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I will take a few big leaps through time today,as I sense abit of impatience with a few of my readers. It has been adequately demonstrated that I was a complete failure as a father figure in the lives of my step children.I have also documented my life-long castration fetish. I have outlined a pattern of abuse and incestuous behavior. I have also given an account of castration of the ranch animals, and have shown that Angie and Wendy took an active role in such duties. I also gave you, Dear Reader, an account of Angie's little operation, and of my unbridled passion for exhibitionism. Have I left any doubt as to my complete worthlessness as a human being?? Or as Tam would say later that I am a, " sick fuck"? I shall now plunge forward into this last painful chapter of my sick sex and where it took me.
Tammy,Wendy,and Ricky were due to take a trip to the "Gay Bay" to visit her mother. Angie and myself were to stay back and watch the farm. She (Angie) was too willing. We waved goodbye, and watched as the dust settle as the stationwagon disappeared down the lane. Angie was pulling my arm,and tugging me back into the house a minute later saying, "Ok, They're gone.""Now it's me and you alone...Let"s wrestle" And off we went, I stalled briefly to be sure they were really gone, and then caved in. My erection was tenting my trousers as she led me by the hand into the master bedroom. We played alittle with clothes on and then the clothing was stripped off. It was a repeat of the other night,but this time it was with the one I really wanted. She grabbed my balls,and twisted and said,"Lick my pussy!" I obeyed happily sucking at her clit and inserting my tongue into her virgin box. God it tasted sweet!!! It was even more intoxicating then the smell. I swam in lust and passion. She moaned loudly and pressed her sweet smelling box down on my face, and rubbed it against my lips and nose. She cried out when I slid my finger into her tight little hole. It was tight!! I could feel the contraction of a small smooth ridge right inside the entrance,and then it opened up slightly. The little folds and ridges gave way to my finger as I slid in deeper seeking the underside of her clitoris. I vigorously sucked and tongued that organ, and she cried out louder. I could feel an orgasm building in her as she tensed, and her breathing increased. Her face was red, flushed with passion, and she was putting a strangle hold on my balls. My cock bobbed in her face, but with her eyes closed she scarcely noticed. I worked her to her first orgasm of the day,as she panted,"AHhhh! Ahhhh! ahhhh!" and collapsed draped all over me. I thought that I would make sure that she had one good one before I mounted her. My penis was so sensitive that I didn,t think that I could even get one stroke in before I blew. I worked gently on her legs, massaging them, and running my fingers back and forth across her skin. She returned from dreamland slowly. I got between her legs, placed my engorged member in the folds of her vulva. I started sliding it across the outside of her wet hot sex. Her eyes widened when she saw clearly that this was it. I pumped my member back and forth against her clitoris, and it ran in the channel of her love sandwiched in her labia majora. Her eyes glazed and her breathing picked up again as I pumped against the outside of her external genitals. The pressure was mounting in my own loins, and I silently prayed that I wouldn't let her down, squirting my nasty white shit all over her belly. It was time I couldn't hold back any longer. Seven long years of peeking at her pussy, smelling the wonderful aroma, stealing little touches, wrestling with it in my face, fixing her hymen the week before, and now the moment of truth was at hand. My balls had climbed up into the base of my slickened erect cock, and boys,it was ready to blow! I slid it back into position and slowly pushed it forward into her vagina. She resisted my pushing briefly, and with a cry she let me slide in. I paused when the head passed her hymen and the tight ridge there, and gently back and forth worked it deeper and deeper into her tight pussy. It was the best I had ever had, and the finest that I would ever get. I lasted about five more minutes,and with both of us crying together in unison with every push of my raging hardon,I believe she came again. In the end the bed was banging on the wall and my cock was buried to the base in her warm tight hole. I exploded!!! I filled her pussy with loads of white hot goo. I collapsed into her arms, and embraced her with kisses. I put my tongue in her mouth. We french kissed. I swam in a whirling giddy cloud of love. When I pulled out there was a little blood mixed in with the sperm that coated my shrinking penis. Her virginity was now a thing of the past. But for that she was grateful,go figure. And so it was for the two weeks of Tam's absence. We made love everyday and all night, and slept in each other's arms. We became completely drunk on love. She fell hard, and so did I. I thought of nothing else, didn't get hardly any work done,and spent all the days and nights teaching her everything that a man and woman could do together. This was heaven and I wished it would never end. But it did, Tammy returned from the bay, and the real work began. Now I had created a monster. Tammy was a total sex pot,and now her daughter was too. I truthfully wasn't man enough for both their appetites. One, ok, but two hot blooded girls was a stretch. We started to get on a schedule. Tam was a late raiser so I,d do Angie in the morning,while Tammy slept. Then at night, to Angie's unvoiced rage I would do Tam. Soon the threats started, You have to give it,or else. I guess this is what happens when you place your whole life in the