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Castration clinic
{ straight testicles ,} By Abelard A man enters clinic at his partner's request not knowing that the operation has been changed I arrived at the clinic exactly on time, since my partner was friendly with one of the staff there and I knew any lack of punctuality would be reported back to her. The reception area had a few other patients waiting. I steeled myself to approach the young receptionist "hello", and gave her my name. What is the procedure? She asked "I’m sorry" I replied, flustered by the question. "the procedure" she asked again "what operation are you here for". I had not expected to be asked this but I was proud that I had agreed to come for the operation. "castration" I replied aware that other patients would hear me, ashamed and at the same time proud to say it out loud. "OK" she smiled "just take his seat and a nurse will come for you shortly". Within 10 minutes a pretty brunette in a crisp white uniform came into the reception and called my name. I went with her down a long corridor until I was shown into a room. "My names Janice, there are just a few checks and tests and that sort of thing, you get undressed while I get that sorted. and tell the doctor you're here and I'll be back shortly and we can get started OK?." she left quickly . I had 10 minutes on my own to think about the agreement I had made with my partner.The new political situation where men had been supplanted by women had meant that families with unaltered men we at a financial disadvantage. She had kept on to me that the chemical castration the government wanted for was for the best. She said that she still loved me but after several years together she no longer found my love-making very satisfying and so my alteration would be for everyone's benefit. Eventually I had agreed, I was still wasn't sure why. Somehow I felt just a little proud to do this for her, the humiliation of it was strange and exciting, and anyway it was not permanent if I changed my mind. By the time the nurse Janice returned with the doctor I had largely calmed my nerves . The doctor was altogether different from Janice, a woman in her forties and far more severe in her looks and manner. She said to Janice "have you taken the blood urine and sperm samples yet". Janis replied that she hadn't and looked flustered. "well you can do that while I’m going through the formalities" she then addressed me "I’m Dr Evans, there are release forms of course which you must sign. The operation will of course produce total sterility so the government insists upon sperm samples. The operation will remove both testicles and it is highly unlikely that sexual intercourse would be possible thereafter. Do you understand?. If so sign here." I was speechless at first and then began to babble "but I thought it was just chemical castration, just an implant under the skin which was reversible. I never knew that it was meant to be permanent, I don't understand." Dr Evans was not amused "your partner made this appointment for you, she was fully aware of what was involved and was aware that the law changed as of yesterday. The government has decided that we can no longer do this procedure chemically , we now have to do a complete surgical removal of the testes. Whether you agree to the procedure or not is no concern of mine, you are scheduled for castration, sign the release or leave . You do know of course that your partner spoke to me specifically about the operation and made it very plain that if it didn't occur she was not going to allow you back. You do know that single males who do not have females prepared to keep them at home must live in special male barracks." They were not places that anyone would willingly go. I had previously worked in some of them and knew what went on there. I shuddered visibly. " I see you know all about the barracks" said Dr Evans. "look here are the forms, the nurse can witness them as well as me I have other patients to see and will be back in an hour to perform the operation if you have signed". With that she left. "Well" said Janice "what are we going to do?". I chatted to her for a while feeling very vulnerable naked. Had told her about the barracks, "seems to me there is only one choice really, be brave and get on with it.” “ I suppose so" I replied. "I’ll tell you what, I've got to get a sperm sample, so why don't I help you if you sign the release form." She stood up and undid the top button of her uniform, just revealing her breasts. "now where's that form?" she said. I signed before I realized what I was doing Janice witnessed it. She told me to lie on the bed and took a sample bottle out of her pocket. As she did so she undid the rest of her uniform, showing her white bra and panties. She straddled me and began to play with my penis, already hard. She worked my penis slowly and surely, "you're going to be castrated very soon and I will be the last woman to see you spunk, isn't that sweet?. I think your partner is very lucky to have such a considerate man, or should I say eunuch." I could feel that I was about to come " please let me put it inside you" I begged. " now what would I have to put in my little jar as a sample?" she answered as I spunked my last load which she deftly caught in the sample bottle. She then got off the bed and told me she would take the sample down to the lab but that she would be back for my big operation. I noticed she took the release form with her. Dr Evans returned and found me in a state of mental turmoil. She entered the room with three young women who she told we me were trainees as the government expected a large number of these operations in the future. She gave me a sedative and began to describe the procedure to the trainees. It was not long before I felt the needle in my groin. Janice had now returned and placed my legs in stirrups at the foot of the bed and secured me so that I couldn't move. I by now had no feeling in my groin but followed the course of the operation as Dr Evans explained to the trainees as she opened my sack clamped my chords and removed my testicles. I heard myself say "am I already an eunuch now Dr.” “ Yes of course she replied, there'll be some swelling for a few days and after that you'll. be fine again" I wondered if I would. That is how I like to remember that day, I wonder in fact if the reality was not different. Did I not sign the release form before I was told that the operation would mean full castration? I will remember it my way and try to be happy as a eunuch.
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