Max wondered if he should really try feeling for Nicky's genitals. As a little kid of six or seven Max had had nightmares about having his penis and balls removed. They were erotic nightmares to be sure but they had terrified the little boy all the same. He always awoke to relief when he discovered that he was still whole but he also felt regret for the loss of the sexual buzz that he didn't really understand. It was all so confusing Now, here was Nick, a kid who said he was a nullo. If Nicky's claim turned out to be true would Max's long ago nightmares return to haunt him anew? Would a friendship with a nullo kid end up taking Max places he might not want to go? If Max found out that he was turned on by a nullo kid might he someday find himself naked and helpless and strapped to a table waiting to feel the knife that would remove his dick and balls?

Max was terrified and wanted to pull away from the strange yet beautiful child who said his name was Nick. Max knew that castration was very sick and very wrong and so he was afraid that if he enjoyed touching a nullo and holding him in his arms he might be very sick as well. But it seemed as if Max's hand had a mind of it's own. It drifted slowly down Nick's tummy and down further under his pants. Max tried to pull his hand back but he just couldn't stop. Lower he went until his fingers were resting on Nicky's empty crotch. Nick was trully a nullo. The old nightmare had returned and it felt wonderful.

In a way Max was sorry for Nicky's loss. When Max had first seen Nicky in the park he had hoped that someday he would nibble at the boy's balls and take his penis in his mouth. Now he knew that that could never happen for Nick wasn't a boy at all. Nick wasn't a girl either and so it ment that the only way the little guy would ever be fucked was if a man, or a boy, put his dick up Nick's hole. That was so gross and Max wondered how it made Nicky feel. Surly the kid knew what was in store for him. Was it something Nicky was looking forward to? Had Nick gone to the park hopeing to find a man who would teach him, once and for all, what it really ment to be a nullo?

"God Max, that feels so nice having you hold me there," Nick said. He was clearly loving every second of it. Nick then stood up and facing Max raised his hands straight-up over his head. With out being told Max knew what Nick wanted and pulled off Nick's T-shirt running his hands along the little eunuchs perfect skin as he did so. With the shirt tossed to one side Nick placed his small hands on Max's sholderd to steady himself as Max pulled the eunuch's shorts down and off over his well rounded little bottom. Nicky stepped out of his last bit of clothing and kicked his shorts to one side. The young nullo was now totally naked and altogeter shameless, his skin was like gold in the sunshine.

For a long time Max could only look at the smooth area between the nullo's legs. He wondered how it was possible that Nicky seemed to be proud of his mutilation. So many thoughts were running through the Max's confused mind. Who would have done such a horrible thing to such a great kid and why? The poor little guy was a cripple for life. He'd never know what it felt like to beat off and shoot. He'd never be able to handle a girl and give her sexual pleasure. He'd never be a man.

But at the same time Max was incredibly turned on. Having a penis was great but it seemed even greater now that he knew that not every boy was able to keep his. Sure Max was afraid that through some misfortune he might someday find himself like Nick but for the time being he was enjoying the power he felt as a boy. Having genitals ment that the little guy he was looking at was his to control. Max could do things that Nicky would never be able to do and that knowledge gave the boy a huge thrill

Max felt Nick's nullo place as the little eunuch shivered in delight. "Oh you like that don't you?" Max said and he then ran one of his fingers downward and past the relocated piss hole up to Nick's tight little boy pussy. Nicky gasped and pulled away. "I'm sorry Max," Nicky said. "I like what you are doing but I've never had anyone touch me there before. I wasn't expecting it."

"You're still a virgin?" Max asked.

"Well yeah! I'm only like 11 so what do you expect?" Nicky replied.

Max stood to undress and the little eunuch seemed hypnotized by the 12 year old's stiff little dick. "Do you like it?" Max asked.

"I sure do!" Nick said wistfully.

"A kid like you wouldn't last very long in a locker room or on a nude beach so I bet you don't get to see too many dicks do you Nick?' Max asked.

"Not that many," Nick lied. The truth was Nick saw lots of young dicks right before his mother removed them form their owners.

Soon the two naked children were rolling on the grass holding each other and giggling in shear delight. But soon it turned serious as Nicky went for Max's dick and begain to give the boy a blow as only an expert can. Max thought that he had died and gone to heaven. The resulting orgasim was the best he had ever expeianced, the boy had never thought that such rapture was possible. When his senses returned he asked, "Nick, where on earth did you learn to do that? Were you once some sort of sex slave trained to pleasure men and boys?"

"No," Nick replied. "That's the first blow job I've ever given." But that was a lie. Nicky often sucked the boys who were waiting to be cut. It calmed them down and quieted them before their castrations.

Max knew that Nick was lying. No one could be that good with out a lot of training. He rolled the smaller kid on his back, grabbed him by his ankles spreading his legs and lifting his butt up. Nicky's smooth empty crotch couldn't have been more exposed as the naked eunuch was held helpless by the angry boy. "Why are you lying Nick? What are you holding back?"

"Nothing!" Nicky said. "I wasn't lying."

"I don't believe you Nick," Max said, "You suck too good to be a virgin."

"Well I might have lied just a little bit but not too much really," Nicky said. "It's just that my mom is a cutter and I help her with her work. I blow the boys before she nuts them. I only do it to make them happy."

"You've helped your own mom castrate boys?" Max demaned to know. It was almost too much to believe.

"It's not like we are trying to be mean or anything," Nicky explained. "It's just a family business. We all have to make a living and that's how my mom and I get by."

"So that's why you were looking at me in the park you little creep. You were hoping to bring me home to mommy so she could add another set of balls to her growing collection."

"No Max! I'd never help castrate you, never!" Nick said, but then he added, "Well not unless it's what you want."

"You think I want my balls cut off?" Max asked.

"I don't know," Nick replied. "Do you?"

"No I don't!," Max shot back and to punish the little nullo and teach him a lesson he shoved his hard little prick up Nicky's virgin bottom. Max had a small dick but since Nicky had never been mounted before and since there had been no preparation the pain was extream. Nicky felt that he was being castrated all over again. He let out a screem as tears streamed down his pretty little face. This caused Max to look down and in horror see what he was doing. Max was raping the smaller child. Nick might be the son of a cutter and a lier but even so he didn't deserve to be raped, no 11 year old did. "Oh God Nick, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do it!" Max said.

Nicky gasped and said, Don't be sorry Max and don't stop. I want you to do me."

"What?" Max asked. He couldn't believe his ears.

"It feels so good Max, really really good." Nicky said. "I want you to fuck me. I need to be fucked. Do me now Max."

(To be continued.)