hands of an immature thirteen year old girl. I,d have to give it to her down in the corral,or in the barn, the basement, the attic. Oh, don,t get me wrong, it was hot and I loved it. The fear of getting caught made it that much more exciting. God, she was a horny little bitch.Once we did it on the sofa,with our clothes mostly on,while the other two younger ones sat in front,and watched the tube. She got smarter too, as she learned about child molestation,and abuse from the television. She said,"If I tell on you, you'll go to the state penitentiary in Rawlins.""But don't worry Aaron I won't ever tell."Then it was,"I won't tell but you'd better do this",or "that,"like,lick it right now," or "tonight I want you to sneak into my room." She would say,"tonight you give it to me, not to Mom." Oh, then there was the worry of pregnancy. My God that gave me the shivering,shaking,quaking terrors. When she would finally get her rag I would be giving up praises to the Almighty. Can you see how things turned on me? This went on for years,literally, and I juggled the two women every day. In the mean time I was still driven by lust beyond my control. The other two kids became expert wrestlers too,and to my complete astonishment as I look back, I became obsessed with visions of the middle daughter's pussy, and the smell of it, and the little peeks that she was giving me while we were wrestling. Do you see a pattern begining to appear? When things really started to head south Wendy was twelve. I was sneaking around the house one day,and heard voices coming from Wendies room. It was her and Ricky,and from the sound of it they were up to no good. It sounded,through the door,like one of my sex scenes with Tammy. It peaked my intrest,but I had no intention of putting a stop to it. I simply thought about it, alot, and found that it was erotic as hell. The more I thought about it the more my boner would stand up in my pants. Later I serviced Tammy, and we were doing the usual s+m thing with lots of ball twisting and pulling while I brought her her nightly orgasm. Then came the part where I get tied up,and the endless pumpings. Of coarse the bloated purple penis was abused,and of coarse,Tam got her rocks off bigtime. In the after glow of sex,I happened to look over at the crack in the wall. There were a set of laughing brown eyes looking back. Those eyes belonged to Wendy, the only other person in the house with brown eyes was myself. Things that make Aaron go,"Hmmmmm..." I thought,I bet I know what she is up to with her brother. The next day I sabotaged the wall between her room and the closet in the guestroom. I didn't need more than a little crack. She had already put some pretty big holes in the wall hanging pictures and letting them pull out. I made another,and cleaned up the white powder. It gave a good veiw of most of the room. That night sure enough the door was shut,and the children were in there messing around. I went to the closet,and carefully looked through the thin wallboard. They were both naked. Wendy was seated in a straight back chair with her legs beavered open, and Ricky was kneeling before her with his head buried in her muff. But get this, Ricky had his hands tied behind his back. And if that wasn,t enough he had a piece of nylon panty-hose wraped around his hairless cluster,and his jutting little three inch boner was turning purple. Wendy had a riding crop from the stable, and she was lighty whipping his bare ass. She would say,"Harder, do it harder!!" whiping him a little. His head would than move faster while he obviously ate her pussy. She had tied?? the nylons around his balls too, and it looked pretty tight. His nuts were turning blue. Then she said,"Ok you have been good,now you can stick it in." No shit, little Ricky hobbled forward and started pumping. In spite of my over sexed condition I had a big rock in my pants. I couldn,t help myself, I started to rub it through my trousers. Real quiet like I let my zipper down,and started rubbing it real slow, rubbing my glans,and watching my stepdaughter have sex with her brother.Later when I needed a little boost I would think of that. I watched through the hole in the wall when ever I could find time in my busy schedule. She performed almost every sex act that she had witnessed in my room there in hers. Later,I visited the storeroom and found a little nest of blankets and pillows on the workbench and a piece of cardboard leaning against the wall to camoflage the peek hole there. It was clearly a popular spot. In the blankets was a plastic hairbrush that smelled like pussy. Things that make my penis go,"Hmmmmm...." We would all go down to the pigpen and castrate hogs. It's differant than calve's because of the way that the testes kind of pop out the back end , not hang down. I,ll tell you more some day... Well I notice that Ricky has a boner. Wendy sees it too. I notice Wendy gives it a little squeeze when no one is looking. Seeing that gives me an immediate erection too. But for me it gets noticed by everyone. I.m walking around the pen with a big rod pushing out the fabric of my pants. Later when I go pee,around the side of the pen,Wendy walks back there "accidentally" and takes a good look at my half erect tube-snake. While she is staring I make it swell and bob a little. Angie suspects something,and yells at Wendy, who turns away.I return and Angie gives me a dirty look. We get a batch of puppies from the black and white dog. As my fate would have it they are almost all male. They grow up into dogs and soon the bitch is coming into heat. We are all in the living room, Tam included, when we have this conversation. Tammy says," Aaron,that bitch is coming in to heat again." I say," Yea I know." She says,"What are you giong to do about it, we got too many dogs around here all