Body Enhancements By Giselle
By: J. A. Loftin (author@wordwooze.com)
[PENECTOMY] [TESTICLES] [NULLIFICATION] Other: female "circumcision;" forced chastity
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My business card reads: Body Enhancements by Giselle—Call 470-8899
For a Private Consultation. Anybody in possession of one will
have been referred by a client, so there really is no need to
elaborate. Besides which, it would be impossible to adequately
convey what I do on such a small piece of paper.
I started out as a surgical nurse, but my interest in, or should I
say fixation with, the more intense aspects of the BDSM lifestyle
led me to my present occupation. Self-actualization would best
describe the blending of professional and personal life that I
currently enjoy. I am able to indulge some of my most outrageous
fantasies and get paid very well to do it - my life is very good
indeed!
The clients I serve are mainly dominants and submissives (of both
sexes). I must admit to a slight preference for the nature of the
work I perform on the latter because it generally is more
extreme ... and it taps into my own leanings. Regardless of the
proclivities of individual customers, though, I throw my entire
being into ensuring that their experience is erotic and memorable.
To set the tone I greet clients at the door sans clothing - I am a
shameless exhibitionist. I have found that even gay men seem to
respond to the striking vision I project. I suspect that they have
never been in close proximity to a nude athletic woman whose body
is completely devoid of hair, with nipples that protrude through
pure-silver starbursts AND a vagina that is sewn closed and
decorated with a bright-red tattoo in the shape of a coiled
serpent. Indeed, how many people have?
This is a style that I have developed over a period of years,
borrowing liberally from modifications that I have been
commissioned to perform. The totally nude look was adopted early on
in my career after I completed the transformation of Mei, a
beautiful Thai submissive whose master wanted to strip away the
last vestiges of her vanity. The concept and end result so
impressed me that my knees were very shakey by the time I finished
cutting off her waist-length mane and shaving her head smooth. I
kissed away a tear that managed to make its way down her cheek and
told her of the effect the experience had on me ... and how
incredibly exotic it made her look. My promise to look just like
her the next time we met surprised and pleased her. She was very
happy to see that I kept my word in that regard when her master
brought her back several months later to have her labia pierced and
secured with a gold heart-shaped lock.
Over the years I have done many radical male-genitalia
modifications, everything from partial and complete penectomies to
castrations and nullifications. I'm not sure which I have enjoyed
the most; they have all been VERY special. Invariably I
spontaneously orgasm a time or two during the procedure. Typically
I vacillate between reveling in exercising the power to alter a
man's sexuality and being envious that I am not the one having it
done to me. Oh yes, I am a perverse soul.
I used to dream fairly often that I was a man being nullified by my
clone. The dreams were always the same and EXTREMELY vivid. I was
led into a room lined floor to ceiling with mirrors; it was
illuminated only by the light of numerous strategically-positioned
candles - the most exquisite scent of roses filled the air and
soulful cello music emanated from hidden speakers. My clone
instructed me to lay upon several large velvet cushions and then
kneeled down and kissed me passionately. She gently and slowly
caressed my upper body with her tongue and finger tips, gradually
working her way down to my sex. Next she placed her mouth around
the tip of my member, causing it to engorge rapidly. Somehow she
managed to take the entire organ, and my testicles as well, into
that pleasure-giving orifice. My mind reeled with the intense
sensations she generated for what seemed like hours, until finally
I experienced a prolonged crescendo that rolled wave after wave
through my nervous system. When she raised her head from between my
legs I could see that my crotch was completely smooth; no trace
remained of my former gender.
Another common thread in my work involves enforced chastity.
Usually this entails piercing the genitalia and installing rings
and/or locks in such a manner that normal sex is impossible. One
submissive ended up with ten rings on each of her outer labia; the
rings on one side were overlapped with the ones on the other, and a
slender rod with a loop at the top and a lock on the bottom was
inserted through them all so that her sex was secured tightly. I
must admit that I thoroughly relished that assignment.
Often with male submissives some sort of device is attached in a
permanent or semipermanent fashion. The most common is a metal
sleeve held in place by a ring or stud connected to the glans. My
favorite type is a short and narrow stainless steel cage that fits
snugly over the flaccid penis and is surgically attached at its
base. One particularly inventive mistress had me suture the head of
her slave's penis to his perineum.
Perhaps the most unforgettable - and life-changing - job for me was
my first female "circumcision." Although it has essentially the
same net results, this procedure is much easier and involves much
less risk than castration. After a few judicious shots of
anesthesia, it simply requires excising the labia and suturing the
vaginal opening shut, leaving just enough room at the bottom for
bodily functions. Even removing the clitoris is only a single snip
and a few stitches. Easy as pie, if you can manage to keep your
hands steady, that is, which I had a very difficult time doing due
to the intensity of my sexual arousal.
For weeks I couldn't get the memory of that experience out of my
mind. I was only able to sleep fitfully, and when I did manage to
drop off I had intensely lurid dreams much like the nullification
dreams, only I was a woman in the dream and my clone sucked away my
female sex. I suppose deep down I knew from the moment I accepted
that project that I would end up modifying myself in the same way.
Once I consciously acknowledged what I was going to do, my libido
was constantly on fire, even though I masturbated almost hourly. By
the time I finally got around to it, my poor clitoris was raw. The
anesthesia was actually a relief. The operation itself was somewhat
surreal. I was surprisingly calm, and I had the distinct sensation
that I was working on someone else, despite the contortions I had
to go through on the harder to get to spots. I was able to focus
into reality when it came time to excise my clitoris. I stretched
it away from my body with one hand and clamped it at its base with
hemostats. Then I placed several stitches flush with the instrument
and paused ... savoring the moment. After finally making the
irreversible cut, a soothing orgasm rippled through my entire body;
that was followed by an intoxicating sense of total surrender.
I still orgasm spontaneously during some of the more arousing
modifications I perform, but normal clitoral or vaginal climaxes
aren't possible anymore. However, I do wear a butt plug a lot more
now, and when I REALLY get horny I work out a deal in-trade with a
client for anal sex - sometimes with a whipping session thrown in
for good measure. I have acquired quite a taste for anal and pain-
induced orgasms ... they're soooo sublimely submissive and
decadent.
In recent years the number of "circumcisions" that I perform has
increased tremendously. Since I work in the nude, I guess my own
obvious modification has made an impression on my clientele and
stirred their imaginations. Certainly having someone perform the
operation who has already had the procedure done herself is very
reassuring to clients. Personally, I like this turn of events
because increasing the ranks of female eunuchs is a treme
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