(Part 6)

Most kids his age had no idea what they wanted to do with their lives but not Nicky, he knew exactly what he wanted to be when he grew up. Nicky wanted to be a cutter. Young as he was, he was well on his way to realizing his dream. Nicky's mom was a cutter and so it was in his blood. The first time she had allowed him to watch her nullify a boy Nicky was only 9. He was terrified and cried like a baby. Later that evening she had comforted her frightened son and explained that castration was nothing to fear. Neutering only set a boy free from the tyranny of his own sexual desires. It was humane and healthy to turn boys into eunuchs. She explaned as she dryed the boy's tears.

"Are you going to castrate me someday?" Nicky asked pensively.

"Yes my darling," his mother replied as genteely as she could. She didn't want to fritten her son but she had to be honest with him and since his time to be cut was soon approching he needed to get used to the idea, "I'll do it next year when you turn ten," she explained.

"Do I have anything to say about it?" Nicky wanted to know.

"Not really dear, you're just going to have to trust me on this one. How dose that make you feel?"

"I don't know," Nicky said thoughfully. "I guess it makes me feel sort of funny. Thinking about it gives me a tingly feeling in my penis. I'm kind of scared but even so I want to know more about it."

From that point on Nicky's mom let him help with the castrations. At first he was used to comfort boys before the cutting. Then he was allowed to wash their genitals before the removal. Doing this Nicky had the chance to speak with many boys right before they were nuttered. Most all were terrified of what was to come but almost every one of them had a stiffy. On some level they all were turned on by the idea. As for Nicky, well his little dick was always as hard as a rock as he helped prepair a boy for the cutting table. As much as it confused him Nicky could hardly wait untill his tenth birthday when it would be his turn under the knife. Althought he couldn't really explain why Nicky wanted to be a nullo.

Finely the big day came. Nicky turned ten and he had a date with the knife. Even though he knew deep down inside that it was what he wanted his nerve falied him. Sobbing and begging to be left a whole boy he had to be forcefully stripped and tied to the castration table but his stiff little ten year old dick was standing up for its big day. It's last day.

He was mad for weeks afterward but he was even more ashamed of himself that when the moment had come his curage had failed him. But soon he began to enjoy his smooth crotch and the wonderful empty feeling between his legs. Nevermore would he take a kick to the balls or feel them trapped as he crossed his legs. Nicky enjoyed standing before a full length mirror and admiring his new cleaner look. Although the transition had not been easy he was glad he was a full eunuch.

Nicky went back to helping his mom with the castrations and he knew that he was better able to comfort the boys who were about to be cut since he was now a nullo himself. He knew what it was like to be strapped to a castration table.

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(Part 7)

Nicky was free for the afternoon and he decided to spent it ridding his skateboard at the park. Once there he noticed another boy also on skateboard. The other kid was perhaps a year or two older than Nicky, maybe 12 or 13, Nicky really didn't know. What Nicky did know was that the other kid was oh so beautiful and as sexy as could be. He had long blond hair that looked golden in the sunshine, sparkling blue eyes and a a smile to die for. Just looking at the boy gave Nicky butterflys in his tummy. The new kid made Nichy feel a way he had never felt before, a way he didn't think would have been possible given his nutered state. Nicky would have liked to talk with the kid but he knew that he didn't have the nearve to approch him. But fate intervened. The blong boy stepped off his board kicking it into the air and chatching it with one hand just as cool as ice and sat down on the park bench next to Nicky, "Hey," the kid said, "I'm Max. I haven't seen you around here before. Who are you?"

Nicky managed to say, "I'm Nick." Calling himself Nick made he seem more grown up.

"Nick," Max said as if he was making sure to remember the name whch was pretty funny since it was such an easy name to remember. Then he asked "Do you live around here? I don't think I've seen you before."