ready?" I say,"Yea,I know."again. Ricky says,"Lock her up in the barn in the loft." Wendy says,"That's no fair to her, don't be locking my dog up anywhere!" Angie says," Thats right,it is no fair to the girl dogs to be locked up,they can't help it if they are in heat." She added,"We all know who to blame for everything,it is the boy dogs,and it is their balls that make them so horny." " Dad are you going to cut off their balls so they won't be humping Wendy's dog and making her pregnant?" I said," No girls it is too much trouble for the hounds if we cut them, with dogs we use rubber bands." Angie and Wendy each say,"Lets do it now!" "Lets do it now!" Tammy licked her lips and looked like she was getting hot. I said,"OK, let them in." I went to get rubber bands.Dogs were let in,and were running around the living room wagging thier tails. I said," Bring me a dog." The girls tackled one, pushed it over, and held it while I twisted up a rubber band three or four times. Then I spread the bands wide,and started to work them over the dog's testicles, I said to Angie,"Help me pull them through." She did, both balls were all the way through up to the base of the sac. I let the bands down easy on the dogs testes. They bunched up nice and tight in a little rubber tourniquet. It was quite well compressed, and the tight sac measured an inch and a half each way. The balls would start to die right away. There were five male dogs and one female. With in fifteen minutes all the males had a tight band on their testes. Then the fun started. I said,"Watch this girls!" The dogs were starting to notice that there was pressure on their balls. They were all licking their nuts, and it was funny to see. Then they started to pop boners as their pointy wet penises slid out into view. Everyone laughed. Then they started trying to hump the girl dog and each other. Five dogs all trying to hump,all had their penises erected,either licking their penises or trying to hump. We laughed alot for a hour or more until we hurt. Soon they settled down and quit licking their sacs and trying to hump.Angie explained to everyone in the room that they couldn't help it. That, when the male gets banded that they for some reason or another they get an erection.(She didn't know that her little sister and brother were already experts on the subject.)Wendy licked her lips and looked like she was getting hot. Angie went on to explain that she thought it must be somekind of survival mechanism,that to give one last chance to get a girl pregnant the boner would stand straight out,and the boy would be driven insane with the urge to stick it in. But then after an hour or so they go back to normal. Soon after that,she explained,they lose all interest in sex completely. Then they can't get the female pregnant, and they quit poping boners. Wendy had started to blush. Tammy was looking at me like I was a sex toy. Ricky was fidgeting around so no one would see his embarrassing little boner. I was more brazen, mine clearly showed as it stuck down and out my pant leg. It bulged out of my pants. Wendy said," Look Daddy is getting one, Ha! Ha! HA!" " Why do you get boners when we talk about castration?" Then she noticed Ricky shifting around to try to hide his. She grabbed him in a playful wrestling hold and went to pin him down. He tried to cover his crotch with his hands,and she pulled them away. Tammy and Angie jeered and encouraged her. Everyone was smiling and playful. Wendy anounced,"He's got one too!" Then Tammy cut in with,"Wendy don't be touching your brother's penis,even if he's got pants on!" Angie said,"He's got a boner too doesn't he?" Wendy nodded. Angie turned to Tammy and I. Tammy had sifted herself around so that she was blocking the veiw of the obscene bulge in my trousers from her daughters,but she had grabbed it with her hand and was slowly squeezing it. I was horny. Angie asked Tammy and I,"Why do boys get boners when we do the castrations, or even talk about it?" I cleared my throat to try to answer,but Tammy beat me to it," It is because they all have secret fantasies about having their nads taken away by the girls." Both girls giggled and Wendy said,"I wonder why?" "It doesn't make any sense, and you would think that it would hurt." Why do they get so horny when we do it, I mean cut off their balls?" I tried to answer, but Tammy cut in again," It is because they secretly know that we (girls) own them, and that we hold the power in our hands." "That is,the power to give pleasure, or to allow pregnacy,or the power to take it away,to cut them off so to speak." I said,"No, ah, well maybe, I think it is because at the moment of orgasm the penis shrinks up to a little tiny remnant of what it was." " It is like a little death of the most treasured part of the man." " The female controls that little death,and so that makes her the master of the penis."" So when she threatens to take it away, it responds with an erection because it believes it is going to experiance an orgasm, which feels so heavenly." Angie said," No, I think it is because the male animal instinctivly knows about castration,and when it is threatened,He tries one last time to impregnant the female, to get one pregnant he has to have a sexual response,and a full hard penis." Wendy said," So that is why those dogs all got boners when we put rubber bands on their balls?" I answered,"It might be because of the pressure of the bands too..." Angie said,"I think my answer is the right one, it is an instinctual reponse to castration, they have to try to mate one last time,and that is why they pop boners." Tammy said,"Well whatever the reasons I think your father and I are going to go to bed now." The girls giggled. Tammy said,"You kids need to go to bed too, I don't want you up all night wrestling or watching TV." It was later