your ears, kiss you deeply and shove my cock up your ass.  You would scream and bleed like a little girls, but after the first thrust it would be all pleasure for you.”

“Oh.”  Was all Josh could get out.

“Thought so Josh, you’re as hard as a rock, now we can’t do much here, but I think it is time for me to take part of your virginity.  Suck me off Josh, put your head down there and eat my cock, kiss it, lick it, it will cure your lovers nuts for you.”  Terry reached over placing her hand on the back of Josh’s neck and gently guided him into her lap.  “Just put your lips together and blow, Josh.”

Ineptly at first Josh did as he was told, licking and sucking Terry’s cock as he had seen the girls do in the porno flicks, the more he did the more he liked it.

“Josh you are going to make some man a very nice wife, you have a lot of potential as a cocksucker.  Now the first time I gave a boy head, he disappointed me and didn’t cum in my mouth. Don’t worry your sweet little head about that I wouldn’t deprive you of that pleasure.”  Terry was working out on Josh’s little cock being the first person since his mother to touch that area.

Josh felt the cock in his mouth hardening, then it began to contract, he felt Terry’s hand gently on the back of head.  “Here I cum Josh, eat me you’re a real faggot now.”  With that a load of cum shot into his mouth.  “Josh suck it up and swallow, I don’t want to leave this place with cum all over my dress.”

Josh for his part was in love, if not with Terry at least with  her cock, he continued to lick and suck the cock and even kissed the balls underneath.

“Oh my Josh for your first time you did just great.  Now sit up before anyone notices us, and I will take you back to my place and fix you up.” 

By this time it was 7:30 and starting to get dark.  Josh followed Terry out of the bar and a short three block walk to her apartment on 9^th Ave.

Terry fixed them both another drink, she chatted at him, he was lost in thoughts about what he had just done.  Trying to come to grips with this new aspect of his personality.

Terry introduced Josh to an enema,  then proceeded to strip him, wash him with a cloth, and applied a full face of make up, he couldn’t believe the face that stared back at him from the mirror. All the while furtive touches here and there.  Finally she removed his shorts. “Oh my god Josh, I knew you were small, but oh my god.  Did you have an accident?”

“No, guess I am just underdeveloped.”

“Underdeveloped is one thing, you are miniaturized.  Well at least you are the right size back here.”  Patting Josh’s ass.

True to her word she positioned Josh on the bed make up and all and gave him the around the world treatment.  Finally moving to his nipples, then to his mouth.  She kissed him deeply, and his little pecker got as big as it was possible to get.  Then Terry reached down looped her arms under his legs and pulled them up so his ass was completely exposed.

Josh yelled out as she thrust into him hard and deep, she paid him no mind and fucked him brutally hard, soon he responded and began to meet Terrry’s plunging cock with movements of his own.

“Josh just so I don’t get you pregnant, I want to cum in you mouth again.”  Said Terry as she dismounted and reversed herself.  She assumed the 69 position and forced her cock down his throat, taking his little nub in her mouth at the same time.  When Josh felt her cum he responded with the most fluid his tiny balls had ever produced.

They lay in that position for some time, Josh continued to lick and suck Terry’s now flaccid cock.

Terry finally got up and sat beside Josh.  “Well Josh, you are a super piece of ass too.  You were born to suck and fuck cocks.  I can’t remember when I have been up an ass as good as yours.  And, your mouth was just made for fellating men.  Josh you’re as queer as a three-dollar bill.  Now roll over and let me do you one more time.” 

Josh rolled onto his stomach and Terry mounted him, this time she fucked him slowly and deeply.  Josh came onto the bedspread from the cock up his ass.

After Terry dismounted, Josh fell asleep, alcohol and more sex than he had imagined had taken it toll.

He was having a strange dream, hands on his wrists, on his ankles, on his face, and then he awoke and couldn’t move.  He was restrained and his mouth was gagged.

“Oh there we are sleepyhead.”  Said Terry.  “Josh I have a little something special for you, I am going to solve your problem for you.”

A quizzical expression appeared on Josh’s face, as if to say ‘What problem.’

“The one you didn’t know you had dear.  No one should have to suffer with a tiny cock and shrunken balls as you have.  I am going to castrate you; you know cut those tiny things off.  That is going to end your life of shame and frustration, because that is what you are in for male or female no one will want you as you are.  As a eunuch, you can suck and fuck, all you want, you can get female hormones and be the best little cocksucker in the Big Apple, next to me of course.”

“Ummummm.”  Screamed Josh into the gag.

“Oh you don’t have to thank me Josh.  I have debated this long and hard.  Would it be better to take of the cock, and leave the balls, or take off both, but I have finally settled on just taking off your balls.  I had bought this little machine for myself, when it is time for my balls to go I will use it on myself.  But until that time comes I will use it for boys like you Josh, that need a mercy castraton.”  Terry held up a pair of strange looking pliers with a green band around outstretch prongs.

“Ummummm.” Screamed Josh into the gag again.

“Yes it will hurt a little bit Josh, but only for a short while.  Now hold still.”  Terry worked his tiny scrotum down and snapped the rubberband over Josh’s balls.  Josh screamed into the gag and went rigid.

“There you go sweetheart, all set, just give that about 20 minutes for your balls to get numb, while we are waiting let me do you one more time. I have got this raging hardon from talking to you, and I don’t know why.”  Terry rolled Josh onto his stomach and entered him from behind.

Josh was thrashing from the pain of little green rubber band and from the movement in his rectum.  Terry took her time fucking him, she had all ready cum three times and it took her forever to catch a nut and shoot.

“Oh that was so sweet Josh, now let me tidy you up.”  Dismounting Terry grabbed a pair of poultry scissors off the nightstand, and placing them blow the band, removed Josh’s nuts. Josh screamed and fainted.

“All done Josh, you are an it now.  Much better for you, you still have your mouth, your rectum and your cock.  It you want, you can have the doctors make you a little cunt out of your cock, that’s why I didn’t cut it off too.  Now gets some rest, tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life.”