"Yes," Nicky replied afraid of saying something stupid. "But I'm home schooled so maybe that's why you haven't seen me before now." The young eunuch wondered if Max had noticed that he had been giving him the eye. If so why was Max being so friendly. Could it be that Max was going to lead him on and then dask his hopes and dreams? Or could it be that Max liked him? That was more than Nicky dared hope for.

"Well I live only a few blocks from here," Max said. "Would you like to come over to my place for a Coke?"

Nicky didn't know what to say. Sure he wanted to see where Max lived and have a Coke with him. But he was nervious about saying or doing something uncool. I was odd that Nicky felt that way since he had never been such a wimp before. But he couldn't say no, that would end it all right then and there. "Sure, let's go," Nicky mamnged to utter. With the blond haired boy leading the way and the dark haired eunuch following the two children road their skateboards to Max's house. The house was big and fancy, the sort of place were rick people lived. Nicky was not surprised to see a swimming pool in the back. The two kids sat by the pool as they drank their Cokes and talked about their lives. Max had one older sister but no brothers which was somthing he regretted. He liked sports, camping and swimming; all the boy things. Max wanted to be an airline pilot when he grew up.

Nicky told Max about himself but there were many things that he didn't tell. He didn't tell Max that he was a nullo or that his mother was a cutter or that he wanted to be a cutter himself when he grew up. Those were the sort of things that you just don't say when you first meet a person.

After awhile Max said, "Nick it's really hot today. Would you like to go for a swim?"

Nicky glanced at the pool. The water looked great. Saddly Nicky replied, "I'd love to but I can't. I didn't bring my swim suit."

Max gave him a wiched grin and said,"We don't need swim suits. My parents are out and my sister is off with her friends. They won't be back for a few hours. No one will see us."

"But what if they return early?" Nicky wanted to know.

"Would that really be so bad?" Max asked and his smile became conspiratorial. "I got caught once before skinny dipping with a friend but it was no big deal. My folks just laughed and my dad said, 'Well boys will be boys so don't be ashamed. Everyone has one you know. It's nothing we haven't seen before.'" Then Max added, "We were really lucky that they didn't comeback about ten minets earlier."

"Why?" Nicky wanted to know.

"Well," Max replied, "Right before they came home my friend and I had sucked each other off. Our dicks were only just going down as the came in. It would have really been embarassing if they had found us with out dicks in our mouths but we couldn't resist. Sometimes it's fun to do it when you might be caught in the act. It makes it even more exciting!"

From this Nicky realized that Max knew a thing or two about sex. "Max have you ever meet a eunch before?" he asked as his confidence slowly returned.

"No," Max replied. "I've heard about them but I've never meet one. Why do you ask? Have you meet one?"

"Sure," Nicky replied.

"Ah I don't believe you Nick," Max said. "There just aren't that many of them around. What kid would want to have it all cut off? I'd rather die than have that done to me!"

"So you think it's pretty sick?" Nicky asked his new friend.

"Sure, it's both sick and twisted," Max replied. "But the weird thing is sometimes I get hard when I think about. But Nick, if you ever tell anyone I said that I'll beat you up!"

With that Nicky knew that he had the one piece of information that he needed most about Max. On some deep dark level the idea of castration excited the boy. It turned him on. Nicky wasn't surprised at all when Max asked, "Do you get hard when you think about it Nick?"

"No Max I don't," Nicky replied. All his old self-confidence and returned to him. He had Max right were he wanted him and didn't he know it. "I don't get hard at all," Nicky said.

"What? Why not?" Max asked.

"I don't get hard because I'm a nullo," Nicky replied in a very matter of fact voice.

"I don't believe a word of it," Max said. "You're lieing Nick!"

"You think so?" Nicky said.

"No I know so!" Max shot back. "You are a lier."

"Well Max why don't you find out." Nicky said. "All you have to do is place your hand down under my shorts to know for sure. You can feel the naked skin between my legs. I won't fight you and I won't try to stop you. In fact I dare you to do it. That'll teach you to call me a lier."

Max was stunned but Nicky could see that his dick was getting hard very hard.

(To be Continued)