that week when Tammy took off in to town to buy some weed. She took Ricky with, but Wendy and Angie stayed home.A short time after she left Angie came to me,and started rubbing up against my leg,and purring about needing a little. She said she wanted to do it in Mom's bed. Mom would be gone for several hours. The trip to town was an hour alone. I was horny as hell for some tight pussy so I agreed. Wendy was engrossed in a show on the tube, so I wouldn't have to worry about her. We fucked passionatly for an hour or so kissing, licking, sucking, fucking, and she dominated me alittle too. After we were both sated,we laid back on the bed sweaty and tired. I happened to glance over at the crack in the wall. There,I saw eyes looking through. I pretended not to notice but inwardly I groaned. Soon I was up and dressed. She didn't have any proof, and I had seen her with Ricky, but it still worried me some. It wasn't part of my plan. But the more I thought about it,the hornier I got, and I started entertaining fantasies of doing Wendy. Soon I put my mind at ease,and figured that nothing bad would come of it. I made a mental note," Note to self- Start to put the moves on Wendy." " More wrestling." Angie on the other hand took me aside a few days later to have a frank discussion with me. She had missed her period by a couple of weeks. I felt that fear clutch me in the pit of my stomach. This was not good. We talked about it at length out by the corral. She was scared, and the more she talked the more scared I got. She said we were in this together, she wasn't going to consider abortion. I begged and pleaded,but to no avail. I finally got her to agree to a story about having a brief liaison with a young gold miner who had camped nearby in one of the gulches, but who had since left the area. To this she agreed provided I would protect her from the wrath of her mother. She also made me swear that I would help her with the baby,and give care and support,and change diapers,and feed. Did I have any choice? Not more then a week after that Tam approached me and said,"Guess what?" Your going to be a father!" I almost fell over from heart failure. I was soooo scared. I said,"Ah, Ah, Ah how's that?" She said,"I'm pregnant that is how you dummy!" " I felt a hundred mixed feelings, relief that the cat wasn't out of the bag with Angie,and mortal terror that the tangled web was drawing in around me. I tried to be cheerful,and up-beat as I said,"Gosh Honey, that is wonderful!" "I'm so happy!" All the while this drama played out,I had to continually service both the females, one in secret, the other right in front of the secret one. Angie became very jealous of her mother. They would bicker over little things.Angie also became needy with me. She was clinging to me every chance she could get, and I was concerned about her mental heath. She would suddenly cry or become angry.She was holding a huge secret inside and still hadn't told Mom. I thought that it was bizarre that suddenly both girls were pregnant. Looking back,reflecting on my terrible fate, the only thing that I can attribute to the sudden increase in my fertility is that I hadn't been letting Tammy put any bands or heavy twists on my saggy testes for a month or two. I would go through seasons of testicle torture, the last couple of months had been time off. Now you would think that any normal pervert would take that as a cue to like;leave the country,but,oh no,not me. And to make matters worse my fevered brain continued to come up with fantasies about Wendy. Now,I was banging on a perfectly good eighteen year old, and her good looking mother,but that wasn't enough? Looking back I see how out of control I was. I was sickened by testosterone. Tammy came to me one day,and announced that we were going to castrate the old bull. He was worn out,and no longer was servicing the cows. This came as somewhat a surprize to me, I thought he was fine, a big old brahma. It was an augury of things to come,but I didn't see that either. I should have run then. I said ok,but that it was a big job and we could sell him as he was,and get a better price. Angie was there and she became enthusiastic about it immediately. She had always wanted to cut his great big sac off. We had been making jokes about it for years. Tam wanted to tan his sac into a drawstring handbag. We knew plenty about tanning then,and I had several recipes,but my favorite was a simple soak in tannic acid,followed by kneading the fresh leather over a sharp edge piece of wood until it was supple,and soft. Tam wanted his balls plain and simple It was a big job, and I knew it. The night before I led him into the corral with the pickup truck. Angie sat in the back and fed him grain off the tailgate as I slowly drove into the corral. Wendy shut the gate. Both of the girls were eager about slicing the huge pendulous ballbag off the massive bull. Those balls were truely huge,they would weigh in at five pounds or more. As the old boy walked they would swing back and forth smacking against his inner thighs.They were the biggest balls I have ever helped cut. The girls were flushed and excitedly chattering about the castration. Tammy wanted to make the cut, it was her bull after all, so the rest of us would have to simply watch. The sex was really hot that evening in our room. I heard the noises coming from behind Wendy's door also. Angie's eyes appeared in the crack in the wall of the masterbedroom,and I could with my mind's eye,picture her sliding the smooth end of the hairbrush in,and out,and across her clit as she watched the spectacle of her Mother,and Stepfather engaging in odd sexual pratices. That night when the house was quiet,and everyone was asleep,I slipped out into the night. I went down to the corral to stand,and gaze at the stars. I spoke to the