After two months, our sex life started to dwindle, I brought her a vibrator and we spiced things up, she often let me finger her and push the vibe deep inside her. She loved me to lick her pussy to orgasm, from behind so my face would be buried in her arse. It wasn't long before she had me licking her bum as well as her pussy. She told me I was the best at oral and fingering, but frankly at sex I wasn't as good as her other past lovers. It hurt me a little but she was mine right now and I loved having sex with her, there wasn't anything I wouldn't do for her. I got into alternative sex in a big way, it spiced up our relationship no end. I brought a strap-on, it was to her specification, a thong attachment with a large, transparent dildo. It was 7" long and quite wide, she took it out of its box seconds after it was delivered, and told me "That's a cock". I helped her fasten the dildo onto the thong, it was a vacuum attachment, and she put it on and showed me what she looked like with a cock. She turn round and said "I've still got a great arse, tits and legs, but now I've got a big cock as well, guess I out do you on everything now?". She gave me a look of dissatisfaction and asked me I wanted to take it for a change. I jumped at the chance, it'd been my ultimate fantasy for ages. She did hang about, as soon as I was naked she was behind me, lube in hand rubbing my ass, then she started to push the end of the dildo against my hole. She didn't hang about, shoving it home and showing me how to fuck as she put it. I have to say, she had great timing, wonderfully powerful thrusts and pushed it all the way in. I could feel her size inside me. I wasn't at all surprised when she asked me what a big cock felt like "real good, fuck me harder!" She muttered back, "I’ve never felt one and won't with you will I?" She was right, my cock was an ok size 5.5" but not eh 7" or more she obviously wanted. I asked her as she fucked me if she wanted to fuck other men, I didn't mind as long as I could watch her and lick her clean of their cum. She thrust really hard into me and said "You finally get the idea, you watch and lick me, let someone who can fuck do the fucking".

It was hours later that we logged onto a web site for girls who wanted to fuck, she wanted a guy with a big cock, boyfriend to watch, but won't participate. We joined at 9.30 and had messages by 10. Her sexy pics of her bum got lots of young gifted big men going and they wanted a bit of her. She got in contact with four men, they sent her pics of their cocks, all well over the 6" minimum she'd set, I was embarrassed when she asked me my opinion on which cock she should let cum inside her. She told me she wanted to choose, cos I'd have to lick his cum out of her afterwards, every time a guy fucked her, he's be able to cum in her. She then told me, I wasn't allowed to anymore, if we fucked, I'd have to wear a condom, but, she doubted we'd ever fuck again. It was a week later that the first guy joined her, it was a Friday night and I had to clean the house while she got ready, she shaved her pussy and legs, got dressed up in a short sexy skirt and skin tight top, no bra. She told me to come upstairs and sit down. She put a chair at the end of the bed. I sat down, she pulled my arm through the gaps in the chair and placed thumb cuffs on me. I was stuck there to watch her fuck. But she hadn't finished there, soon I had spacers between my legs. I was spread wide apart so the guy to see how small my cock was, my balls stuck out for her to squeeze and squeeze she did. I felt very uncomfortable and worried, I was shaking and nervous but her calming kiss and soft voice telling me she'd always love me was enough to stop me being nervous. She told me I'd understand in time and love her more loyally and let her enjoy her body and life. I wasn't really paying that much attention, but told her I'd understand and love her for ever. She had other plans.