old bull as he stood munching hay in the pen. I said,"Hello there old friend."" How are you doing?" He raised his head at the sound of my voice. "I,ve been thinking alot about things lately." "Sometimes I wish it was simpler." " I wish that I wasn't such a fuck-up.""What do you think about that?" The old bull didn't answer. It was quiet. The stars shone and the crickets buzzed,and the bull chewed it's cud. "Tommorow is a big day for you old friend." "Tommorow the woman is going to cut your balls off."I said. " Yea, she wants to make a handbag out of your scrotum, and a few weeks from now you,ll be in the feed lot over in Coalinga making friends with some other poor old bullocks." "I'm sorry buddy." "The pussy seems to call the shots around here." "You know I knocked that girl up...." "I guess that wouldn't concern you too much, being that's your job and all....." " I hope that you're not too bummed when you lose it...." "You've been a good old bull...." Later I walked back in and went to sleep on the couch. In the morning Angie was stroking my penis as I awoke from a dream. It was rock hard and ready to blow. The sun was just coming up. She climbed on top and slid my throbbing cock inside her warm wet fold,and started rocking back and forth. As the sunlight poured through the kitchen windows she sweated and cried. Even as I awoke fully she collapsed on my chest. Her arms where wrapped all around me,and her hair spilled over my shoulder. She had the big"O" and was basking in the after glow of sex. My stiff member was still buried inside her,and after some wiggling around I started to get some traction in there. I pumped it back and forth until my own white hot cum was sticking all over our pubes,and sticking to her legs. Two hours or more later we were all down at the corral,minus Ricky who had spent the night over at a friends house. Tammy had a steaming cup of coffee in her hand. On a tray nearby was a big curved needle,a roll of fishline,a bottle of iodine,and Tam's sharp knife. We drove the old bull gently into the chute,and I thought,"So this is it, here we go."I did the driving with cracks from the whip, and when he was past the gate I shut it. He was trapped in the chute. He started to kick up a fuss then. The cattle chute was strong as hell, made from ten foot railroad ties buried deep in the ground. The ties were spaced real close together,and then covered with rough cut two inch planks. When the old bull was in there he had only inches to clear on each side.Angie slid a thick timber through the spaces between the boards in front of the old boy. It backed up against one of the railroad ties preventing him from moving forward. I had hopped over the outside of the fence to slide one in behind him. He was trapped in the chute, and clearly not liking it. He gave a loud bellow and started kicking. I hollered at the girls to quick get another plank in front of him before he busts through, while I shoved one more in between him and the railroad tie behind him. We should have used the squeeze chute for this,but I doubted that he would even fit into it. I slid a couple of boards through the spaces between the pen above him as well. We then took a look at what we had done. I had a cup of brew with Tammy who had been helping Angie with the plank sliding. She had dirt on her hands and was breathing hard,and looked flushed-excited. We noted that we had him boxed in good. Wendy came oozing up slowly with the cattle prod, and looked mischievously over at Tam and I. I asked Tammy,"Do you think it will hold?" I refered to the boards and the sides of the chute. She shrugged and said,"Well, there is a way to find out." She nodded to her daughter.Wendy gave a little squeal of delight,and rushed forward to the side of the pen. Angie smiled brightly and moved forward to get a better veiw.Tammy said,"Jesus Aaron what have you been teaching these girls?"in a playful tone. Wendy went right for the testicles zapping the hell out of them. The girls were clearly enjoying frying the old boys nuts. He kicked and bellowed and strained the timbers right to the breaking point,but they held fine.Angie took the prod away from her sister and started to do it herself. She would even work it over the tender skin between his legs and the sheath of his penis. The old bull was becoming tired from the struggles,and the repeated zapping pain. I finally called it off,and said to the girls,"If he dies in there are you going to help me pull him out?" Wendy looked back at me,and said,"Look Daddy is popping a boner,"and pointed to the bulge straining the fabric of my trousers. The girls all laughed,and Tammy said,"Maybe we should do you next." Angie giggled,"Yea Dad you know you would enjoy it." Wendy said,"Then you wouldn't be such a pervert around the house." Tammy said,"Now that you got me knocked up, you won't have to worry about not having any childern of your own." Angie said,"Yea, Come on Dad." kind of tauntingly. I said,"Ahhh, come on girls, Take it easy on your old man..." Tammy giggled along with the rest and said,"Well, I don't know about the rest of you,but this sort of thing makes me hot as hell." "I get horny just thinking about cutting this old bulls sac off." "In fact I've been dreaming about it for years." She smiled and looked to her daughters,and said,"We're going to make a handbag out of his sac, and then we send him to market to become hamburger." "Think about it!" " It makes me feel soooo powerful!" "And I get to keep a souvenir." "Daddy isn't the only one turned on by this, and when we get done,we're going for a little romp, so don't be bugging us afterward." Then she said," Soften him up a little more Angie,then we'll get started." Tammy came in through the end of the chute with her tray of goodies. The poor old bull was lathered from the repeated shocks to his dangling testicles. I joined her behind the massive bull in the chute, and the girls looked through the fence,all of us were up real close. Tam reached in with both hands,her knife was held in one. With the other she struggled to gather up the skin around the base of the huge sac. She tightened her hold on the giant organs stretching the skin down,and then began sawing her knife through tissues. The bull let out a bellow as she cut through the bag and started to kick. Blood was running pretty good over her fingers,and the knife. She backed her hands,and arms out while the old bull gave one last struggle to escape. His sac was half way off, and it dangled by only some skin. Blood was dripping everywhere.The girls gasped in unison. Then she reached in and finished the job. The bull quieted,and simply panted,it's breathing loud and labored. Tammy held up her trophy, it looked even bigger,and more stretched out then before. She then turned to me,and asked if I could stitch him up. I agreed. Her and the girls walked back to the house,the girls circled around her chattering excitedly,and begging to hold her massive prize. I did the best I could, crushing the bleeding cords with a pair of pliers,and trying to find enough skin to draw together the gaping wound. That night Tammy and Angie took off to town to buy supplies, get alittle booze and pick up Ricky. I was left alone with Wendy. I was sitting watching a show with her when she turned to me and said,"I saw you and Angie fucking on Mom's bed." I didn't try to deny it. I said,"Are you going to tell?" She gave a mischievous smile,and said," Not if you do what I say." She suprized me by saying," I want to fuck." We went into Mom's room.... She was thirteen I think and oh so tight. We had some music on, and I was banging away on her sweet tight pussy. I was lost in a sea of lust,my cock was rock hard,and ready to explode. I didn,t hear the front door, and I didn't see or hear Angie as she appeared in the door way of the bedroom.I didn't hear her mother either.I had pulled my engorged member out of Wendy,and was going to switch to the sixtynine position when I saw two very upset women in the doorway. My hard-on withered instantly in Wendy's face,and She said."What's wrong?" That is when the screeching started,and it didn't stop for hours. She was PISSED!!! She rushed forward and grabbed me off the bed.Her daughter Wendy was shocked and scared, and she whimpered and curled up into a ball,trying to hide under the sheets.Tammy punched me hard in the belly before I could even try to defend myself. I had the wind knocked out of me,and was curled up myself when I felt my balls and cock being taken up roughly in her hand.She screamed,"I KNEW SOMETHING LIKE THIS WOULD HAPPEN YOU SICK FUCK!!!!" she dragged me out into the hall by my cluster screaming at the top of her lungs. BAM! BAM! BAM! she punched my belly repeatedly. I was crippled. She dragged me out into the living room by my cluster as I tried to crab walk on my back and take some of the horrible pressure off my genitals. She dragged me right past her oldest daughter,but I didn't even see her. She dragged me out into the living room,and dropped me. She paced back,and forth screaming at me,and kicking me in the sides. I was hurting pretty bad,but I tried to cover up as best as I could.Tammy was pissed! Then she said to me,"Don't you move,or I,ll get the gun,and shoot you,you cheating,child molesting,sick fuck!!!" I barely heard her as I curled up in pain,naked on the living room floor. Then Bam! between my legs again, and I stared through a fog of pain,and tears at her oldest daughter as she kicked me again in the crack of my exposed ass,trying to nail my balls. I cried,"Stop I'm sorry" OOUuuu!!" Then she said,"Why'd you do it?" "That's my little sister you pervert!" Ricky was standing there watching the whole thing with a look of shocked disbelif on his face. I had alot of misgivings,and was crying openly. Tammy and Wendy came back into the room. She looked shocked,and scared,and wouldn't make any eye contact with me. Tammy sat on the couch,and made her younger daughter sit with her. She said to me," You are a sick fuck!" "We're going to fix that right here and now." You're not going to contaminate the lives of my children with your dark fantasies,and your sick perverted evil bullshit any longer!""Ricky go get some ropes from the shed." She commanded. She said to me,"The whole rest of your life will depend on a few choices that we are going to help you make tonight!" "You SICK FUCK!" When Ricky returned she had Angie help her uncurl me from the fetal position that I was in,and amongst my apologies,and tearful protestations they draped me over the edge of the couch.The very same couch that I had so much fun on over the years. She said,"You stay right there you SICK FUCK or I,ll call the sheriff, and you,ll be on your way to Rawlins before the sun comes up!" I tried to apologize,but she told me to shut the fuck up. She said,"We are going to give you a whipping for what you did,and all the kids are going to watch!" I groaned out a protest, and was told to shut the fuck up. My head was pointed down at the floor,and my ass was sticking up in the air. I was again told not to move if I wanted to live through the night. She said to Angie,"Tie him up!" and then she said,"Spread eagle across the sofa!" She helped her secure my hands and ankles to the feet of the couch.I was helpless and my genitals hung over the front of the cushions in front of everyone. Then she said to Wendy,"Come here you little tramp." Wendy stood shakingly. She said,"You go get the riding crop out of the stable." She instead retreated into her room,and then returned and produced the crop. Tammy shook her head,and took the crop.She seemed to get even more angry. She