The guy turned up, he was middle aged, about 32 years old, tall slim and fit. He'd turned up with a small bag. He came upstairs and got naked in front of me, Hazel started to suck his cock, it was huge at least 7.5" long and thick as well. She came over to me and told me her mouth wasn't big enough to suck his cock properly. She then turned round and straddled me, her arse was right against my face, her knee high boots where standing beside my body, she was so sexy. The guy seemed to be messing about in his bag, Hazel began to pull on my ball sack and squeeze my balls really hard. She did this for some time, then when she stopped the guy said he was ready. Hazel turned round, the guy handed her something, she told me to open up, I opened my mouth, she pushed a red ball gag into my wide open mouth and then fastened it tight behind my head. She kissed my cheeks and turned back round. The guy began to fiddle round my balls, he had cold hands. I felt Hazel's warm hard grip take hold and pull. It felt like she was pulling my balls off, then I felt the most shocking pain imaginable and a real squeeze from Hazel’s warm hand. She yanked my sack down, then there was another shocking pain shooting up from my balls. I went red with pain and shook all over. Hazel lifted her skirt up and pulled her thong to one side and then pushed my solid cock up into her hot and very wet pussy. She bounced happily up and down on my cock for a short time then slid off and walked over to the bed. The guy followed her and started to fuck her really aggressively form behind, she came in minutes, his big cock doing the job. When he eventually came, she sat on the end of the bed and showed me his cum dripping out of her red and sore pussy. He's shagged her hard and well, he released my gag and she fingered some cum out of herself and let me suck her finger clean. They both then sat on the end of the bed and began to chat to me.

"Well, it hurt, I know it hurt you, but it's worth it, you'll love me more and be much more willing to let me enjoy myself, wont' he?" The guy nodded and told me he was a vet, and had just made me a gelding. Hazel's gelding. He said "You've been castrated, Hazel wanted you castrated, she doesn't want you able to fuck her, or get her pregnant ok?" I nodded, he continued "She wants to be able to fuck studs, with big cocks and just keep you around to serve her orally, finger her, kiss her and massage her, wash her clothes and stuff you know?" Hazel interrupted, "You'll get to see my arse everyday, but you won't get hard over it, you'll get it lick my fanny every day, but you won't get to have sex with me, unless I choose to give you a bigger dose" She paused, looked at the guy and he started again "Look, Hazel will have the power to make you feel male, she will ingest a small amount of pure testosterone into you each month, it'll be enough to keep you looking like you, but not enough to sustain erections or a sex drive for more than a few days, means you can't have sex unless she wants you to, so, serve her how she wants, cos, lets face it, now you've got no balls, you can't go off with another woman can you?" Hazel started again, "You'll love it, your my gelding, I'll choose a stud to fuck me every night and eventually a guy to give me a kid, but you can't do either, so make me happy, and maybe I'll give you a little extra in your monthly injection" The guy laughed and said "Sound good, look, its gonna be better for you, your balls are dead now, so you're gonna be a eunuch what ever you choose to do, at least this way you get to lick her pussy, her tits, kiss her, lick her bum, look at her in a sexy thong and, well, you cock won't get hard, you'll be able to worship her how she wants, Hazel wanted it that way, you want her to be happy don't you?" I didn’t know what to say, but the more I sat there the less my balls hurt, in fact I could hardly feel them at all. I knew now Hazel could fuck who ever she wanted and flirt how ever much she wanted, I couldn't satisfy her with all the best intentions now. My balls had been killed off, I was a eunuch, her slave. "You can wear some of my panties if you want, I mean, without your balls you'll fit them nicely won't you? I'll let you wear my clothes if you stay thin, fuck you with that strap-on every week, sound good?" I nodded, I liked the idea of being strap-on fucked, and wearing her knickers.

In the weeks that followed I lost my balls completely, had one of two erections and didn't crave sex, I loved licking Hazel out, I knew she didn't want to play with me when I had balls so accepted her rolling over now. I had been brought a new wardrobe, underwear at least, Hazel had been clearing stuff out, so what was hers, now was mine, I wore her old thongs and panties now. Wee often went down the local pub and she wore a very cute sexy skirt, I picked it out for her, she showed guys her arse, her little thongs and if they wanted a bit of her then I went to get the car. Guys often asked why I let her fuck other guys, she told them "I cut his balls off, He can't get it up, or make any spunk, shame, you get to fuck me, he gets to love me and lick me, so shut up and fuck me before I change my mind".