said,"I don't even want to know what it was doing in there!" She took the crop in her hand,and it whistled throughthe air and cracked on my ass. She cursed me,and did it again. My body would jump with shock at every blow. The sight of my exposed genitals seemed to infuriate her even more,though she didn't whip them she relentlessly whipped,and cursed,and struck my buttocks. They were red I,m sure. Then she handed the crop to Ricky. She told him to do it harder when the blows fell to lightly. She shouted,"Hit him God damn it!" Then she handed the crop to Angie, and said,"Your turn!" Angie wailed at me like there was no tommorow,and she cursed me like her mother.Then she handed the crop to Wendy and said,"I know that this isn't your fault,here is your chance to punish the bad man. Wendy made the crop crack agianst my ass over and over. I cried out my misgivings and whimpered out my apologies,and the only thing that I got for it all was whipped harder.And with her,the crop hit my exposed balls several times. I nearly puked it was so bad. Then she came around to the back of the couch where my head was and said,"We are going to have a little family talk." If you try to run I,ll shoot you,if I don't shoot you I,ll call the sheriff,and you'll go to prison." "Either way you are fucked!" "You thought you would get alittle squeeze from my little one,but now you will see who gives the squeeze." She reached between my legs,and took up my aching balls and gave me a couple of twists and pulled. I shrieked like a little girl, and cried. They hurt so bad... And Angie,damn her, she laughed! She said now I,m going to untie you,and you are going to sit here, and listen to what I say or I'll send you to prison for ever. As she bent to untie my hands Angie rushed up to my ass and grabbed my nuts and twisted,and pulled to the point that I thought she'd rip my sac.I screamed and begged. Mom scolded her,and said,"Put them down Angie, I know that you're mad,so am I,but we're going to address those nasty little trouble makers a little later,in the mean time I want them intact!" I knew then that she wanted my balls. I sat naked covering my genitals with my hands in front of the girls,Ricky and Tammy. Ricky was getting a boner,the bastard. Angie looked like she was enjoying this too. Tam was still mad,but she was starting to get a greedy look on her face. Wendy was getting over her shock of being caught,and was gaining her composure back. I was in trouble,and I knew it. Wendy told a great big lie about seduction and months of grooming.I thought that I better not open my mouth because any thing I could say would only make it worse.Angie kept her mouth shut,but only glared at me,with hurt and betayal.Ricky watched,and also was quiet.Tammy said,"Aaron you are a threat to my children,and a threat to yourself.""You know what we all have to do don't you." I shook my head,but inside I knew what she would say. she said," You will have to give up your testicles."I quivered and shook,and in spite of it all, I felt my penis stir.I said,But can't I promise not too..."She cut me off,"No Aaron the only other way is that we will summon the law,and you will go to prison,and you know what they'll do to you in Rawlins?" "They will beat you up and cut off your balls,and then use you for a bitch for the next twenty years.""Is that what you want?" "Why did you have to be so stupid, you dumb motherfucker?""If you do things my way, you can stay here and watch your child grow up,and be a free man,but I can't leave you loose around my children the way you are now." Then Angie said," Just do what she says, and everything will be ok." She added,"I,ll even try to forgive you for what you did to my sister." Wendy said,"I,ll forgive you for raping me if you let me be the one to cut off your balls." Tammy shot back with,"Shut your pie hole you little tramp I get to cut his sac if anyone does. Tammy turned to Ricky and said,"Do you think this is fair?" Ricky shifted to hide his erection,(I could tell)and said,"Yea it's fair,but I think you should cut off his sac like the bull today,and Mom can keep it like a trophy,like the bull's bag. I said "What about me?""Don't I have any say in any thing any more?" "For thirteen years I,ve slaved away here trying to make everyone happy, and now for one little screw-up you all argue about who get's to cut off my balls?" Tam jumped in,"You SICK FUCK you raped my virgin thirteen year old girl,and you call it a little screw up!!" In the end I was given until the morning to make up my mind.Tammy made me sleep on the sofa, and when she was putting them to bed she told them to lock their doors because there was a dangerous pervert in the house. I felt so stupid and guilty. I was told to sleep on it if I could,and if I tried to escape they'd call the law. After they all headed off to their rooms, the only doors that I heard locking was Tammy's and Ricky's. I didn't sleep. I thought long and hard about everything that I,d done. In the distance I could hear the bellowing of the bull that we had cut that previous day. I cried, and sobbed in the window as I listened to the tortured moooing of the old bull echo in the cool still night air. I thought about running. I planned escapes, I practiced verbal defenses,and I played out prison scenes in my mind..... The old bull was in agony, he had been bellowing most of the day and almost all of the night. He sounded so utterly lost and hurt. I cried more and I wept bitterly. All I ever wanted was to be loved.... I finally prayed,to a God that I wasn,t sure that I believed in, for mercy, and forgiveness. I had been such a fool..... A soft hand came up around my waist and a gentle whisper from from the lips of the one I loved. She said she was sorry too,and that she loved me.Oh, I cried more, such a fool... It was Angie... She softly spoke in the night, she told me that she loved me,and that that was why she came. She said that she forgave me. She said that tommorow her mother would surely geld me right in front of the others, and that it was going to be a spectacle. She said that all your problems surely center in that silly little bag between your legs. And finally that she would geld me herself this very night, and that It would be done with love,and respect,and hope that we might all be able to live together in peace.Her hands had found my penis in the dark,and she was stroking it gently as it swelled in her hand. Her nipples rubbed against my arm through the tee shirt she had on,as I stood next to her naked. The bull bellowed in the night...I agreed On the sofa again,we laid, I entered her soft wet warmth for one of the last times,and pumped into her,straining to reach with my member some hidden treasure that was just out of reach. She came, and pulled me into her arms and whispered in my ear as I came down to her,"Thankyou,Aaron for letting me be the one. She rolled out from under me,and got on top. My erection was in the folds of her vulva. She said,"Ok,this is it,and got up."She said,"Wait here."and pushed me down as I tried to rise. She returned with a towel her knife,a pair of her panties,a pair of pliers, a curved needle, and the fishline from that afternoon. She put all the stuff on the floor,and said,"Get on the floor,and lift your ass up." I said real quiet,"Your really going to do it?" My boner was rolling around on my belly. She whispered,"Yea, If you want me to,or you can do it in the morning with everyone watching your dick bob around in the sun with out any hope of any sweetpussy sliding on it."As she slid the towel under my ass she added,"Do you want my little lier of a sister watching?" "Maybe she would get to put the cattle prod on your helpless erection, instead of my sweet love.""Aaron I know that you want to be castrated, we talked about it enough over the years.""I think that we both know that it is what you need to be ok,but more than that,it is what you secretly want too.""You know that you are never going to be ok the way you are now""And,now,you owe it to all of us." "It might as well be me that makes the cut." She stroked my cock,and it responded with intense feeling of an eminent eruption.It plused in her hand. I said,"Ok, but please let me in one more time..." She said,"Good, I've always had fantasies about emasculating you,I'm honored that you will let me. She said,"You will cry out when I make the cut, so please bite down on this pair of my panties." She balled them up and stuck them in my mouth."Now I have to tie your hands."she said,and then did so lightly with the rope from earlier.It was getting light,the sun was coming up. I was on my back now on the carpet. She was examining my balls, and my sac turning them over in her hand,and testing the elasticity of my scrotum. She said,"I had better tie off your feet, I don't want you to screw this up by kicking ok." I nodded with panties in my mouth. While she was doing that she said,"When this is done you'll thank me, because you have been so out of control Aaron, and I know that you are a good man,and that you love us.""You can't keep on the way that your going." I almost started crying again,But she went back to stroking my erection,and telling me how big it was, and how it feels inside her. I was plenty hard when she climbed back on top again. She was facing my feet,and she had straddled my manhood. I strained upward to try to slip it in to her sweet hole. She rubbed her vulva back,and forth across my erection. I was so close to cumming.I raised my hips with each thrust to try to plant it in her vagina,and she took a firm hold on my balls with hand. She stretched them out alittle, and let my erection slide into her warmth. She rocked with me back and forth,and together we increased the thrusting. My penis was so sensitive and hard I could feel my member bottoming out against her uterus.We ground our flesh together for a long time,increasing the tempo and thrusted harder and deeper. She was sweating,and her hair was clinging to her face as she turned to look back at me. My balls were being pulled really hard. I heard her cry shrilly. My penis was exploding,jerking, contracting all over my body as I was hit by this blinding wave of pain. I cried out into the gag tried to kick once, but it was over.I spasmed again and again through waves of pleasure and pain. She stayed on top until I was still.It was over,she had cleanly cut my whole bag right off at the base of my shriveling penis. As she dismounted me,and turned to me she held out her trophy. It was a complete shock to see my balls now dangling in her hand.She had cut off my balls! She swung them back and forth in her fingers to demonstrate. They looked limp,and pendulous. She bent to kiss me on the forehead,and said,"Aaron I will never forget this as long as I live." I could feel wetness between my legs,and waves of pain from down below,and all up into my belly, I wanted to throw up. I was flattered by all this later, but not right then.I spit,and choked out the gag of her balled up underwear.The spasm passed without any puking Then,like an after-thought, she got up,and got me a quart of whiskey out of the cabinet,and held my shoulders and head up in her lap,and with her free hand put the bottle to my lips.It had been fifteen years since I had had a drink....I let the burning liquid pour down my thoat..... It is all over now,but the crying, but perhaps I,ll return with the epilogue. You do certainly deserve one,as you have cum so far with me, Dear Reader. Perhapes after I feel better, or I might Email Angie and let her finish.... Until then...Hasta Luego.
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